In a world that has lost touch with its soul, the indigo child is here as a light-bearer, path forger, and paradigm shifter.
Although the concept of indigo children originated in the 1970’s, there have been groups of individuals all through the ages whose mission and purpose have been to awaken humanity.
If you’re an old soul who feels a strong and profound urge to create change in society, you are likely an indigo child.
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What is an Indigo Child?
Also referred to as a crystal or star child, an indigo child is a person who has come into this world destined to create change and spiritually awaken humanity. Indigo children are considered to be freethinkers with profound insight into the human condition and an ability to see the truth clearly. As spiritually gifted old souls, indigo children find it hard to fit into mainstream society and often become misunderstood, rejected, or misdiagnosed and medicated. The indigo child is also thought to possess strong intuition and varying spiritual gifts such as the ability to communicate with spirit guides or see visions.
Truth and Deception
The primary role of the indigo child seems to revolve around exposing truth and deception. From a young age, indigo children are able to see through the illusions, half-truths, and falsehood rife in society. To their parents and teachers, they may seem like overly inquisitive, headstrong, and even obnoxious children. As precocious truth tellers, child and adult indigos can’t help but see through the bullshit facades of other people and expose them. This desire to bring the truth to light seems to be written into the indigo child’s DNA.
Enlightened teacher Jiddu Krishnamurti sums up the indigo child’s philosophy when he writes,
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
Many people criticize the indigo child concept as being one that can be misused by parents seeking to make their children look special, particularly if they have special needs. Others claim that signs of being an indigo child are so vague they can apply to anyone (this is called the Forer effect).
While it is true that the indigo child label can be misused, just as any label can, the true signs of an indigo child are so specific that they cannot be widely applied to every person. As I just mentioned above, indigo children are obsessed with finding the truth – this cannot be said of every person or every child. Every rule, belief, structure, and institution will be questioned and ruthlessly challenged by the indigo child – this trait is truly unusual and extraordinary.
It is also common for people to criticize the indigo child label as being delusional. While all labels and concepts used to describe the ego are illusory constructs of the mind, finding a sense of affinity with the indigo child label is extremely beneficial. Identifying with this label helps us to develop self-understanding and acceptance, which are important elements of spiritual growth.
Indigo Children Who Are Misdiagnosed
It is common for the indigo child to be misdiagnosed with behavioral issues such as ADD, ADHD, and other mood disorders. Because of their headstrong and freethinking nature, such children are often feared, misunderstood, and therefore medicated at young ages. Unfortunately, medications such as Ritalin and Adderall often end up numbing the indigo child and causing them to lose contact with their intuitive capacities and truth-seeking nature.
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17 Signs of an Indigo Child
Are you an indigo child? Perhaps your children are indigos? Below I have included a list of seventeen authentic signs.
I have omitted typical signs often mentioned on other websites like “sense of entitlement” and “feeling special and like you should be revered” because these, to me, represent narcissism or unhealthy parenting styles more than genuine indigo child signs.
If you possess more than half of these traits, you’re likely an indigo child:
1. You are strong willed
You are a passionate person who will do anything it takes to accomplish your goals or dreams. Even if other people criticize or don’t support you, you still keep going no matter what.
2. You’re an old soul
You feel as though you’ve lived many lifetimes, and possess a wisdom that others your age don’t yet have. As a child, you may have behaved like an old man or woman, and as an adult, you have a deeply spiritual and philosophical outlook on life.
3. You’re a freethinker
No idea or belief is too holy for you to dissect or reject. You prefer to think for yourself rather than blindly following the crowd. As an indigo child, questioning is everything to you.
4. You’re a headstrong nonconformist
As a child or teenager, you may have been thought of as “naughty,” “obnoxious,” disobedient, and contrarian. As an adult, you still cannot stand being boxed in or controlled by others. As a headstrong nonconformist, you prefer to find your own truth and forge your own path.
5. You’re a passionate truth-seeker
Truth, to you, is of primary importance. You are always seeking to distinguish truth and reality from lies and deception. When you are around others, you can immediately tell when someone is lying or hiding something. Although the truth hurts, you honor it above all else. You would prefer to suffer from the truth than be happy believing lies.
6. You’re perceptive and intelligent
You can see and understand things about humanity and life that most other people don’t perceive. Your keen perception allows you to discover the truth about the human condition, and how to ultimately help.
7. You are highly intuitive
Your keen perception also makes you highly intuitive. You can often intuit the best course of action as well as know things about others that are secret or hidden.
