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This Short Story About Life, Death and the Universe Will Blow Your Mind

by Mateo Sol ยท Updated: Dec 26, 2020 ยท 37 Comments

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The Egg

By: Andy Weir

You were on your way home when you died.

It was a car accident. Nothing particularly remarkable, but fatal nonetheless. You left behind a wife and two children. It was a painless death. The EMTs tried their best to save you, but to no avail. Your body was so utterly shattered you were better off, trust me.

And thatโ€™s when you met me.

โ€œWhatโ€ฆ what happened?โ€ You asked. โ€œWhere am I?โ€

โ€œYou died,โ€ I said, matter-of-factly. No point in mincing words.

โ€œThere was aโ€ฆ a truck and it was skiddingโ€ฆโ€

โ€œYup,โ€ I said.

โ€œIโ€ฆ I died?โ€

โ€œYup. But donโ€™t feel bad about it. Everyone dies,โ€ I said.

You looked around. There was nothingness. Just you and me. โ€œWhat is this place?โ€ You asked. โ€œIs this the afterlife?โ€

โ€œMore or less,โ€ I said.

โ€œAre you god?โ€ You asked.

โ€œYup,โ€ I replied. โ€œIโ€™m God.โ€

โ€œMy kidsโ€ฆ my wife,โ€ you said.


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โ€œWhat about them?โ€

โ€œWill they be all right?โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s what I like to see,โ€ I said. โ€œYou just died and your main concern is for your family. Thatโ€™s good stuff right there.โ€

You looked at me with fascination. To you, I didnโ€™t look like God. I just looked like some man. Or possibly a woman. Some vague authority figure, maybe. More of a grammar school teacher than the almighty.

โ€œDonโ€™t worry,โ€ I said. โ€œTheyโ€™ll be fine. Your kids will remember you as perfect in every way. They didnโ€™t have time to grow contempt for you. Your wife will cry on the outside, but will be secretly relieved. To be fair, your marriage was falling apart. If itโ€™s any consolation, sheโ€™ll feel very guilty for feeling relieved.โ€

โ€œOh,โ€ you said. โ€œSo what happens now? Do I go to heaven or hell or something?โ€

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โ€œNeither,โ€ I said. โ€œYouโ€™ll be reincarnated.โ€

โ€œAh,โ€ you said. โ€œSo the Hindus were right,โ€

โ€œAll religions are right in their own way,โ€ I said. โ€œWalk with me.โ€

You followed along as we strode through the void. โ€œWhere are we going?โ€

โ€œNowhere in particular,โ€ I said. โ€œItโ€™s just nice to walk while we talk.โ€

โ€œSo whatโ€™s the point, then?โ€ You asked. โ€œWhen I get reborn, Iโ€™ll just be a blank slate, right? A baby. So all my experiences and everything I did in this life wonโ€™t matter.โ€

โ€œNot so!โ€ I said. โ€œYou have within you all the knowledge and experiences of all your past lives. You just donโ€™t remember them right now.โ€

I stopped walking and took you by the shoulders. โ€œYour soul is more magnificent, beautiful, and gigantic than you can possibly imagine. A human mind can only contain a tiny fraction of what you are. Itโ€™s like sticking your finger in a glass of water to see if itโ€™s hot or cold. You put a tiny part of yourself into the vessel, and when you bring it back out, youโ€™ve gained all the experiences it had.

โ€œYouโ€™ve been in a human for the last 48 years, so you havenโ€™t stretched out yet and felt the rest of your immense consciousness. If we hung out here for long enough, youโ€™d start remembering everything. But thereโ€™s no point to doing that between each life.โ€


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โ€œHow many times have I been reincarnated, then?โ€

โ€œOh lots. Lots and lots. An in to lots of different lives.โ€ I said. โ€œThis time around, youโ€™ll be a Chinese peasant girl in 540 AD.โ€

โ€œWait, what?โ€ You stammered. โ€œYouโ€™re sending me back in time?โ€

โ€œWell, I guess technically. Time, as you know it, only exists in your universe. Things are different where I come from.โ€

โ€œWhere you come from?โ€ You said.

โ€œOh sure,โ€ I explained โ€œI come from somewhere. Somewhere else. And there are others like me. I know youโ€™ll want to know what itโ€™s like there, but honestly you wouldnโ€™t understand.โ€

โ€œOh,โ€ you said, a little let down. โ€œBut wait. If I get reincarnated to other places in time, I could have interacted with myself at some point.โ€

โ€œSure. Happens all the time. And with both lives only aware of their own lifespan you donโ€™t even know itโ€™s happening.โ€

โ€œSo whatโ€™s the point of it all?โ€

โ€œSeriously?โ€ I asked. โ€œSeriously? Youโ€™re asking me for the meaning of life? Isnโ€™t that a little stereotypical?โ€

โ€œWell itโ€™s a reasonable question,โ€ you persisted.

