It was late into the night that I drank aย mixture of what appeared to be pulverized herbs.
The haunting sounds of a song suddenly appeared around me, intensifying my feelings of being utterly lost in an alien universe. The sounds that kept drawing me in, had a pleading quality that made me want to weep with sorrow.
As I started singing, I realized my song was inviting the spirit of the herb to move into my body. I wanted it to stop, to be over but in that moment I knew it was too late, I had left this reality.
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I was canoeing through the infinite stream of the unconscious mind, and the song was my solitary paddle. It was up to me to avoid the rapids and control the currents by making the song more beautiful, by begging the Spirit of the herb to guide and heal me.
This was my initiation into shamanism. But before this experience, I had to first understand and identify the signs of my shamanic calling.
What is a Shaman?
At its most basic level, shamanism can be understood as a collection of ancient techniques that help to awaken and expand consciousness, as well as heal humanity’s inner wounds.
Shamanic practice is the earliest known form of religion that our ancestors experienced. The different number of spiritual techniques used to expand our conscious and provoke mystical experiences was astonishing. These techniques ranged from chanting, fasting, and nature immersion, to incessant trance dancing and ingesting hallucinogenic plants.
Unlike most religions where the main concern is finding answers, the Shaman is more interested in provoking you to ask the right questions that will lead you to experience truth. The Shaman doesn’t pursue meaning: he or she creates it by bringing the sacred to an otherwise mundane reality.
The word “Shaman” first originated in Siberia as the word “samarambi” meaning “to excite oneself,” and “sam-dambi” meaning to dance. The shaman, therefore, excites himself into a divine frenzy or ecstasy through drum beating and dancing, until he passes into a trance when his spirit leaves his body.
The scholar of comparative religion and anthropologist Mirca Eliade gave us the most simple shaman definition as “specialists in ecstasy,” with an impressive list of abilities including thought-reading, clairvoyance, firewalking, and spirit interaction, just to name a few.
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It’s these moments of ecstasy,ย of ego death, that provide an experience of reality that is larger, deeper, and infinitely more exquisitely beautiful. Shamans worldwide know that in order to understand society and live more fully attuned to reality, they need to go wild, travel out of their normal minds, and visit the invisibleย world of Spirit, which is the undercurrent of the visible world.
By accessing the invisible realm, Shamans can tap into a powerful way of guiding their lives and the lives of others.
Training as Wounded Healers
By the time we become adults, most of us are so alienated from ourselves and the earth, indoctrinated by media, and deluded by “false needs” created by the consumer culture, that there’s little hope for us connecting with the other worlds surrounding us.
In tribal cultures, shamans or healers often experienced an illness that gave them the insight they needed to heal themselves and then bring wisdom to their people. This experience echoes Socrates’ notion that “Our greatest blessings come to us by way of madness.“
It’s often through great struggle that Shamans break free from their illnesses and awaken to the truth. By learning how to cure themselves, they also learn how to cure others.
It’s because of this initiation process that Shamans are often called “Wounded Healers.” The shaman being a wounded healer is something I speak about at length in my Spiritual Wanderer Course.
11 Signs of the Shamanic Calling
There are three stages of becoming a Shaman: the Calling, Training, and Initiation process.
In the past, you were trained by a mentor or an older Shaman but in today’s world, most Shamans won’t know how to recognize their calling to even begin their training. Most people undergoing a shamanic calling won’t understand what is happening to themย and will, therefore, feel overwhelmed by fear.
But it’s through training that the Shaman-in-making becomes a master of the sacred; of being abe to effectively find, protect, and use the creative but intense energies of the sacred for therapeutic or other beneficial purposes.
Here are some of the signs you might experience if you’re being called to the Shamanic path:
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1) You feel a strong connection to nature
Shamans understand “the web of life”; that everything on Earth is deeply interconnected through the web of Spirit. Nothing embodies this understanding better than nature, how it nurtures us, and how we nurture it in a mutually dependent relationship.
2) You enjoy solitude andย find it hard to fit in with others
Shamans in most cultures were solitary individuals (often living in the outskirts of the village), and they were often considered eccentric or “different.”
However, they were respected because of the wisdom they shared. Because of their unique gifts and sensitivities, Shamans could never fit into typical society because they acted as the bridges between this world and the unseen worlds.
3) You’ve experienced a near-death, out-of-body or mystical experience
To be a Shaman, you must experience a complete “death and rebirth,” and often this can present itself as a temporary illness or shocking crisis of some kind that ignites an existential crisis.
It’s through overcoming and healing from this terrifying ordeal that the Shaman-to-be surrenders everything they know as true for whatever wisdom they’re meant to learn.
4) You’ve felt a subtle healing energy in your hands
Many Shamans are born with the capacity to act as “curanderos,” as masters of living energy. In other words, they have the ability to control and manipulate the energy in their bodies and the bodies of others.
Carrying healing energy is often manifested as having good circulation of blood in your hands. Your hands will almost always feel warm to the touch (or even boiling hot)ย and you might sometimes feel subtle energy emanating from them.
