It was late into the night that I drank aย mixture of what appeared to be pulverized herbs.
The haunting sounds of a song suddenly appeared around me, intensifying my feelings of being utterly lost in an alien universe. The sounds that kept drawing me in, had a pleading quality that made me want to weep with sorrow.
As I started singing, I realized my song was inviting the spirit of the herb to move into my body. I wanted it to stop, to be over but in that moment I knew it was too late, I had left this reality.
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I was canoeing through the infinite stream of the unconscious mind, and the song was my solitary paddle. It was up to me to avoid the rapids and control the currents by making the song more beautiful, by begging the Spirit of the herb to guide and heal me.
This was my initiation into shamanism. But before this experience, I had to first understand and identify the signs of my shamanic calling.
What is a Shaman?
At its most basic level, shamanism can be understood as a collection of ancient techniques that help to awaken and expand consciousness, as well as heal humanity’s inner wounds.
Shamanic practice is the earliest known form of religion that our ancestors experienced. The different number of spiritual techniques used to expand our conscious and provoke mystical experiences was astonishing. These techniques ranged from chanting, fasting, and nature immersion, to incessant trance dancing and ingesting hallucinogenic plants.
Unlike most religions where the main concern is finding answers, the Shaman is more interested in provoking you to ask the right questions that will lead you to experience truth. The Shaman doesn’t pursue meaning: he or she creates it by bringing the sacred to an otherwise mundane reality.
The word “Shaman” first originated in Siberia as the word “samarambi” meaning “to excite oneself,” and “sam-dambi” meaning to dance. The shaman, therefore, excites himself into a divine frenzy or ecstasy through drum beating and dancing, until he passes into a trance when his spirit leaves his body.
The scholar of comparative religion and anthropologist Mirca Eliade gave us the most simple shaman definition as “specialists in ecstasy,” with an impressive list of abilities including thought-reading, clairvoyance, firewalking, and spirit interaction, just to name a few.
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It’s these moments of ecstasy,ย of ego death, that provide an experience of reality that is larger, deeper, and infinitely more exquisitely beautiful. Shamans worldwide know that in order to understand society and live more fully attuned to reality, they need to go wild, travel out of their normal minds, and visit the invisibleย world of Spirit, which is the undercurrent of the visible world.
By accessing the invisible realm, Shamans can tap into a powerful way of guiding their lives and the lives of others.
Training as Wounded Healers
By the time we become adults, most of us are so alienated from ourselves and the earth, indoctrinated by media, and deluded by “false needs” created by the consumer culture, that there’s little hope for us connecting with the other worlds surrounding us.
In tribal cultures, shamans or healers often experienced an illness that gave them the insight they needed to heal themselves and then bring wisdom to their people. This experience echoes Socrates’ notion that “Our greatest blessings come to us by way of madness.“
It’s often through great struggle that Shamans break free from their illnesses and awaken to the truth. By learning how to cure themselves, they also learn how to cure others.
It’s because of this initiation process that Shamans are often called “Wounded Healers.” The shaman being a wounded healer is something I speak about at length in my Spiritual Wanderer Course.
11 Signs of the Shamanic Calling
There are three stages of becoming a Shaman: the Calling, Training, and Initiation process.
In the past, you were trained by a mentor or an older Shaman but in today’s world, most Shamans won’t know how to recognize their calling to even begin their training. Most people undergoing a shamanic calling won’t understand what is happening to themย and will, therefore, feel overwhelmed by fear.
But it’s through training that the Shaman-in-making becomes a master of the sacred; of being abe to effectively find, protect, and use the creative but intense energies of the sacred for therapeutic or other beneficial purposes.
Here are some of the signs you might experience if you’re being called to the Shamanic path:
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1) You feel a strong connection to nature
Shamans understand “the web of life”; that everything on Earth is deeply interconnected through the web of Spirit. Nothing embodies this understanding better than nature, how it nurtures us, and how we nurture it in a mutually dependent relationship.
2) You enjoy solitude andย find it hard to fit in with others
Shamans in most cultures were solitary individuals (often living in the outskirts of the village), and they were often considered eccentric or “different.”
However, they were respected because of the wisdom they shared. Because of their unique gifts and sensitivities, Shamans could never fit into typical society because they acted as the bridges between this world and the unseen worlds.
3) You’ve experienced a near-death, out-of-body or mystical experience
To be a Shaman, you must experience a complete “death and rebirth,” and often this can present itself as a temporary illness or shocking crisis of some kind that ignites an existential crisis.
It’s through overcoming and healing from this terrifying ordeal that the Shaman-to-be surrenders everything they know as true for whatever wisdom they’re meant to learn.