I looked you in the eye. โ€œThe meaning of life, the reason I made this whole universe, is for you to mature.โ€

โ€œYou mean mankind? You want us to mature?โ€

โ€œNo, just you. I made this whole universe for you. With each new life you grow and mature and become a larger and greater intellect.โ€

โ€œJust me? What about everyone else?โ€

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โ€œThere is no one else,โ€ I said. โ€œIn this universe, thereโ€™s just you and me.โ€

You stared blankly at me. โ€œBut all the people on earthโ€ฆโ€

โ€œAll you. Different incarnations of you.โ€

โ€œWait. Iโ€™m everyone!?โ€

โ€œNow youโ€™re getting it,โ€ I said, with a congratulatory slap on the back.

โ€œIโ€™m every human being who ever lived?โ€

โ€œOr who will ever live, yes.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m Abraham Lincoln?โ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™re John Wilkes Booth, too,โ€ I added.

โ€œIโ€™m Hitler?โ€ You said, appalled.

โ€œAnd youโ€™re the millions he killed.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m Jesus?โ€

โ€œAnd youโ€™re everyone who followed him.โ€

You fell silent.

โ€œEvery time you victimized someone,โ€ I said, โ€œyou were victimizing yourself. Every act of kindness youโ€™ve done, youโ€™ve done to yourself. Every happy and sad moment ever experienced by any human was, or will be, experienced by you.โ€

You thought for a long time.

โ€œWhy?โ€ You asked me. โ€œWhy do all this?โ€

โ€œBecause someday, you will become like me. Because thatโ€™s what you are. Youโ€™re one of my kind. Youโ€™re my child.โ€

โ€œWhoa,โ€ you said, incredulous. โ€œYou mean Iโ€™m a god?โ€

โ€œNo. Not yet. Youโ€™re a fetus. Youโ€™re still growing. Once youโ€™ve lived every human life throughout all time, you will have grown enough to be born.โ€

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โ€œSo the whole universe,โ€ you said, โ€œitโ€™s justโ€ฆโ€

โ€œAn egg.โ€ I answered. โ€œNow itโ€™s time for you to move on to your next life.โ€

And I sent you on your way.


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  1. Deb Lawson Pascua says

    December 09, 2016 at 3:23 am

    When I was six, I would spend a lot of time pondering… not unlike now. My big question of the time was trying to figure out my Christian faith; all that I had been told. So I had questions like, “Where does the universe end?”, “If God wasn’t born, how could he begin?”, “How could we begin”, “Why do people act like they know, when they don’t?”, “Will I ever find out?”. Like many questions in life, there is not an answer. It didn’t take my child’s mind long to conclude that I wouldn’t know until I was meant to know, and I might as well understand that I would enjoy my questions immensely through life, but any answers could be as truthful as the next person’s theory. Hence we are on a level playing field. Somethings are meant for fun. Even life’s questions.

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  2. M S says

    June 15, 2016 at 9:30 pm

    wow

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  3. Cari-Rose Elizabeth says

    May 18, 2016 at 10:24 am

    I remember reading this story a few years ago, actually. It was shown to me by a friend, and I was fascinated by it. The idea is really interesting and when I first read it, the story was breathtaking. It really started me thinking, like about how souls worked in the process of reincarnation.

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  4. Valerie says

    May 10, 2016 at 10:57 pm

    I heard something similar before: we make our own universe. Everyone and everything is made up by ourselves and it’s basically illusions (of what we want, what we are, what we feel etc). Essentially, nothing is real; our minds make it up. How would we know?!

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  5. Jonathan Helton says

    May 09, 2016 at 12:08 am

    I have had similar thoughts to this story. We are all one. My mind often wanders in the mornings between sleep and awake. I have times when it is as if I am being taught things. It seems as though this story could be true to some degree, it’s not at the same time. Because, I have had times of visitations from those who have been close to me who have passed. One of which was a visit from my mom who showed me a house / a home she was preparing for my oldest sister. She showed me around and we talked.. It was a nice dream I thought. Within three months, my sister got sick and passed.