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8. You want to change the world
Deep in your heart, you feel a driving force to create positive change on this planet. As an indigo child, you know that your destiny is to be a paradigm changer/destroyer. This strong sense of purpose forms the axis of your decisions. Whatever is not aligned with your inner sense of purpose quickly dissolves in favor of soul-based decisions.
9. You’re empathetic and compassionate
You care so much about this planet and other people that it often hurts. Every time you see or hear of violence, destruction, and cruelty, you feel sorrow and anger. Your high level of empathy and compassion means that you often struggle with anxiety or depression.
10. You’re a change-making leader
Since you were little, you’ve always gravitated towards leadership. You may find it hard to work in teams or for other people and function better when you’re in charge or working for yourself. You find it difficult to obey authority, particularly when that authority is corrupt, illogical or outdated. You want to offer better, wiser, and healthier ways to live life, making you destined to be a spiritual elder.
11. You’re idealistic
You have high expectations for yourself and other people. While idealism can be a positive trait, it can also carry disadvantages such as being overly critical or demanding. Nonetheless, your idealism is what helps you to strive for the highest and do the absolute best you can for the planet.
12. You have a loner/autonomous personality
As a free spirit, you don’t like to be held down by anyone or anything. You find it difficult to be around too many people at once, and often prefer to spend time in your own company. As a lover of autonomy, you enjoy solitude and the insight it can bring.
13. You’re highly creative
Your nonconformist brain loves to express itself through art and creativity. Whether it be drawing, dancing, singing, building, painting, writing or crafting, you love creative self-expression.
14. You have a strong connection with nature and animals
As an empathic and compassionate person, you gravitate towards the natural world. You feel most at home when you’re near the ocean or surrounded by trees and animals. Nature is so pure and grounding that you find it a welcome break from the pretension of humanity.
15. You’re drawn towards spirituality over religion
To you, spirituality is falling in love with the message, and religion is loving the messenger. As an indigo child, you are drawn towards truth in its purest form – not diluted by dogma or fundamentalist teachings.
16. You struggle with boredom
Because of your sharp and inquisitive mind, you tend to struggle with routine and conventional structures. As a result of your tendency to get bored easily, you may have been misdiagnosed with ADD or ADHD as a child.
17. You are prone to experiencing existential angst
Existential anxiety and depression go far beyond usual anxiety and depression, and this is because it is more concerned with life itself than the self. As an indigo child, you tend to ask questions such as “Why do we suffer?” “What is the meaning of life?” “Why is there injustice?” “Why was I born?” Such deep philosophical questions cause you to lose interest in the meaningless pursuits carried out by the majority of humanity.
Other potential traits of indigo children include:
- Tendency towards addiction to numb feelings
- Seeking only loyal friendships
- Proud/bossy
- Fiery tempered
- More sensitive to environmental and food pollutants
- Spiritual gifts such as clairvoyance or telepathy
Tips for Indigo Children
Indigo children are here to provoke change in a time where conscious growth is more desperately needed than ever.
If you have discovered that you’re an indigo child, you might benefit from the following tips:
- To stay grounded, try practicing mindful breathing.
- Practice meditation each day.
- Practice emotional acceptance.
- Familiarize yourself with the spiritual awakening process and how it is linked to existential depression.
- Creatively express yourself and your visionary ideas. You may even like to try practices such as automatic writing to help you get in touch with your Soul.
- Regularly spend time in nature to unwind and regain balance.
Finally, if you’re still uncertain about whether you’re an indigo child or not, you can take our free indigo child test.
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Every indigo child knows that their mission is to create change on this planet.
Little by little, light will come to penetrate the darkness. Truth will reveal deception. Love will replace hatred. Courage will replace fear. And direct experience will replace dogma. Indigo children are the spiritual leaders, rebels, and revolutionaries of this planet. Thanks to their existence, more and more people are waking up and finding the freedom that is already here, deep within.
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If they were to awaken as we are they would suffer greatly as we do upon discovering the poison they have been infected with hence sometimes its better to just let them dream as we quietly observe.
I hate that the pentagon confirmed the Tic Tac Navy video during the pandemic cause I’m caught in the house with a ton of my relatives visiting who can’t work right now. They finally got me to admit & describe the Tic Tac I saw & studied near a military base in the 70’s. I contend it’s a military secret craft. They say it’s aliens.
