In a world that has lost touch with its soul, the indigo child is here as a light-bearer, path forger, and paradigm shifter.
Although the concept of indigo children originated in the 1970’s, there have been groups of individuals all through the ages whose mission and purpose have been to awaken humanity.
If you’re an old soul who feels a strong and profound urge to create change in society, you are likely an indigo child.
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What is an Indigo Child?
Also referred to as a crystal or star child, an indigo child is a person who has come into this world destined to create change and spiritually awaken humanity. Indigo children are considered to be freethinkers with profound insight into the human condition and an ability to see the truth clearly. As spiritually gifted old souls, indigo children find it hard to fit into mainstream society and often become misunderstood, rejected, or misdiagnosed and medicated. The indigo child is also thought to possess strong intuition and varying spiritual gifts such as the ability to communicate with spirit guides or see visions.
Truth and Deception
The primary role of the indigo child seems to revolve around exposing truth and deception. From a young age, indigo children are able to see through the illusions, half-truths, and falsehood rife in society. To their parents and teachers, they may seem like overly inquisitive, headstrong, and even obnoxious children. As precocious truth tellers, child and adult indigos can’t help but see through the bullshit facades of other people and expose them. This desire to bring the truth to light seems to be written into the indigo child’s DNA.
Enlightened teacher Jiddu Krishnamurti sums up the indigo child’s philosophy when he writes,
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
Many people criticize the indigo child concept as being one that can be misused by parents seeking to make their children look special, particularly if they have special needs. Others claim that signs of being an indigo child are so vague they can apply to anyone (this is called the Forer effect).
While it is true that the indigo child label can be misused, just as any label can, the true signs of an indigo child are so specific that they cannot be widely applied to every person. As I just mentioned above, indigo children are obsessed with finding the truth – this cannot be said of every person or every child. Every rule, belief, structure, and institution will be questioned and ruthlessly challenged by the indigo child – this trait is truly unusual and extraordinary.
It is also common for people to criticize the indigo child label as being delusional. While all labels and concepts used to describe the ego are illusory constructs of the mind, finding a sense of affinity with the indigo child label is extremely beneficial. Identifying with this label helps us to develop self-understanding and acceptance, which are important elements of spiritual growth.
Indigo Children Who Are Misdiagnosed
It is common for the indigo child to be misdiagnosed with behavioral issues such as ADD, ADHD, and other mood disorders. Because of their headstrong and freethinking nature, such children are often feared, misunderstood, and therefore medicated at young ages. Unfortunately, medications such as Ritalin and Adderall often end up numbing the indigo child and causing them to lose contact with their intuitive capacities and truth-seeking nature.
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17 Signs of an Indigo Child
Are you an indigo child? Perhaps your children are indigos? Below I have included a list of seventeen authentic signs.
I have omitted typical signs often mentioned on other websites like “sense of entitlement” and “feeling special and like you should be revered” because these, to me, represent narcissism or unhealthy parenting styles more than genuine indigo child signs.
If you possess more than half of these traits, you’re likely an indigo child:
1. You are strong willed
You are a passionate person who will do anything it takes to accomplish your goals or dreams. Even if other people criticize or don’t support you, you still keep going no matter what.
2. You’re an old soul
You feel as though you’ve lived many lifetimes, and possess a wisdom that others your age don’t yet have. As a child, you may have behaved like an old man or woman, and as an adult, you have a deeply spiritual and philosophical outlook on life.
3. You’re a freethinker
No idea or belief is too holy for you to dissect or reject. You prefer to think for yourself rather than blindly following the crowd. As an indigo child, questioning is everything to you.
4. You’re a headstrong nonconformist
As a child or teenager, you may have been thought of as “naughty,” “obnoxious,” disobedient, and contrarian. As an adult, you still cannot stand being boxed in or controlled by others. As a headstrong nonconformist, you prefer to find your own truth and forge your own path.
5. You’re a passionate truth-seeker
Truth, to you, is of primary importance. You are always seeking to distinguish truth and reality from lies and deception. When you are around others, you can immediately tell when someone is lying or hiding something. Although the truth hurts, you honor it above all else. You would prefer to suffer from the truth than be happy believing lies.
6. You’re perceptive and intelligent
You can see and understand things about humanity and life that most other people don’t perceive. Your keen perception allows you to discover the truth about the human condition, and how to ultimately help.
7. You are highly intuitive
Your keen perception also makes you highly intuitive. You can often intuit the best course of action as well as know things about others that are secret or hidden.
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8. You want to change the world
Deep in your heart, you feel a driving force to create positive change on this planet. As an indigo child, you know that your destiny is to be a paradigm changer/destroyer. This strong sense of purpose forms the axis of your decisions. Whatever is not aligned with your inner sense of purpose quickly dissolves in favor of soul-based decisions.
9. You’re empathetic and compassionate
You care so much about this planet and other people that it often hurts. Every time you see or hear of violence, destruction, and cruelty, you feel sorrow and anger. Your high level of empathy and compassion means that you often struggle with anxiety or depression.
10. You’re a change-making leader
Since you were little, you’ve always gravitated towards leadership. You may find it hard to work in teams or for other people and function better when you’re in charge or working for yourself. You find it difficult to obey authority, particularly when that authority is corrupt, illogical or outdated. You want to offer better, wiser, and healthier ways to live life, making you destined to be a spiritual elder.