4) You’ve felt a subtle healing energy in your hands
Many Shamans are born with the capacity to act as “curanderos,” as masters of living energy. In other words, they have the ability to control and manipulate the energy in their bodies and the bodies of others.
Carrying healing energy is often manifested as having good circulation of blood in your hands. Your hands will almost always feel warm to the touch (or even boiling hot)ย and you might sometimes feel subtle energy emanating from them.
5) You have the ability toย “read” others
Some Shamans are born with the gift of “vision” or the capacity to look at other people and see the illness they may be carrying or spiritual obstacles they must overcome.
People with a shamanic calling frequently report psychic abilities such as clairvoyance, clairaudience, or other paranormal experiences.
6) You have ancestors who were healers or medical herbalists
Many cultures believe that the gift of being a Shaman is inherited and can only be passed down through generations.
Of course, in today’s world, it’s almost impossible to know whether any of our ancestors were healers as our recent ancestors, much like ourselves, never claimed and cultivated this Shamanic gift.
7) You have vivid or prophetic dreams
Some Shamans are born with the natural ability to travel between realms, to bring back information, and even see visions of future events through their dreams.
8) You are visited byย spirit animals
Animals or hybrid animals (half animal half human) play a big role in the Shaman’s journey. Spirit animals serve as Guides that share vital information and serve as reminders whenever we require their help.
9)ย You see things that others can’t see
The ability to access other realms and hidden dimensions can start at a very early age. To be an effective Shaman you must have the fluidity of mind to be open and receptive to new information.
It’s this unique trait that has resulted in many Shamans being labeled and prescribed as mentally ill by modern medicine.
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10) You have physical abnormalities that set you apart
In the past, many physical characteristics, such as being born with extra fingers, toes or with a caul (thin membrane) covering your head at birth were considered spiritual signs or omens that a person has a special relationship with the spirit world.
11) You feel a calling to help, heal or ease the suffering of others
Ultimately, Shamanism can be seen as a practice of balancing or self-correcting our relationship with others and the natural world around us.
Whenever a Shaman sees suffering, they’ll feel a strong desire to heal it in order to re-establish that lost harmony within the web of life.
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The fact that you’re looking up or reading this article on Shamanism is a sign you’ve been guided to learn about something very few people are interested in.
These signs may be general and can happen to a lot of people, but in truth, many of us are being called by spiritual forces, yet few of us answer that calling.
Some may be able to go through life without listening to this spiritual calling, while others might experience depression and physical illness the more they close off and neglect to listen.
So what happens once you do listen to your calling, how can you find training? Ideally, nothing is more effective than training and learning under a mentor or spiritual guide.
Shamanism is a spirituality that is experienced, not thought about or theorized. The internet can be useful in allowing you to look up local practitioners that may offer apprenticeships, though be discerning and aware as this field is open to much trickery.
For those who can’t find local mentors, I’ll continue writing on this topic โ and if you want to go deeper, I explore the shamanic archetype within our Spiritual Wanderer Course.
Tell me, do you feel called to this path? What initiated you on the shamanic journey?
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Hey. Iโve been wyndecki and have had crazy ancestors around like crazy horse believe it or not. Iโm just letting you know the Ojibwa people of Saugeen have money cursed and fish cursed me. Hair of the dog curse has also been mentioned. I am new to shamanism and didnโt know how powerful my call was. I wolf totem all the time with you so please hear your own voice in this. Please help Matthew, you would be gods gift in this if you did. My name is Ashleigh and I live in holyrood Ontario. One voice says they are a Bobby MacDonald of the Huron or Bruce OPP. I would like to either exonerate or impugn him. I am quite poor so any advice you can offer would be great as I am trying my best through prayer to work gods will here. Additionally, I only started having experiences in June or so..
Thanks
Ashleigh
from yestarday one word repeating in my mind that is shamanic and thats why how i come on searching about shamanic
I think this is wonderful I have always had a very strong spirituality but never felt like I fit into religion there are so many things I would love to say about my experiences I would love to have a mentor
Where do I begin. How about where I’m at. Lol. Healing myself and since the healing began Ive wanted to always figure out how to do it the right way so I could show others how to. Brene Brown quote was great regarding the road map. Creating a road map for someone. I see all these road maps now. All these people throughout the years have tried to create roadmaps for people. But our society is nearly impossible to navigate. Anywho, not sure where to begin. Ive been told I’m a healer. I feel I have that inate ability to heal and have done it secretly as its easier to do than explain. I also don’t need to be revolutionary. Too much City and Colour music lately lol. Cheers!