So some people in my family helped design/build parts of the early satellites; space station; space shuttle. There are a lot of people involved in such things. You normally work on a tiny piece of a project. That way it’s very difficult for outsiders to recreate something because even insiders don’t know what they are doing. Now if you invented something you know what it does; but you dont know all the other answers. That’s very wise; if socialist type nations get tech they sell it to shady govs who then sell/give it to nut groups. So we don’t want to know all the answers for that reason. Take me. I was an under the radar genius. Never took official test. Never attended the elite schools. But high tech companies still find you no matter where you are. I have 7 degrees & over 300 credit hours. I made two B’s in grammar; A’s in everything else. Starting my first yr of college companies tried to hire me. I had an endless series of offers. But I liked chasing cheerleaders; riding horses; doing dirt bike trick jumps; hunting; etc.
Well I ended up drawing blueprints starting my Jr yr of high school; then into the space industry. No; I never worked on or saw alien tech. I heard some engineers talking crazy stuff; but I laughed at them. I don’t believe in such stuff. I hung out with people who liked to play sports & restore hot rods. The nerds didn’t interest me. In college I was always dancing at parties with the prettiest girls in school. Until an early marriage I was a 275 lb ladies man. Then she made me go to Church & plant flower gardens.
So the soldier; pilot; Ranger; hunter; engineer; ex college/pro athlete type guys in my family don’t talk crazy UFO stuff. We talk deers/Vetts/guns/football.
But some of the females in my family are bringing up their “abduction” stories. They are trying to get us males to talk this crazy stuff.
So I admit I saw & studied a Tic Tac as a kid. But it was just a secret tech craft IMO. It could hover; make no sound; accelerate to 4,000 mph in a blink. Stop dead still; accelerate again. In college I briefly taught Physics. I worked on the stuff that will put us on Mars one day. I can theorize how it did some of that. But the tech needed is so far above what I worked with. That doesn’t mean we don’t have the tech. Only a tiny handful of people would know such things; not a goof like me that used to bring down deer with spears in my pre-teen yrs.
So they are getting us males to admit weird stuff we saw or did.
My engineer WWII gpa saw a Tic Tac real close to where I later did in the 50’s. My pilot Korea dad said not only did he see it; but he once was took to an alien mothership where they explained what they were doing with my family. They had picked my family because we were great warriors back before history was recorded.
Here’s where I call BS. I’m hearing stories of men that were straight laced. They never told me that. They were all business. But we didn’t discuss stuff much. We talked war; hunting; cars. You didn’t talk weird stuff cause you’d be labeled a kook.
Well anyways they are trying to claim that when I dreamed I fought & beat aliens after I saw that thing that it was real. Nope; just crazy dreams caused by stress. I’ll admit I did nock holes in walls & stuff. I can’t explain why I was running & fighting on my feet while dreaming. I ended up outside with a weapon running for my life before I woke up. I’ll admit I never had dreams before or after like that. I’ll admit all our adult neighbors saw the Tic Tac too; & that yrs later one was still freaked out & claiming she was abducted. But she was nuts by then.
Anyways they reminded me of something. I’m part Native American too. As a boy I’d hunt with Nam vets who spent up to 7 yrs hunting Charlie; with my gpa who took out Nazis; with my Native American family. I’m a legend. I could hunt better than any of them starting at age 4. I once snuck up & grabbed a deer without it knowing I was there. They could form a circle in the woods & move like in war. I could spend hrs sneaking up & marking each of them without them ever seeing me. Used to make some mad. The old men would laugh & say they wish they’d had me with them in the war. One uncle said I was a super soldier. The Native Americans said I was a shape shifter & disappearing. Nope. But I didn’t leave tracks or make sounds. I could sprint thru the woods very quietly. But if I slowed you couldn’t hear me. I could hear dog whistles. I can see in the dark without night vision due to weird eyes I have. People say my eyes glow like a lions at night. So that was my secret. I always heard & saw them; even in pitch black. But I didn’t leave tracks. Even Indians can’t track you if you don’t leave tracks.
So the old Native American women in my family claimed I could levitate as I walked as a boy if I wanted too. Not true. They swear they saw it when I was a boy. So they claimed I was hovering right above the ground as I ran. Thus no tracks. Yeah right. I’ll admit it was easy for me not to leave tracks. But that’s BS. I’m just good. They say you can’t be that good. Well I did it. Let me tell you it was harder to do at 275 lbs. they say it’s because I didn’t care because nothing in the woods or world scared me by then. True; I could still go trackless at 275 if I tried; but it was harder.