11. You’re idealistic
You have high expectations for yourself and other people. While idealism can be a positive trait, it can also carry disadvantages such as being overly critical or demanding. Nonetheless, your idealism is what helps you to strive for the highest and do the absolute best you can for the planet.
12. You have a loner/autonomous personality
As a free spirit, you don’t like to be held down by anyone or anything. You find it difficult to be around too many people at once, and often prefer to spend time in your own company. As a lover of autonomy, you enjoy solitude and the insight it can bring.
13. You’re highly creative
Your nonconformist brain loves to express itself through art and creativity. Whether it be drawing, dancing, singing, building, painting, writing or crafting, you love creative self-expression.
14. You have a strong connection with nature and animals
As an empathic and compassionate person, you gravitate towards the natural world. You feel most at home when you’re near the ocean or surrounded by trees and animals. Nature is so pure and grounding that you find it a welcome break from the pretension of humanity.
15. You’re drawn towards spirituality over religion
To you, spirituality is falling in love with the message, and religion is loving the messenger. As an indigo child, you are drawn towards truth in its purest form – not diluted by dogma or fundamentalist teachings.
16. You struggle with boredom
Because of your sharp and inquisitive mind, you tend to struggle with routine and conventional structures. As a result of your tendency to get bored easily, you may have been misdiagnosed with ADD or ADHD as a child.
17. You are prone to experiencing existential angst
Existential anxiety and depression go far beyond usual anxiety and depression, and this is because it is more concerned with life itself than the self. As an indigo child, you tend to ask questions such as “Why do we suffer?” “What is the meaning of life?” “Why is there injustice?” “Why was I born?” Such deep philosophical questions cause you to lose interest in the meaningless pursuits carried out by the majority of humanity.
Other potential traits of indigo children include:
- Tendency towards addiction to numb feelings
- Seeking only loyal friendships
- Proud/bossy
- Fiery tempered
- More sensitive to environmental and food pollutants
- Spiritual gifts such as clairvoyance or telepathy
Tips for Indigo Children
Indigo children are here to provoke change in a time where conscious growth is more desperately needed than ever.
If you have discovered that you’re an indigo child, you might benefit from the following tips:
- To stay grounded, try practicing mindful breathing.
- Practice meditation each day.
- Practice emotional acceptance.
- Familiarize yourself with the spiritual awakening process and how it is linked to existential depression.
- Creatively express yourself and your visionary ideas. You may even like to try practices such as automatic writing to help you get in touch with your Soul.
- Regularly spend time in nature to unwind and regain balance.
Finally, if you’re still uncertain about whether you’re an indigo child or not, you can take our free indigo child test.
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For about 20 yrs random strangers have walked up & told me I’m a star child, Nodic alien, descended from alien egyptian pharoah, alien engineered, etc. At first i thought they were crazy, but after a while you wonder. They’d stare at my face & body; look into my glowing eyes (my eyes often seem to glow in many lights to other people. I don’t notice of course. Even glow at night some day. I used to scare black people at night. They’d say your eyes are glowing. They thought it was magic. I don’t believe in things i can’t prove.
All the things of a star child was me until started having severe health problems. I ignore it since i seem to have been returned from death recently to stay with family & help them. Long story but i should be dead.
Let’s call this part 1. I’d need a book to write all this. As a child near a military base i saw a Tic Tac. Touched it. It came right near my home. It freightened a lot of adults. But not me. I laughed. I then had weird experiences where i thought what are now called greys tried to abduct me. Did not seem real. Seemed like a dream but i woke up into the dream. Like you put part of a dream into your real life. I don’t know. But it was not real. It was just a weird dream. In the dreams they tried to talk by ESP & wanted to trick me the first time. I ran. The next time they tried to take me by force. Big mistake. I whipped their butts. Long story. As i said those were weird dreams. But the Tic Tac was real.
When pentagon confirm Navy Tic Tac was real i said yep; i saw one. To me when i saw it the Tic Tac was just a very advanced US secret craft. Yes; it does all that; & is crazy tech. But my mind understood it. I was a very bright child; but i made adults mad
My dad looked Spanish. I popped out looking like a Nordic. Blond with glowing eyes. He tried to hurt me & avoided me my whole life. My moms family started freaking out. They are not Christians. They were convinced i could see the future; change the future; look inside people & see what they really were; etc. Obvi thats not true. I’ll admit sometimes i do guess well. Ex. At work i once walked up, grabbed a guy, & moved him. About two seconds later a large item fell about 20 feet & landed where he had been. I think i heard it breaking but didnt hear it. I used to get head aches from loud whistles. It was dog whistles. I can’t put animal sirens on a vehicle & ride in it.
So heres examples of weirdness; please note i don’t believe in this stuff; but I’m looking into it after wondering why pentagon said UFOs are real & why people call me a Nordic star child. I was surprised by DNA. I match up to my family except i seem to have DNA that doesn’t match: Scandinavian & Egyptian. Yes; I’ll admit this is weird. I look like my dad & mom & match them on test but where did i get two bloods no one else in family has? Why did i turn into Thor at 13. As boy everyone would stare & say i was a very pretty girl.
At 12 i turned into Thor. By 19 i was 270 lbs but could run like a sprinter; do 360 degree dunks; run 15 foot up walls & jump on roof (par core not spider man); do gymnastics; pick the back of a car up & walk to side with it. Somebody wouldnt move once so i picked up back of car & pulled it 15 feet out of the way. I could easily squat 800 lbs. i never knew how strong i was. I kept breaking benchs; warping bars. I went to a gym where pro athletes trained. I max set their machines & started breaking them. They made me quit the gym.