O wow sometime i have prophetic dreams too ngl
Scared the hell outta me
I would be grateful if anybody could help me out with what I’m experiencing as it’s very lonely as I haven’t spoke to anyone about it in fear of looking crazy .
Im quite new to all this stuff too, if you want to talk my tiktok is random_access_mary. I would love to talk to someone who is going through a similar experience
I also feel I can’t really talk to people properly and openly about my experiences as people may think I’m crazy or delusional so I’ve kept my experiences and feeling mostly to myself , so it would be nice if someone could relate to me in someway .
Thanks very much for the info . About 18 months ago it was in hospital with a blood infection and started having very vivid dreams of being in space and places I’d never been to before and meeting people I’d never met before also . I felt like my entire body was being torn apart from the inside then being put back together . It was absolutely terrifying at first but in time I didn’t feel scared anymore and physically I got better but mentally not so much because I had no clue what any of it meant and still don’t really but know it was something spiritual . Like I said that happened about 18 months ago but I think about it every single day , feeling that I don’t really belong anywhere anymore . I was hoping someone could maybe help me out with what I experienced , I would be very grateful
thank you so much for the information at an early age i suffered great grief and agony over my grandfather traumatic death from cancer, he was my mentor that teached me how to be a decent and good men and the values of morality’s, he was like a father to me, that grief was break me down into million pieces ,and set me on spiritual journey of recovery ,as time passed i started rise up from my ashes as someone who went great transformation, i learned reiki and many other healing and mystical arts and insights ,in the previous 2 years i was about to die from overweight until from unknown place in the pits of darkness, i found my light and strength and a reason to fight (it was the crave for love and to beloved by a girl and to live almost like a voice without words echoing force of will and power to me) ,now 2 years passed and i lost over 65 kg and i gona use the spiritual insight that i gather and keep learning to help save others ,i also have great desire to preserve nature in anyway i can ,every time i see trees get cut i feel their pain and i cries ,same with animals suffering.
I don’t have any money to pay for this.Ihave read everything and I am all of these.I am scared of it.My Boyfriend says that I am Crazy .I know that I am not.I can’t help it if I have dreams that come true and I can feel and hear stuff and see certain things,when I was little I brought a animal back to life my sister was right next to me.I don’t know what to do.Im want to know that someone else is just like me out there .
Feeling all these signs may be frightening, however, they are not a demand, they are a choice. They are a choice for now, or later. For me, it is not a dark thing, it is so filled with joy. It is odd, the closest thing I have to relate it to is being “touched by the holy spirit”. I am not Christian, though I am sure Infinite Wonder takes many, many forms. If it is your wish, I hope you find the magic looking for you.
your not alone tasha ,perhaps you haven’t found the right person to live with, you see when somebody love you he truly he accept you completely the 2 become one ,but if it’s not meant to its won’t happen ,and one of the vital thing of accept you completely is by respect you and make you feel comfortable with who you are without the need for you to fit in ,deep inside you have all the answers ,go to YouTube learn as much as you can , i find that pendulum is great easy to use tool if you haven’t already start use it ,but remember ultimately you have all the answers within you,and make sure when you talk about this subject talk to somebody you trust and feel safe, not everyone able to grasp the spiritual aspects there is a reason mystic called mystic from the word things that shrouded in mist and many fear what they don’t know so make sure you share your experience with someone who able to understand it, best of luck to you dear beloved soul.
There is an author who is using your work in her book on Amazon.
Melissa Bryan “Born in Shamanism”
She posted this in her book.. just a heads up!
Thank you for the heads up Lala, I looked up the kindle book and found the section. It does mention my name as the author of the signs, though I never gave permission for it to be republished for profit so I’ll have to follow up on it. I appreciate you letting me know.
I was born a Shaman! Near death experiences from the age of 7 months.. several.. Healed myself of stage 4 heart failure 2 years ago.. Have always just wanted to help/heal people.. Have been able to see/hear/ communicate with over 30 dimensions! I don’t know how, but I will go into a trance and speak an ancient language, I can’t seem to find any info on.. I can manipulate energy with my hands, and I have been able to see into ones soul and see their end of life.. how and when. I know my own. Sometimes I can see the illness inside a person before they know.. I can hear trees talk and feel their life! I have 2, not sure what they exactly are, 1 is a previous life.. an ancient being from beginning of time.. there are only 2 of us left. I can’t spell his name or pronounce it, it’s so long. I call him ‘Elf’. He’s been with me since I was 6. And ‘Lamar’ , my protector, has been with me since I was 7 mos old. He’s a green dragon..
My body is only 40 years old, but my soul.. is older then Earth.