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    • Daniel J says

      August 31, 2016 at 11:14 am

      Lovely storyline. As an “Eternalist,” having experienced several close “transitional events” whereby smiling faces of dead relatives appear or glowed into one’s purview and light began to replace physical beingness, I developed a somewhat “normal” overview or increased knowledge of our infinite realm. If we accept and listen for inner impetus during each moment of our corporeal existence, be they forward, backward, en masse or miniscule increments of time/space, knowledge of our purpose supplants doubt while in these slower dimensions. From ancient chronology through future metaphysical experiences, do know we are all loved and important in grand scheme. Love self. Love others. Every moment of Love contributes to critical mass awakening for those who choose Personal Knowledge of Greater Power to which we are Connected. Such a blast, too.

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  6. Iqbal says

    May 08, 2016 at 10:39 am

    Interesting. I think this is a piece of mystery of life. I know I find this story contradict with my religion because there is no such “reincarnation” thing. But i feel like it make sense to me.
    I am “different” from my friends. I am not into technologies, hedonistic life, or whatever they do nowadays. I keep feeling disconnected, alienated, alone and keep trying to seek any meanings in everything but still feel miserable because i don’t get what i seek. It’s kinda hard to get along with this era needs.
    “I was born in the wrong generation” that’s what i am feeling.
    If it based on that story, maybe i am an very-very old soul, in its last phase and next time, this soul will be rebirth to the new one for different human.
    Interesting yet provoking story. Love it. Thank you Mr.Sol.

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  7. Naila Salsabila says

    May 07, 2016 at 4:15 am

    Just like what you said: Mind Blow! :D

    I like how the story lightly envoys its idea – it makes the idea all the more charming to me. That we are actually one soul in a phase of egg… What kind of life would be waiting for us as we hatched? Life as a divine being? Then what will we do? Game of God? Wowowowow…. It is truly mindblowing from the way this story takes my imagination to some unimaginable things! Thank you very much for sharing this with us, Luna, Sol!

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    • Mateo says

      May 07, 2016 at 6:23 pm

      Great imagination evokes creative wonder. In my experience over the years, this stories truth is just as valid and possible as any other idea about what we perceive as ‘reality’.

      I’ve lived through hours in this world that felt like a second, and dreams before waking up that felt like lifetimes.

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      • Naila Salsabila says

        May 07, 2016 at 9:51 pm

        Hm… “Reality” is such a curious concep, indeed…

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  8. RexMansGal says

    May 07, 2016 at 3:14 am

    You lost me at this line: “Once youโ€™ve lived every human life throughout all time, you will have grown enough to be born.โ€ The HP already explained that it’s all just me.. In any event – one of my favorite meditations is to hold Jesus’ possible intention for transfiguring and transcending His body and appearing after his death in a glorified form. He didn’t come back as anyone else – He came back as Jesus.

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    • Mateo says

      May 07, 2016 at 6:20 pm

      This story is beyond any religion, it is touching on a timeless feeling that no scripture can withstand.

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    • Lisa Norman says

      January 02, 2020 at 7:15 am

      But if you think of it that way… Jesus died for everyone, and he died just for you… Interesting thought, huh?

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  9. GreenWings says

    May 07, 2016 at 2:34 am

    all I can say is: WOW!
    I really needed to read this today =) life doesn’t seem so harsh anymore!

    Thank you Mateo!

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    • Mateo says

      May 07, 2016 at 6:19 pm

      My pleasure :)

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  10. Jeanne T. says

    May 07, 2016 at 2:22 am

    I’ve never agreed with a collective conscience. While reincarnation may be true, I was not Hitler, nor was I Mother Theresa. I may be wrong, but I believe we are all seperate and distinct individuals. If this is true, I would rather cease to exist, in any form, and will take it up with whomever is in charge of this nightmare called Earth, when I get to the other side. Either way, I’m not returning. This is my final incarnation. I’m out.

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    • Kenny Zee says

      February 26, 2019 at 5:21 am

      Remember โ€œthere is no spoon โ€œ one doesnโ€™t have to believe. Just let it be, but be the change you want to see. Live in love, light ,joy, and peace and it will all come together.

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    • Lisa Simoes says

      September 24, 2019 at 1:41 am

      Have you read Neville Goddards work? He explains the real meaning of the Bible so well as itโ€™s full of parables. The whole point of being here is to awaken and those who donโ€™t will come back in another life another time as itโ€™s the soul that chooses the body. Look in Dr Joe Dispenzaโ€™s โ€˜Why do we die?โ€™ On you tube. Neville Goddard explains once you awaken you donโ€™t return. But everyoneโ€™s awakening is pre determined and will happen on time. As Florence Shinn writes in a The Game if Life and How to Play It.. โ€˜people think life is a battle but itโ€™s not a battle itโ€™s a gameโ€™ The collective consciousness of people is what causes war etc. People focusing on the negative news perpetuate disaster. Where attention goes energy flows.

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