Birds used to fly out of the air & land on me. My wife thought it was funny but people stare at you like your nutts. I took my kids to butterfly houses but had to stay out cause butterflies would land on me; about 20. The employees couldnt keep them off me. Outside butterflys & dragonflys endlessly land on me.
Nice animals will just come up & rub/lick on me. Dogs; cats; giraffes at the zoo; horses; camels at a zoo; primates at zoo get excited & try to talk or sonething-the zoo people say theyve never seen them act that way, dolphins at water parks will ignore trainer come near me & squel till i go pet them or get near them, then they will do tricks without command & come talk to me over & over. As a kid i felt like dr doolittle except i don’t know what they are saying & not all animals do this; but enough do that it creeps people out. I actually love it but as a kid people would hurt me thinking it was magic.
Birds will sing near me. If i whistle they will whistle back & start trying to copy my sounds. I never do it around people. Only for my wife & kids. They love it.
Mean animals would attack me as kid; but loose. As i got older they got scared of me. By 13 mean dogs would pee self; whimper; howl like in pain. Ive had pit bulls pull their owner to me; crawl to me; lick my foot & whimper. So i pet them & the dog licks my face. The owners are shocked. Since i turned it off after nearly dying recently most of this has stopped. I came back only for wife & kids.
Nice men always like me. Mean men used to be aggressive. As a boy i was attacked by some mean adults; male & female. From about age 13 mean adults seem afraid of me. Women think I’m beautiful. Even some men tell me i look like various leading men. I don’t see it; but they do. I Still have no wrinkles yet I’m old. I’m dying from a disease but still look young.
Since 12 women just stare & smile at me. Im endlessly asked out by the most beatiful of women; in high school & college cheerleaders asked me out. I went to a college football game at 14. A cheerleader took a break & came over to flirt with me before the game. One of those large schools. Men were like What The. Even now during a pandemic & I’m on the verge of death pretty 20-25 yr olds will get so close our bodies are touching; grin; & ask if i need help. Its a pandemic. Please move 6 ft back. Its sweet but goodness. A lady from a local college decided to hug me a few wks back. Caronavirus. Come on. O just smiled. This stuff drives my wife crazy. They think shes my mom. I wear a wedding ring but that doesn’t help; even with my wife holding my hand ive had women ask me out. I figure I’m just very attractive. I figure i just put a pheremone in air that attracts nice animals & scares mean ones. I don’t believe in ghosts & goblins; alien abductions. Oh theres life out there. It may be visiting here. But i need evidence. And i know I’m not a nordic space alien. Why would an alien look like me? Or Thor?
I just found out that my dad & his family thought they saw a UFO when he was a boy. My gpa was a soldier; dad a soldier. Not the lying type. In fact; I’m descended from knights & stuff.
Ive almost died multi times from this disease but here i am. Doctors don’t know how i keep getting up. I had a doctor shake my hand & say i don’t know how your alive but you’ll probably never walk again. You’ll need yrs of therapy. Right before he put me under he said you’ll probably never wake up so say your good byes. I laughed & said only God decides my faith. I stood up & left that place; no therapy.
If they give me pain meds i get weird. Very happy. So theres the real stuff. I’m not a star child alien. I am just a weird man with good DNA & a bad disease. I will admit every time i almost die i pray for the whole world.
I was a great athlete but didnt care about sports.
Heres your two weird things i can’t explain. I remember my life all the way back to about age 2. The first time i looked at the moon & stars at 4 i started telling people how the moon was made; that it used to spin; those stars were like our sun; on & on. I said what do yall call those things. He told me; then i explained it all using his words. You’ll realize why this was odd.
My parents gave me away. I was in a wreck. Held the people as they died. Car completely destroyed. I just crawled out. I’m like a bad penny. Things fall apart around me; i just walk out. Can’t explain it. Just lucky.
After wreck i was locked in dark room alone for over a yr. Got out & told the man that. How did i know things science is just now figuring out?
In first grade i started trying to correct the books; science; etc. Half way thru 3rd grade i decided humans are stupid & don’t want to learn. I’m tired of the endless paddlings & whippings, so i quit telling. Some adults told me they had wrote down my ideas & mailed them to scientists in 2nd & 3rd grade. Things i said at 4 are just now being proposed. Not an alien; just smart.
Now for crazy stuff you wont believe. I can explain 2nd but not first. When i first got out of that dark room I’d never seen a TV; heard a radio; I’d been in house with no electricity. No one talked to me. So i hear a name; Jesus. Whos that? Ask him in your heart. I was pulled away before heard rest.
So i stood in woods alone. Ask this Jesus person to come in. Realize no one had ever told me about; well anything; no one talked to me before this. So i had no clue about Christians. My family despised Christians. Were no Bibles or crosses. No TV. I had only been that ond place & heard people briefly talk about potted meat then one say word Jesus. That resonsted in my mind. Like handing me a key.