So anyways in my pre-teen yrs I started having weird changes. Lighting would hit all around me. Electricity seemed to shoot out of my fingers in tiny little weak streams to metal. No one would let me touch them cause they claimed I’d shock them. If I got mad & grabbed someone in a fight they sometimes screamed & said I’d electrocuted them.
Now my kooky sister claims she & her drug using friend saw electricity come out of my eyes & I levitated a few inches off the ground when I wax 12 a couple of times. Yeah OK. You think I’d remember that. I do remember the lightning hitting everyone’s houses & trees around me for about a yr. Even my school. I remember everyone unplugging things because radios & stuff kept tearing up; sparking; & sometimes catching on fire around me. However; I had a fireman relative in the house one time. A lighting bolt blew a hole threw a wall & hit right beside me one day. My two female relatives claimed the bolt came out of me. He saw part of it too. He concluded a stray bolt must have come down & blew a hole thru our wall & almost hit me. He said the house must have bad grounding. True; it was a clear blue sky with no clouds; but weird stuff happened in that house & a couple of our neighbors homes for about a year. Bad wiring. I don’t have Doc Strange or Thor powers LOL. My sister now claims the grays asked my dad to get her to get my hair & blood for them so they could clone me. They’d tried to get me as a kid & id nearly killed them. I was too powerful for them now. I had a lot of Nordic Alien his in me. They said Thor was real; still alive; & a watcher. That Nordic alien blood had been added to a primate on earth to make humans pre flood. Here’s the thing; my sis used to do drugs & believes in crazy stuff. Don’t you think I’d know if I was a super hero?
I’ll admit weird people walk up once in while & claim either my eyes are glowing or my whole body is. But other people don’t see it. My sis says only star children & a few gifted can see it. She claims I hurt her eyes when I’m around her. I’ll admit I’ve had a few strangers yell & run off at night claiming my eyes are glowing. But there are nuts in the world.
Anyways last night I played along. They wanted to play a game I used to do as a kid. I’m nearly dead now. Anerisms have confused me. As a pre-teen I used to do magic tricks. I’d make balls levitate; spoons bend; hover off the ground; throw knives blindfolded; levitate; put thoughts in people’s heads; mentally talk to animals. But it was magic tricks. True; I don’t remember how I did it due to anerisms; but I just tricked them.
Anyhow I humored them. I ate chocolate to clear my mind. They say the mountain of meds I’m on to stay alive are suppressing my powers. So I meditated & tried to rise off the ground. When I quickly tired & opened my eyes I was standing on sheets of paper. They had placed the paper by my feet. This is a trick I used to do as a kid. I’m not sure how they did it. I must have taught them the trick. They are messing with me. But they did something wrong. As a kid the paper never got pushed down. I’d open my eyes. They’d remove the paper & it was crease less. So they did something wrong. They say when I opened my eyes I lowered down onto the paper.
Then they asked me to talk to a dog one of them had brought up. So I stared at it & tried to talk to its mind with mine. True; it started making happy sounds; waving its head side to side & came right to me. However; I’ve barely ever seen this dog. She probably trained it to that. I’ll admit I used to do that with a lot of animals as a kid. Even humans. They’d lie for my sis & claim they heard me. But I tried it with an older boy one day. He started looking around scared. Looked at me. Told me to stay out of his head & attacked me. I know. Doc Strange. Most likely she paid him to lie. You must be careful; people pull scams.
So anyways some in my family claim I’m alien altered & s star Child. I just feel old. They say I’m only dying because my wife divorced me & I want to go home. Well; I am depressed & I am ready to go back to Heaven. I’ll admit I remember living in Heaven before this. I remember coming here. I’ve always felt like an alien trying to talk to chimps since I was a little boy. Well; I’m tired. Either all of you are right & I just don’t want to believe; or I’m sane & my sis should not have used drugs as s teen.
Before first grade my nam vet relatives would take me hunting because I could hunt a lot better than them.
I started making my own bow & arrows; Spears; loading my own ammo. Well they gave me some fireworks. I improved them.
I could make fireworks go up in the air & do cool stuff by adding stuff; creating my own tubes; whatever. Well one adult liked loud sounds. He wanted me to make a real loud sound. I was only about 5. So I built this thing. We hid behind something. It did not work out well.
Moral of story. I learned never alter fireworks. Don’t play with fireworks. Do not give kids fireworks. And never ask kids to alter fireworks. Let’s just say a nam vet found himself running with his ass on fire. But it did make a loud bang.