5) You have the ability toย “read” others
Some Shamans are born with the gift of “vision” or the capacity to look at other people and see the illness they may be carrying or spiritual obstacles they must overcome.
People with a shamanic calling frequently report psychic abilities such as clairvoyance, clairaudience, or other paranormal experiences.
6) You have ancestors who were healers or medical herbalists
Many cultures believe that the gift of being a Shaman is inherited and can only be passed down through generations.
Of course, in today’s world, it’s almost impossible to know whether any of our ancestors were healers as our recent ancestors, much like ourselves, never claimed and cultivated this Shamanic gift.
7) You have vivid or prophetic dreams
Some Shamans are born with the natural ability to travel between realms, to bring back information, and even see visions of future events through their dreams.
8) You are visited byย spirit animals
Animals or hybrid animals (half animal half human) play a big role in the Shaman’s journey. Spirit animals serve as Guides that share vital information and serve as reminders whenever we require their help.
9)ย You see things that others can’t see
The ability to access other realms and hidden dimensions can start at a very early age. To be an effective Shaman you must have the fluidity of mind to be open and receptive to new information.
It’s this unique trait that has resulted in many Shamans being labeled and prescribed as mentally ill by modern medicine.
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10) You have physical abnormalities that set you apart
In the past, many physical characteristics, such as being born with extra fingers, toes or with a caul (thin membrane) covering your head at birth were considered spiritual signs or omens that a person has a special relationship with the spirit world.
11) You feel a calling to help, heal or ease the suffering of others
Ultimately, Shamanism can be seen as a practice of balancing or self-correcting our relationship with others and the natural world around us.
Whenever a Shaman sees suffering, they’ll feel a strong desire to heal it in order to re-establish that lost harmony within the web of life.
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The fact that you’re looking up or reading this article on Shamanism is a sign you’ve been guided to learn about something very few people are interested in.
These signs may be general and can happen to a lot of people, but in truth, many of us are being called by spiritual forces, yet few of us answer that calling.
Some may be able to go through life without listening to this spiritual calling, while others might experience depression and physical illness the more they close off and neglect to listen.
So what happens once you do listen to your calling, how can you find training? Ideally, nothing is more effective than training and learning under a mentor or spiritual guide.
Shamanism is a spirituality that is experienced, not thought about or theorized. The internet can be useful in allowing you to look up local practitioners that may offer apprenticeships, though be discerning and aware as this field is open to much trickery.
For those who can’t find local mentors, I’ll continue writing on this topic โ and if you want to go deeper, I explore the shamanic archetype within our Spiritual Wanderer Course.
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I didnโt ask for this. Iโm a 4.0 college student and Iโm a believer in science and medicine. Then without knowing, I went through the initiation process and I was terrified because I had no one to guide me. I checked myself in to a mental institution for professional help and they thought I was crazy. I believed them. But reading this makes me realize that Iโm not crazy in the slightest, Iโm just a shaman. For me, it passed down through my family. My grandpa and grandma are mediums (I thought they were originally schizophrenic). My Aunt is an empath (I thought she was just sensitive), and I thought that I was becoming schizophrenic too. Iโm a student in psychology and I donโt know what to do moving forward. I want to help heal the world but I canโt do it by being a psychologist, only because my eyes were forced open to see the truth. I need help. Please, like I said I didnโt ask for this and I donโt even know if this is all real. Even though itโs too real.
Kaye, I am going through this too. Email me and we could chat about it. Itโs been a year for me. Iโve never believed in anything like this before. smitchell@icloud.com
As a phycologist you would be in a perfect position to teach others principles that will allow real healing from the inside out. Most folks live with ghosts from the past haunting their present and don’t know how to release them. Consider how your own experiences have allowed you insights that give you depth, compassion and the ability to relate. Your path has been your teacher…with wisdom and prudence you may be a blessing to many. It is your choice.
Namaste
Hello,
I went through the whole becoming a shaman without knowing what happened. Now my transformation is complete and i got the urgent message fro the spirit, its now time to save humanity, i call all shamans on this planet to join in. Share it with everyone. Act now!!!
I’ve experienced near death experiences. Always trying to heal people from their suffering. I have vivid dreams almost every night, they’re always so surreal and terrifying at times. I went to a tradition usui reiki master of soul communication recently looking for answers about my brother who passed away last year and she asked if I ever thought I’d be a shaman… I told her I did not know what that meant. She asked if I could talk to the trees or animals, I’ve told her I feel more comfortable around them than people… she guided energy through me and I could feel it. I’m not sure I’m ready. I’m a bit scared to think I could be this person..