Well let me tell you; when i asked Jesus in he came in. My whole world changed. This seemed to happen but i don’t know how. I realized i wasnt from here & went to where i was from. I stood outside a gate. Its not what Christians expect; but it is a gate. You must stay out till allowed in. A glowing man who i later saw in pictures (he doesn’t look like the pictures; but its close enough i suppose). He is white with brown hair. He does glow. Anyways he told me i was sent here for yall. He told me a lot of things I’m not suppossed to tell. I was not sent to save all of you. I was sent on a mission. When i returned the Holy Spirit was in me. I could explain a lot of things but am not suppossed to. I will tell you this even though I’m not suppossed to. Their is a Heaven. Ive been there twice. There is one God. He made all you see in space. He made other life out there. They may not know of him if they visit. They may. If they don’t we are to tell them of him. I will use Christian terms. I don’t think he named himself God. You did. Oops. Ive never felt like one of you.
Christians call the one i met Jesus. God made him to teach us. He may actually be God in our form. I’m not sure. He didnt tell me everything; just enough for why i was here.
Jesus is the perfect form of us. I don’t know if he called self that or we named him that.
The Holy Spirit has been a voice in me since then. Hes complicated. I’m not suppossed to explain.
You know what. Just know this. God created everything. Jesus is like you; except perfect. As a boy i was much closer to being like him than most of you. But I’m flawed like you. You are not angels. Most of you were created for this life. This is probably your one chance. Purgatory may be an option; but you can’t set & hope for it. Live like this is your one chance. Ive been around a while. Since before. You do not want to know. People don’t want to know i assure you.
You are not you. Your body is an animal basically. Your soul is you.
You must decide. Mormons; Jews; & any Christians can make it to Heaven. I’m not supposed to tell this but I’m nearly dead so I’ll cheat just a little.
It may be that Buddists & others can make it; but i don’t know. So i don’t want to mislead you. What i do know. If you accept God made it all. You can call him Creator or whatever. I’m using English & the Bible to help you. So if you accept a powerful being created your souls & all yiu see in space; & you acknowledge He is your Father then you are partially there. Jesus was sent to show you how to do it. Hes the only perfect brother we have. We are all brothers & sisters. A few of us like me will find a soul mate. Some don’t need it; they are whole alone; some of us need the other to be whole. Yall will know it when you look in each others eyes. Don’t confuse lust for love. The souls will recognize each other. You can only have one. You may divorce; but in Heaven yall will be one. Not joined; but like best friends always together. If you & kids love each other yall will be a family there. Its more a choice. Your kid may pull away from you but make it. Don’t sweat all of that. We all love each other there. We remember this but its all happiness there. A perfect representation of your body goes there. If you are fat or lost your legs you wont be there. You will look the way you wanted to look. If you wanted to be fat then you will. But none of that will matter there. You will finally realize we are all beautiful. For some reason all of you either wish you looked like me or could be with me. No need. You are just as beautiful as i am. So long as you choose light. Our souls are beautiful.
You will be totally happy there. Its nothing like here. Time is different there. A few seconds there is many yrs here.
Don’t let others beat you down. Many Christians decide they know everything. It comes down to choices. Be good or bad. Light or darkness. Any sin can be forgiven. The trick is to ask God for forgiveness & genuinely mean it. Don’t just listen to people who try to condemn you. Some have much harder chsllenges than others. So ask for forgiveness. Forgive others. You don’t have to go hang out with people who hurt you; but forgive them. Hate is like a heavy rock you carry around. I assure you; most of those who hurt you don’t care if you carry a big rock. So all you do is hurt yourself. Once your heart feels sad over your wrong; pray on it; try to learn & change; forgive yourself. Don’t worry if you keep failing; you will. Now that I’m near death i think God sent me back this last time just to live like yall. I briefly felt hate when a mean person mistreated my sweet kids; but then it passed & i prayed for him. But we never went around him again. You can’t be Jesus. Neither can i.
You don’t have to hang out in Church or tith. God doesn’t need your $. Preachers do. They want to fix the roof & help the needy. God certainly doesn’t need a water park.
If going to Church helps you; then go. Or watch it on TV. I mostly just read the Bible but i did the orhers some too. I’m so strong in the faith i don’t need support. If you want to tith to help maintain the Church then do it. Thats your choice. You should put $ back for the hard times. A 7th is good if you can. But don’t let the Bible over whelm you. Realize everyone in s Church is also flawed; including the preacher. Some preachers are more flawed than anyone else in the Church. So don’t expect magic in there. Just s bunch of flawed souls just like you.
Hey; ive sinned too; especially recently, I’m not Jesus either. Weird; its like ive become like you late in life to see what its like.
Bug my sins i keep small the small ones are easier.
When you die its like a judgement. Why did you really do bad things. Did you pray to God & ask forgiveness. Its a constant thing for all of us the whole way.
I’ll grant you; i was like the described star child stuff till very recently. But i came back this time because my wife & kids were not ready for me to go yet. Shes my soul mate. Her soul called out to me & guided me back. She doesn’t even realize it. When i first saw her she glowed. She didnt know it. No one else saw it. I see things you don’t.
I knew she was my soul mate. God showed me her at 12 in my mind when 16 yr old hotties were wanting sex. I prayed & asked God whom he wanted me to have. He showed me her. The Holy Spirit said I’d recognize her when i saw her. Funny; i dated tall Nordic types who looked like models. My soul mate was a short cute girl. But to me she was everything. My soul yearned for her. When we first kissed our souls started to join. But we both had to pray to God & truly want it on our wedding day & we became one. I think we joined before that together. Either way we are one.