After they put his out; quite a mess, he was mad at me. He literally had a black bleeding ass missing a chunk. I said hey; you wanted a Big Bang; I told you to hide; & I hid way over there in s ditch behind stuff. Your the one who said Charlie couldn’t kill you in nam so you weren’t hiding from no firecracker.
My family says they were collecting my DNA as a kid & teen to give to the grays. The grays are low level aliens doing a job. They are afraid to come try themselves cause I’ll kill them.
They say I nearly killed some grays that tried to take me as a little boy. Nope. Those were dreams. Not real. Oh I remember some relatives collecting my hair & blood when I was a pre teen. They said they needed before I learned to control my powers. They claim the aliens can detect & do stuff with it that humans can’t. Humans would just detect human blood & hair.
Sounds made up. Supposedly they needed my DNA or whatever to help make the next humans. That I’m like an advanced version. It’s like I’m an experimental aircraft that worked or whatever. Some of you would be a lot like me; but probably not as advanced. I’m pretty sure I’m not the end product either if all that’s true; because I seemed to be like an alien living on a foreign world my whole life. I tried to my best to blend in & figure these people out.
It’s like humans thought I was an alien. I’d have to slow my mind down to try to communicate. But it’s like I was trying to teach a cat to use a litter box or teach a chimp to color.
In college I found two professors who could sort of grasp what I was talking about if I made it real simple for them. They were amazed & said I was a genius; but they’d then start saying they were not smart enough to understand what I was saying. Either I was really smart; or I’m really messed up & they just thought I was smart.
I did try to invent a flying craft one time in college. It took off & flew right thru my wall into my house & caught some stuff on fire. So I decided not to do that again. I also tried to build a remote control vehicle. It drug about 300 lbs around; then promptly burned up.
As a boy I tried to improve things in the house. They got much better; then melted down; tore up; or caught on fire. I’m pretty sure I’m not a genius. I’m just weird & smart enough to be dangerous. I quit trying to invent stuff before I burned my house down.
I was trying to amplify energy. I could supply a small amount of energy; then seem to get more s envy out. Those devices input were two double A batteries, or one D battery. But whatever I did turned out very wrong. Then I had anerisms & now I have no clue how I did it. I completely destroyed the prototypes. Never wrote down a note. Never told anyone anything. Now I can’t remember how I did it. So if I did figure something out it’s gone.
On the plus side; if I did; someone else will figure it out later. All I do know is I knocked a hole in my wall & caught my crap on fire. That seems more stupidity than invention.
My dad thought he was the product of alien modification. He said some crazy stuff. We are from ancient warriors. He said the aliens had needed gold. They altered primates to create men. One race are Norse aliens. Thor was a real alien. The Norse were the best suit for earth. So their DNA was combined with a monkey type creature to make humans who would mine gold. They created really tall white red haired humans with super strength to oversee us. The last flood & ice age wiped most of them out. Humans took out the rest. They had elongated skulls. They were supposed to instruct us; could move massive weight; had devices that melted rocks; lifted rocks; & stuff. Pyramids were a way to focus energy from the earth. Craft used it to fly. They made flat spots for visitors to land on.
A tall bearded white race lives on another planet that is very far from the sun. They visit earth when it’s closer to earth. It takes many thousands of years for it to be close enough.
If when they return humans have overthrown the leaders they will flood earth with an asteroid. Modify us; & try again. Another race; which are called grays; are coming here as well. They study us. They are down the chain. Lizard men are higher. Mantis type aliens above them. There are other aliens out there as well. We are a very young race.
This was explained to my dad on a space ship when he was a young man. He’d been abducted his whole life. They talked to him because our line is one of the strongest left on earth.
There are “watchers” left to over see earth. Thor is one of them. There is a real Heaven & hell. What we called God created everything you see & experience. Your soul is tied to this earthly body. Any good pure person can reach Heaven. All your thoughts & actions are being recorded. Evil nasty people will goto hell.
We resemble the one called Jesus. We do not look like God. The ancient Gods were a mix. Some were aliens. Some were watchers. Some were angels. To try to fix us God himself took on human form. That was Jesus. He wants us to act like him. Yet we still don’t.
He now knows we never will be perfect; but he’s fine with that. He wants us to be the best we can. Your soul is made in His image. Not your body.
He didn’t call himself God. That’s what some of us called him in this language.
