Emotional violence is another kind of abuse … it’s not about words because an emotionally abusive person doesn’t always resort to using the verbal club, but rather the verbal untraceable poison. – Augusten Burroughs
It was after reading the above passage in a book I recently completed by Augusten Burroughs that I stopped dead in my tracks. Emotional abuse? This concept was something completely new to me. The words settled like lead inside of my head. What I had discovered in those precise few moments, was the exact description for the subtle abuse I was, and still am, facing from my estranged parents. I read on:
They may, in fact, speak very kind words to you. And appear nothing but supportive to those around you. Their covert abuse is administered in small, cunning ways over time. So the impact is gradual, not fist-to-the-eye immediate.
What struck me about this quote is the fact that emotional abusers are very passive, very subtle, very quiet.
The tricky thing with emotional abuse like anything quiet and unobtrusive is that it can be overlooked easily, blending into the background of life. Luckily, however, it can lead traces of something “not being quite right” in your relationships – something wrong that you just can’t quite put your finger on.
My hope is that this article will help introduce, or reintroduce, you to the world of emotional abuse. If you do decide to continue reading, please consider introspecting and reflecting on yourself and the people in your life. It could make all the difference in the world.
Emotional Abuse: The Devil’s Quiet Sister
Emotional abuse is also known as psychological or mental abuse. Its aim is to control, belittle, isolate and shame other people into subservience. This happens little by little over time, so that the victim’s sense of self-worth, self-confidence, self-concept and own ideas and perceptions erode.
Many emotional abusers operate under the guise that they are “teaching”, “advising”, “correcting”, and/or “guiding”, and therefore fly under the radar, spreading their poison for years upon years.
Types of Emotional Abuse
Emotional abuse rarely just involves criticisms or put-downs. I’ve listed some more kinds of abuse below that you should be wary of. Also, be a bit careful when you read this list. For instance, you may find one or two symptoms of emotional abuse apparent in your life, but it doesn’t necessarily make your relationships absolutely and utterly emotionally abusive. The more symptoms you recognize, the more likely you’re experiencing emotional abuse.
1. Control and Domination.
- They may control your money and your spending.
- They may treat you as an inferior person.
- They may make you feel small by reminding you of your faults and shortcomings.
- They may make you feel as though they’re always right, and you’re always wrong.
- You may feel the need to “get permission” for everything you do, or decision you have to make.
- They may give you disapproving, or condescending looks and comments.
- They may “chastise” you, and treat you like a child.
- They may control where you go, who you interact with, and/or what you do.
- They’re excessively possessive and jealous.
2. Isolation and Neglect.
- They may have difficulty taking responsibility for their actions. Instead, they deflect the blame onto you.
- They may have no regard for, and no interest in, the way you feel.
- They may use “the silent treatment” to punish you.
- They may withdraw affection from you to punish you.
- They may become deliberately emotionally distant from you for long periods of time.
- They purposely neglect to share important pieces of information with you.
- They may neglect to give you privacy, or purposely disrespect your boundaries.
3. Bullying and Humiliation.
- They may call you names, or label you.
- They may belittle your success and triumphs.
- They may mock, impersonate or otherwise talk to you in sarcastic ways.
- They may accuse you of things that you never did.
- They may degrade or subtly humiliate you in front of other people.
- They may frequently make jokes at your own expense.
- You may feel intimidated or scared when voicing an opinion.
What to Read & Where to Go to Find Out More
If you are experiencing emotional abuse, or if you’re the one inflicting it, I’ve composed a list of resources that can help assist you with this quiet killer.
- The Emotionally Destructive Relationship by Leslie Vernick
- Emotional Abuse on Innerbody (including numbers you can call for help)
- Stories and experiences with emotional abuse (a community)
- Healing the Scars of Emotional Abuse by Dr. Gregory L. Jantz
- How to Deal With Emotionally Abusive Parents (an article on WikiHow)
I’d appreciate any comments or stories of your own. I read every one of them. ;)
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I think this is my life?
Oh God, I’m shocked. I think I’ve been emotionally abusing my father. I’m doing so many things on the list like telling him he’s stupid. And that I’m always right, then giving him looks when he does something wrong. And he himself has said he feels confused what to say because of my unpredictable, (to him) behaviour I guess. I also give him the silent treatment and demand to control how and with whom he spends his time. Oh God, this sucks. Now I really need to do some serious work on myself again.