But don’t expect to see Jesus; have the Holy Spirit talking loud in you. Goto Heaven. Most only hear the Spirit as a whisper if at all. Don’t worry about that. Just try every day to be the best person you can; keep trying; & accept that you will endlessly fail. We all do. Do not compare yourself to me. Try to use Jesus as your guide. If you keep trying to be like him; asking for forgiveness; trying to be better; you will be fine.
Its those who embrace darkness who are in trouble. But if they find God right before death they can still make it too. Thats why Jesus is judge. He sees your heart. I don’t judge. He does.
I’m not telling you a buddist can’t make it. I only know what i know. I know if you accept God & Jesus & did what i said you will make it. So theres a guaranteed path. But Buddists who live a good life may make it too.
later when i almost died i went back to Heaven. I could explain it scientifically but youd need to be a genius to grasp it. Basically i went to the light & stepped out in Heaven. Everyone who showed me kindness from the beginning were waiting. We all laughed. But some i had hoped for; who had passed. Remember; I’m not like you. Yet i am. I am not allowed to explain. I could but am not suppossed to.
Let’s just say the kind people make it. Even the flawed ones. You must protect your soul like its everything; because it is. You must nourish it with love.
If you see an autistic child or adult & show them love; you pour s lot of love on your soul. If a you a lost old woman & help her you poor a lot of love on your soul. If you send $ to feed the homeless you pour love on your soul.
Dang it. I’m cheating. Oh well; I’ll be dead soon. When you give love & get nothing in return you actually make your light shine baby. I have to hidd me light because its so bright. Jesus lit up the whole world. So you can join my army. All you need is to give love.
For some all God wants is for you to save your own soul. Your suppossed to try to help save your kids too. If possible your spouse. But at least save yourself. But let your light shine.
I have to be careful. If i let my light shine too bright it shocks people. Some get really happy. Some get scared & get really angry. Some choose darkness.
Don’t do that. Ive been shown that. It is horrible. Its not quite how its described. Its worse.
Well; when i went to Heaven the second time once again i talked with Jesus. I’m stronger than you. I had to chose. But by choosing to return i had to accept that i may loose my soul. I had to choose to take the same gamble as you. I was home safe. But those like me have more abilities. But its the same gamble. So i came back.
The Holy Spirit guided me once again. I was took to save the ones i was sent to save. Some of you hurt so much that you hit that moment. You cry out inside yourself to God. God please help me. He will try to aim a person currently on the right path your way. Don’t expect me. I’m a rare thing. I touch a lot of people; but he directs me to specific children. I may have saved your life; saved you from a bully; spoke up for you; whatever. But he sent me for some specific souls that glowed brightly but were under assault. I don’t know if I’m a star child. I know what i am. I don’t think your suppossed to know. My wife came up out of the blue & nearly guessed it one time. Same for my oldest son. I just laughed. I said no; but close. I have not told them these stories. They are just strong souls doing the same work.
So when you pray in your internal darkness the help can be anywhere. It may be a passage in the Bible; a TV preacher; a person on the subway who gives up a seat; a person who holds a door for you. See all those little kindnesses are proof of God. Someone decides to show you a kindness they don’t have to. That is love. Realize a depressed person may have the weight of the world on them; yet they still pause to hold a door for you. Thats love. If you choose not to flip off an angry driver; you showed them love. That person may have just found out their spouse is cheating; or lost a job. They may have mental issues.
Never judge the homeless. They usually had a very bad life or are mentally I’ll.
Think of a disabled child. If you help that child you are helping God. If you hurt that child you are hurting God. Remember disabled children become disabled adults. If a grown person acts odd hes probably a disabled child grown up. I’m not saying put yourself in danger. I’m saying you can send a little $ to a homeless shelter. Find a group home for disabled adults. Send them a few dollars if you can. Find something small & local. Donate your old crutches for a poor disabled child. Donate to an autism center. Give to Saint Jude. You don’t have to. But you may choose too. Maybe you have finsncial hard ships. Maybe holding a door is all you can do. Heres whats funny; I’m so sick now people have started holding doors for me. I should be gone. My body should be dead. But i prayed & angels in a hospital literally surrounded me & brought me back. They did their part. God did the rest. I was gone this time. My wifes soul found me on my way out. I was tired but she kept waving me back. So i came back. I’m not sure why. The Holy Ghost used to keep me very busy. Now hes usually quiet. I’m here for my own family. Occassionally he directs me to help another. I think ive saved a life since ive been back. Not sure. We shall see. Ive definately had a big moment where i changed the path of someones life.
I have no idea why I’m texting this. Maybe the Holy Spirit wanted me too. Maybe i just need sleep. Not much of me left. Yesterday a friend called desperate. May loose their job. I’m so weak. It took me 12 hrs to do what i used to could do in 15 mins. Body so weak took me an hr to get home. Muscles spasmed so bad i couldnt sleep. I need to sleep but i feel someone out there needs to read this. So I’m fighting for you. My left hand is spadmed into a claw. My whole body is begging to sleep. But I’m trying to reach “you”. Are you the one crying out in pain? Well i love you. God loves you. Jesus loves you. Aaahhhh.