I have experienced some things more then some less then others.. I am not a big fan of humans as they are evil but i do have the empathy to connect and know things about complete strangers. i have heard my name called when no one is around..have felt presence that wernt there…have seen doves float above my car at 60 mph.. I love nature …I dont feel the need to dance or take drugs to excite my mind as i dont think it really matters…just belive ….. i hope you can help.. I am a disabled American veteran that went to a war torn country for no reason…..i drive truck as i cant hold a normal job… if you have any way of thinking that i moght try im open to suggestions….
thanks
Hi Iโm actually just learning about their stuff and Iโm actually curious as to seeing shadows and what to do with them
Hi there! I LOVE this site. I applaud everyone involved for helping others. A truly selfless act… Lonerwolf is the most eye opening and informative site I’ve EVER visited ….i sincerely thank you for the work and effort that is poured into these writings. I’m wondering if there are any shamans or healers that are near or close to Roanoke VA? Or if you have contact information for someone to assist me in. I’ve struggled for a very long time with unnatural fatigue and depression. I believe it is from my abiltities and the spririts around me. I’ve tried many suggestions and none have worked. I feel as though it’s getting worse. I’m a mother of 4 and its pathetically sad i can’t play and interact normally with my 3 and 5 yr old. I’m an empath, medium & healer among other things under someone and learn from these magical beings. I’m highly sensitive to all things pertaining to energies[spirits and energy) and lived with “being different” my entire life. I, sadly tend to attract MANY wounded and life draining people and spirits on a regular basis. My fatigue any depression is sickening and worrisome. I feel as though I’m totally drained of life force and a walking zombie. I need help with boundaries and how to permanently 0lwce them. The traditional ways haven’t worked & I’ve tried others to no avail. thank you so very much and god bless!! I hope you can help me get my life back.
One of the tests i took here told me it was one of my spiritual natures or inner selves the shaman. On reading this article i hav experoenced allnof the 11 signs,very ofeten. Recently a good friend of mine was diagnosed w lymes diseas,it is so painful being empathic and seeing him hav crippling attacks of pain. I made my first “potion” just the other day. I am an ametuer herbalist at best but the potion i brewed includee sweet fern,red clover,aster flower and plantain among others. I prayed to the Goddess to guide my hand and my mind in gathering and steeping the herbs. I could feel her within me doing just that! It was the most incredible feeling of joy to the point i wept. Weeping a bit now thinking of it. I am so looking forward to this path. Btw i use the word “potion” for lack of a better term,i told him to warm it and use it as a poultice and it seems to b easing his suffering so far.
Itโs 3 am in U.K. canโt sleep. Clicked on your page. Started to try to journey 4 years ago with only limited success. Stopped after a few months. Now every where I look something relevant is in front of me. My โearth alterโ turns up. I have to deal with the spirit who is in the cellar of my pub-(he was unhappy with a security breach that I hadnโt attended to and possessed a friend/ customer to tell me) then found there is a local event for โalternativeโ lifestyle this Sat/Sun. then read your page. Itโs now 5am. If I continue and release myself people (especially my customers) will think I am weird.
It is not something you can keep under wraps; dancing and singing in the pub garden-they will be calling the police or local hospital! Iโm 70 years old have a wife ( who understands as she has the 3rd eye) but feel I canโt just abandon my normal life.
There are so many people I know who need guidance and help, but they would probably think Iโm a loony if I mentioned shamanic healing.
There are very few authentic teachers in U.K. any way.
There is only so much you can learn through books and spending time and money on retreats is not an option.
Nice to โtalkโ to some one any way.
If you can reach out and help on a spirit level you will find me at Speed the Plough pub, Sutton In Ashfield, UK ( Facebook/google)
My ancestors frequented the area you live in hundreds of years ago. Understanding your past allows insights that can be shared with others with discretion. A Shaman teaches, councils, guides, is a resource and sage. How can your life lessons improve the world around you?
Namaste
How can you find out which deities choose you to be a shaman ?
Thank you, Sol. Your writings are very much appreciated. This is preferably as close as we get to a mentor. Verbal interactions are often detrimental and lead to a lot of misunderstandings.
Thank you Anarchy. It is true verbal interactions can lead some astray, though written ones can also do so easily. Such labels as “shaman” can be adopted by the ego as a ‘specialness’ and there’s no system/hierarchy in place to call people out or make them aware of ego-inflation such as can be done in monastic settings or non-duality schools.
The unfortunate truth is people who have ‘callings’ to be medicine men/women or healers have no cultural support like they use to, guided by elders to help them navigate such difficult times. These types of articles are the next best thing, to at least realize you’re not alone, there’s a word to use, a place to start your search to work with real healers that will mentor you.
Iโve been through a lot this past year, 30 cars following me, feel like people invading my home, trying to poison me and I finally understood that I know I havenโt done anything this bad to anybody for this to be happening to me, because ima giving, caring, put others before me person, but this really scared me and I start to see that the world is not what it is. I tell people about my experiences and they donโt believe me, Iโve lost family and friends, but my faith remains strong, now I see every spiritual number there is everywhere, 1221, 444, 111, 333, 44, all of them really and I just all of sudden became 1 with nature, I see animals a different way and the spirit animal thing Iโm in Awe of! Thatโs what bring me here, all my spiritual readings talks about the Shaman and Iโm interested in learning all this. I never read so much in my life. I still have fears but Iโm better with handling whatโs going on!!!!