I feel I am now to the point where one more petty text or call to my parents (whom I’ve been living with for 3 yrs as a single mother with my three children, all under 12 yrs old) will just be the final abuse that I can no longer after yrs of their covert abuse of manipulation, gaslighting, mental & emotional, isolation, cruel ways. I’m always on the defense & their always on the offense. It’s just very a lonely existence i start to believe maybe they’re right, tho I know deep down that they are NOT! I’m just tired of fighting this fucked up battle and think maybe if I’m not here then my kids will be to persevere (cause my “issues” are hindering them and I’ve been deemed selfish) …I just don’t know what to do.
My father has done about 10 things on this list to me ever since I was a child and it’s never stopped. I’m 32 still living at home with no career. The effects have been utterly devistating to me. It resulted in me being sexually molested at a young age due to my inadequate self esteem. I’ve never really had any friends. I’ve never had a girlfriend that I actually wanted or was attracted to in the slightest. I am hopelessly addicted to nicotine, caffeine, marijuana, alcohol, and I would probably take anything honestly. I have not saved a penny in over 10 years. My physical health is failing and I will not last much longer. Then he will have succeeded in what he has been working on- to kill me. I have firmly established that he is a terrible person and that he hates me. It has culminated in today me finally telling him that I hate him and it’s over. Death will come for everyone.. and some people have mostly suffering their entire lives.
Thank you for this article. I’ve been suffering in an emotionally abusive marriage for 21 years. A little over a year ago I got so sick and my body became so riddled with pain that I nearly died. I went to every doctor and specialist out there and no one could find anything wrong with me that was visible after many many scans, MRI, blood work, even holistic Integrative Medicine. By the hand of God I was lead to look into mind-body illnesses. It was through that process that I discovered the truth of my situation as I had to become very introspective. It has been a battle since then. I have asked him to leave for the second time. It has been nearly two months. I feel Stronger Everyday. As I try to interact with him over smaller things for our children I realize more and more what he does to me. So, I’ve decided to go minimal contact. I only discuss with him how he will spend time with the kids and when I have to do that I am very quick to get off of the phone and not share anything personal or engage in any real… Read more »
Thank you for your articles; they are thoughtful and I can see and feel your sincerity. I grew up in the Mormon faith and see that many unhealthy patterns of thinking and self-doubt still exist. I’ve always deferred to the leaders for truth; I was never right if they were right. I just left a very emotionally abusive relationship. The woman accused me of cheating for texting female friends and colleagues. She would turn on a dime as far as moods and anger. Being fine one minute and then angry and accusing me the next. I felt constantly attacked and was blamed for her anger. After 7 months of this pattern of behavior, I could no longer stand it. I told her off and let out all my pent-up anger toward her for constantly blaming me for her insecurity. When she would leave my home and go to her home in a different state, we would both start talking with other people. Here’s the difference – it was justified by her, and I was the one who had ‘many women’ in my life. She would do the same things and I was to blame. My esteem to a huge dive… Read more »
Ive been married for 30yrs almost.Got with my husband at age 14 and hes 9yrs older than me.Two children & 2 grand! It wasnt till about 7-8 yrs ago when i noticed the not rite feeling in my gut,meth being a major factor i hope in being gaslighted?
All though that factor is gone im still very hurt with looseing a sister that took part in manipulating me and i want to keep my husband?
Is there any documented cases such as mine and or is there any rite way of getting through to the only man youve ever loved , so he can see from the outside in on how obvious it is after 7yrs that he is the one sending messages from my emails as me
Editing, redirecting, deleting my contacts making alias accounts connected to mine ect–
4 different cell fon companies later that will not help you with 3rd party applications , no return senders or phisming sites.
How can i make him see so he can want to help me save us.
I’ve been estranged from both of my parents now for over one year. I only just turned 21. My relationship with my father was always toxic and I knew that; my mother, though, came as a complete surprise. It was like all at once I realized her own toxicity and control over me. I dismissed it all before as my mother just being a mother…protective, over-bearing, intrusive, stubborn. But then everything changed. I saw her standing outside my bedroom door when I spoke on the phone, listening in on my conversations. I suddenly felt the invasion of her insisting I leave my bedroom and bathroom door unlocked at all times, often coming in while I was changing or completely naked. I realized she never let me drive not because she just wanted to do my a favor, but because she didn’t want me learning how to do it on my own (I didn’t actually learn how to drive until I was 19 after I separated from her). I thought her encouragement in school was because she wanted me to succeed, but soon I felt that she only showed me affection when I did something academically spectacular like a show pony.… Read more »
Nice Post. Thanks!
Thank you so much for explaining what I could not put into words that happened to me. I wish you eternal happiness. My father never called me a whore but it was passively implied. My mom was cold and distant and didn’t see any problems. At 16 they sent me to therapy because OF COURSE I WAS THE FAMILY PROBLEM. I couldn’t put into words to the therapist the exact problem. I’m 50 yrs old now. I hope younger people get help sooner.