Finally the Holy Spirit is happy. Here we go. As a little boy i spent over a yr locked in a dark room all alone. I licked crumbs to survive. I have eaten out of trash cans & off dog plates. I have eaten bugs. All as a child. My dad threatened to kill my kids just because they hugged him & said they loved him. He was near death & not saved so death scared him, yet he would not listen. I’m still praying for his soul. Ive been raped; mollested; sodomized by people who have passed. Tortured; beat till i threw up blood & passed out. On & on it goes. But darkness could not break me. Jesus has held my hand since I was a little boy. Ive been homeless as a young teen in the woods. My life was hard too. My disease took my health; job; retirement; savings; health. Yet I’m still here. And i still love you.
Oh yeah. For some reason small children when I’m around. When my kids were young I’d create a stir. All the babies would start laughing & reaching towards me. The toddlers would come over trying to talk to me. Most of the parents would find it sweet. Some would not; so it made me nervous; I’m built like a super hero.
I sometimes sense darkness. At a new Church i sensed darkness in a man before i talked to him. Everyone loved him. My wife said i was nuts. Well; a few yrs later he was jailed for mollesting girls. He hurt a lot of kids. The community turned on his family. Shes still married to him. She still loves him. His youngest daughter lost all her childhood friends. We had moved away. She called my daughter. My daughter said dad should i be her friend. She has no one. I said you must decide. I’ll support you. But when Gods children cry only Gods Children will help. Any can serve God. Its a choice. She called back. Turns out the girl had become suicidal. Had my daughter not called a young teen would probably be gone because people blamed her for the fathers sins. They just feared for their kids of course.
My youngest son is not gay; he’s a stud athlete who likes girls. But he chose to protect a small gay orphan boy whose parents both killed themselves. That boy was in my home last night with a poor boy. They played games; laughed; & ate pizza. Love doesn’t see wealth; color; didability; or sexual orientation. I’m straight. I was a beautiful man who was built like a super hero & made straight A’s. Know a secret? You are just as special & beautiful as me. We all have beautiful souls. Don’t let this world beat your soul down. Theres room in Heaven for all of us. Look at the stars; think he can’t make room in Heaven for you? Of course he can. Let your light shine.
The angels in the hospital were not Heavenly angels. They were just the good people in the hospital who saved me. But yes; there are real angels. I know too much to be here. You think you want the answers. No you don’t. I know what came before. I know what happens to the ones who choose darkness. It is much worse than you can imagine. These idiots playing like its fun have no clue. Heaven is the ultimate. All happiness. Well what people think of as hell is not exactly correct. It is much worse. I wish i dud not know. But i had earned my way back. To accept a hard challenge i was shown what happens if i fail. I saw it and still came. Don’t feel sorry for me. If i fail I’ll just face the same nightmare many will. We all must choose. I just chose to keep riding this thing two more times now. I’m growing weak. So this is probably my last ride.
I don’t think I’m what you people call a star child. I’m also not angel. Ive oddly been asked that. Ive grown used to some of you seeing my eyes glow. I don’t see that but some of you do. What has surprised me is i thought some of you were crazy for calling me a star child till i read what one is. Its very vaguely similar. So i told you a little about me. I can’t share all the good stuff. There is darkness here. I bring the light. So long as i stay pure none may harm me. However; one slip up & i die. Plus; if i turn into a sinner as Christians call it i can end up in……well. Its just so bad you wouldnt believe. I could try to explain it but trust me. Be good. It scares me so bad i get nervous when i think of it. But i still chose to risk it. Thats love. Love is risking all for others. Jesus did it too.
Oh yeah. My wife & kids are just like all of you. I didnt pass it down because i couldnt. I’m not like you.
Its interesting that some of you can sense I’m different. As a little kid other kids sometimes seemed to pick up on it. But i think all you people reading the internet & watching these weird alien shows have somehow picked up on how to spot me or something. This is so weird. I thought they were just mentally I’ll.
I really wish I’d never seen that Tic Tac as a kid. Ooohhhh. Maybe thats it. Aliens are not angels I’m pretty sure. Ive seen angels. They are amazing and beautiful. They do not look like greys. Aliens would just be other races of advanced life. Just with very high tech. At least thats what i think. Well; i need sleep. I was called earlier. There are some people hurting. They may need me. So i have to rest.
During a shopping exercise about 6 months ago I happened to see a young child of about 3-4yo sitting in a shopping cart looking at me. As I was looking at her I heard a voice in my head say “hello”, I returned the salutation, to which she responded with a big smile. I think she is an Indigo child. I can still see clearly her face, and those beautiful black eyes. Quite the experience for me.
My family is trying convince me aliens have been altering our line since at least the 1200’s or so. We were great warriors so they started improving us.
Weird people say my eyes glow. I started keeping my eyes almost completely closed at all times because it scared people when I was a kid. I wear hats pulled down for the same reason. I’ve started staring at my eyes in the mirror this week. It’s like a tiny beam of white light is coming out of each eye no matted what mirror I look it. That’s just an optical illusion correct? I’m scientific. I don’t believe in aliens.
Some people claim my entire body glows. I’ve had random people freak out at night & run from me. It rarely happens; but has happened enough it creeps me out. Some people claim my eyes glow at night light a lion or owl. Some say they glow yellow. Others say they glow blue. I can see in near pitch black. It’s like I have built in night vision like the special forces uses.
I also hear dog whistles. My family claims I’m the result of alien DNA alteration for 100’s of years on our family. They say the reason I don’t believe them is because the aliens took them. The aliens talked to a few of them. But when the aliens tried to take me as a boy I hurt them. They are afraid to try now because I’d kill them.
That sounds made up. I did see what the Navy calls a Tic Tac as a boy. I did have weird dreams aliens tried to abduct me & I whipped their butts. But it was just dreams. I think they are delusional. They say I only feel that way because I’m so advanced the aliens couldn’t get me. They claim the aliens are modifying some of us to be the next stage of what we call evolution. That I’m the next step up. That their will eventually be a world full of smart; strong; athletic; nice; peaceful blue yellow eyed blonds like me. That once the aliens harvest & tweet the DNA of those like me enough they will replace the violent race on earth now with my race. Then humans will be in peace on earth with each other & this world.
My family stayed the aliens explained this to my dad. They are molding us so we can go out into space & other dimensions. They can’t take the humans here now out there because they don’t want wars out there.
So I’m supposedly a successful prototype if you will. The aliens couldn’t subdue me as a kid to collect my DNA. I would have killed them if they kept trying. I have a lot of the Nordic type DNA in me. It won’t show up in standard DNA testing. It’s hidden. We don’t know how to identify it yet. All humans could see about me is that I have weird eyes; some Scandinavian DNA; am really smart; attractive; & very athletic. Humans can’t see my soul. That’s the main difference.
This all sounds nuts to me. However; I do admit I saw a Tic Tac & studied it as a kid.
One says when I first hit puberty I started shooting electricity out of my body & drawing lightning down from the sky. That’s crazy. However; I’ll admit lighting did start hitting buildings; houses; trees; poles; whatever close to me. I do remember touching people & them screaming. They’d claim I’d shocked them.
I remember if I got mad my hair all over my body would stand straight up. I remember a couple of times it seemed small currents seemed to leave my fingers & go to nearby metal objects. Some people claimed electricity seemed to be sparking from my eyes. But I think they made that up. I think I just lived in a house with bad grounding.
Yes; a lot of things in our house started blowing up. Radios would go crazy & shoot out sparks then quit working. TV tubes blew up. Some things caught on fire. We kept having to buy new electronics because they kept tearing up.
I’ll admit we started unplugging everything. But I believe it was the house wiring not me. They said it never happened before I turned 12; or after I learned to control my power & outgrew it. That’s nuts.
A neighbor got mad & said every time I visited a tree or something got hit in their yard. I’ll admit one day when I was over there lightning split a big tree almost all the way to the ground.
I’ll admit some of their electronics tore up when I was in their house; same for another house I’d visit. But surely the same builders built them all. They’d claim one house was built many years later. But it could be the power supplied to all three houses.
I’ll admit my school started getting hit by lightning & kids started running away from me whenever my hair stood up. But that only happened 3-5 times at school. That’s not too unusual.
My sister says you used to make the blankets glow. Now I’ll admit I cant explain that one. It’s true; some of the blankets in the house would start having waves of electricity flowing around on them when I went in a room & my hair was sticking up. They’d hide in a corner; but I could touch the blanket; feel nothing; & it stopped. I’m sure there’s a reasonable explanation.
I’ll admit I tried to put on an electric blanket one night. It wasn’t plugged up but seemed to get really hot. I’ll admit we had to unplug stuff wherever I slept; or things might catch on fire by me. But that had to be the wiring; not me.
It’s impossible to generate that level of electricity in your body. I say why didn’t it happen later. They say because I learned to control it. Bull crap. There was something weird about the wiring in that house. I’m not Thor; or some Pedicure alien hybrid.
I just found out this week through energy work that I’m an indigo child. Never heard of it before. But it definitely ecplains alot. Thank you
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I feel like I just awakened from a very long dream and finally understood why I am here. Thank you for waking me up.
This is an incredible description and tool to help people connect the dots to something otherwise mind scrambling. Thank you for this. My mother is an Indigo child and a Shaman and so much more. My question for you Mateo and the others who have commented is, what now? Where do these enlightened, wonderful souls go to achieve their goal(s)? Who do they further connect with to gain momentum? I see these inspiring and priceless characteristics in people, in my mother and I also see them struggle to find a way to fulfill their purpose. So my friends, what now?
I am an indigo, and I know because I know pretty much everything about space, I just forgot some while coming to Earth. BUT, one thing I remember super well is being a star. And whenever I focus on people, I see auras. And if I concentrate on them, I can see their past life and how they died.. And every night I dream of something, and then those things comes true.
If im not an indigo child. Can be one? Cuz half of the traits is i have but some of it or not. Just wanna know. Thanks!
No you cannot just be an indigo child. Indigo children are the first spirits that come to Earth, if that doesn’t makes sense, it’s their first life here. Usually they are called star children. And Me (an indigo) can see aura’s around people. And we can see peoples past life. So no, you can’t just be an indigo by wanting to be.
As a child i never really had friends, my parents moved from place to place. Struggling to find work. Both my parents my 2 sisters and myself where foreign nationals with out documentation. I had a sense of god in my life but i knew that the churches where never going to be able to teach me the truth of life. I knew that some how there was a manipulation by the government. I knew when people where genuine or when there was a personal interest. I grew up in a heavy gang environment. Which led me down a wrong path, which i was able to overcome the challenges of the street and prison life. Holding the deep meaning i had for life. I knew that the life i was going wasn’t where i was supposed to be. As a child often had a dream which recurred over the years from when i was 5 to 8 years old. In my dream i was being chased by police squads, helicopters. Only to find myself running down the same street to a dead end, which barred a wall. I would run towards the wall, and the pitch black of knight would suddenly turn to light and i would grow wings and fly into the sky. I never new what it meant, as i was only a child. I often cried to see others in pain or hunger. I knew that there was an inequality in society but couldnt explain the injustice in it. I was often teased, bullied by my classmates due to the struggles of beign immagrants. They all had nice clothes, good food. So i started to stand up for myself, i was tired of getting beat up, East Los Angeles wasn’t the easiest city to grow up in. Some how i was the wrong one for defending myself, and the other kids would go without fault. In one occasion i was held by a school police officer and was handcuffed as he began to beat me in my back. Due to a kid that teased me so much i got fed up and beat him. He told on me and went to the school police. Since the kids mother worked for the school district, they didnt believe me. So i lost hope in school, i started to be truant. I was evaluated with ADHD when i was young, many years before the incident occurred. So the school district recommend a non public school, but before that i was reevaluated. I scored at an 11th grade level when i was only in 7th grade. But yet i was placed in special education classes since i was in 2nd grade. Same thing keept happening people would often call me wierd, loser, ect. As i started to get older i realized that i didnt fit in. People didnt like me i couldnt find out why. I would be very depressed or people would anger me i couldnt control it. Over the years i knew god would never let anything happen to me. I was shoot 3 times in a 2 week period. I survived with minor grazes, all my teachers always told me jose you dont belong here your special than all the kids. Dont let the inequality bring you down. So i always kept that with me. Until the unthinkable happened. Some guys i had grown up with where going to commit a crime taking soomeones life. I did what ever was in my power to prevent it from happening. I told them i seen him run into the store near by but he didnt he was at a bus stop waiting. Luckly before they came out the store he was able to get away. The young men i was with didnt seem to pleased and began to rob people. I kept my path to my house as he ventured only to have him banging down my door. The police arrived i was sentenced too 2 years in prison. Then later deported. I spent 7 years in mexico before i was rob and almost killed by some guys and Mexican police. Stabbed and beat almost to death, I filed a report and moved citys but some how i was tracked down. My second attempt to my life was near. My front door neighbor new my family for many years he was like a Marshall. He came out baring his assault rifle coming to my aid. ran from that country. I remeber walking for 2 days and reached the border i couldnt get across so i sat on a rock and started to cry like never before. Knowning that if i returned i was going to die i wasnt going to survive let alone see my kids again. It was raining i was at the highest mountain around out of nowhere this ray of light appeared through the clouds. I started here noises so i hid myself in the bushes it was just a deer. To my luck the deer guided me through a whole in the fence. I had made it through but the trip wasnt over i still had to walk and find a way home. I was picked up by my mother and wife. I never new what a indigo child was until today. And now i know why i dont fit in, why i never did. Why i love nature so much, why i can tell fake people. See through theres lies. Why as a kid i took time to iron, cook for myself. Why i liked to be alone and draw, write poems. things that people would tease me about. I seen the greed in people. Never like to fallow others i had my own mind. I did have anger issues, depression, anxiety. I was told it was the ADHD. I was perscribe medication but refused to take it. My answer to my mother was it makes people slow mom they tunr into mindless zombies. I knew there was something wrong with that medication but could pin point it. Until today. Thank you for explaining it to me. Why i was always an outkast and still am why im always questioning the government and church’s. I bealive in god but my god doesn’t want money. My god doesn’t want you to congregate to worship him so that people can see. My god is everywhere, my god never sleeps. My god is loving and doesn’t want your fear but love.
With the Forer-effect in mind, I’m always critical and thinking: “To what extent can I relate to this?”. Well, this is probably the most accurate spiritual description of myself I’ve ever read. I understand that many people can relate to these signs to some extent, but to me I am very aware of them all and they describe me VERY accurately, both as a child and adult. I play piano, write novels, meditate, spend a lot of time in nature and thinking about philosophical questions, having great ideas about how to make the world a better place for everyone (based on all of my knowledge and wisdom; I now study Sociology and Social Sustainability). I’m often seen by others as super-intelligent (how did that happen?), down-to-earth, surprisingly kind and wise. I constantly tend to surprise people with new attributes, new interests and hobbies, knowledge and experience. It seems impossible for people to place me in a box. And even people that are the twice my age ask me how I can know so much? I’m very social when I’m with people, but I need a looot of alone-time to recharge. Sometimes I feel stressed because of the awareness of all the global challenges we are facing – I have so much to say, so much I want to do to help, and I want to inspire people. And I find it frustrating when people have a lack of knowledge and insight in important matters, and yet tend to come to the wrong conclusions, or cling to dogmatic beliefs. Yet I want to help and guide those people. I never let my frustration out. To me every social interaction is a possibility to change the world, little by little. I believe I have the ability to really inspire people, to knock them in the “right” (or a better) direction. All this may sound narcissistic, but I don’t see myself as a “better” person, standing above everyone else, and I’m very humble and honest about myself, both good and bad sides. I don’t like speaking in large groups, or getting all the attention, but I’ve begun accepting that that’s the best way to reach out to people and “fulfill my mission”. I don’t want to change the world to get all the credit for it or to live to see a statue of myself (quite the opposite; I’d rather be anonymous!). I want to make the world a better place for my children, for YOUR children and everyone else. That’s my motivation and the vision that drives me.