Anyways. I’m supposed to be the strongest in my line. I argued with them that I’ve never been abducted or talked to aliens.
They said you admit you saw a Tic Tac. Yes I did in the 70’s. They say you dreamed grays tried to get you twice. Yes I did. They say what happened. I say I easily defeated the grays. They say exactly. It wasn’t dreams. They were here to take you. They were supposed to collect your DNA for later cloning & improvement. But you beat them & they couldn’t take you. Your mind is stronger than the grays minds. Your body is stronger than theirs. You have a lot more of the Nordic alien spliced into your DNA than any of our family. You were supposed to help lead humans forward.
The Watchers & grays are getting frustrated because they can only create so many like me. But when they do; humans either don’t listen to me; or try to kill those like me.
I don’t believe this. It sounds crazy to me. They say well if you’d let the grays take you they’d show you. But they are afraid to try again because you are so strong you can kill them. They can’t take you to their mother ship because you could kill all of them on any of the mother ships.
This sounds freaking insane to me. I’m a very scientific logical person. This sounds made up. My family says they can see a few seconds into the future; but I can see a week or more whenever I want or need to. No. But I’ll admit I’m really good at guessing. So they asked me to bring a folder I keep. I’ve predicted the winner of the last 14 or so college football champs correctly in a row.
They pulled out their notebooks & showed where I haven’t lost a card game in over a year. They said they only time you ever lose is if you get bored & want to. That actually seems true. I’ve always been bored. They said you’ve always talked about humans as if you are not one since you were 2. That’s true. At age 2-3 I started telling my family about space & treating them like they were the children. I knew stuff about space that scientists are just now proving. But that’s just because I’m smart. Not alien.
So they made me play cards all week. In every deal to 4 people I’ve gotten at least two aces nearly every time. Sometimes I get 3-4. I usually also get two of the kings in every deal. They say that’s statistically impossible.
They say your favorite is the ace of spades. If any of us starts doing well you start getting it in every hand. So we traced it all week. I got that card in over 80% of the deals. They take turns shuffling. They say don’t you think we want to beat you. They say you know we cheat. We try to help each other best you. I said I know. I watch you cheat. They said yes; but you still win. That’s true. But I just win because I’m smart.
They say you used to make dice land on what you wanted. That’s true. I’d shake them & whatever number I wanted they’d land on.
They say as a boy you’d make Spears & could run a deer down in the woods & throw the spear right thru it’s heart. That’s true. They say you could use a sling shot & kill a bird flying in the air. That’s true.
They say you beat 3 eight graders in a fight when you were in 4th grade. That’s true. They say at 12 you knocked out at 260 lb man in a fight. That’s true; but he hit my grandma & made me mad.
They said as a boy you got scared of a dog. You didn’t want to kill it so you jumped 15 feet onto the roof. That’s true; but I don’t believe it was 15 feet. Probably only 10-12. I was just athletic. I was about 8 when I did that. I’d killed a dog that tried to bite me when I was 6. It was a really big dog. I broke its neck. I didn’t mean to; but it bit a boy then tried to bite me.
They said you got mad & drug somebody’s car off. That’s true. In high school an older boy made me mad. So I picked up the back of his car. Drug it across the parking lot. Then I picked up the front & back one end at a time until it was stuck between a wall & telephone pole. He had to pay a tow truck to drag it out somehow after about a week. It was funny. I also did it at a restaurant in college. Some black guys blocked me in. So I picked up one end of their car & drug it off & stuck it on something. Hours later a tow truck was still trying to unstick it. I said well they shouldn’t have made me mad. But other strong people can do that. That’s not alien. I’m just strong.
So they pointed out I beat an ex college basketball player in basketball. I beat ex college football players (my family & others in football). They pointed out that I played pick up football for a number of years. They said how many times were you ever tackled. Well never. They said it was 14 on 14. Several of them played college football. All of them played high school football. How were you never tackled. I’m just good. They said everyone knew you were going to run. You would even tell them where you were going to run. Yet 14 grown men couldn’t ever tackle you. That’s correct.
They said you raced three sprinters from a college sprinting team. True. But they beat me. They said didn’t one mock you. I said yes. They said what happened then. I said I outran all 3 of them over & over. I laughed & mocked them. I toyed with them. I made their asses quit. They said how much did you weigh. Over 270 lbs. They said how does a 275 lb man built like the hulk outrun three college sprinters over & over without ever getting tired. I’m just athletic. They say that’s not normal.
Well; I’m old now. Can’t do that now. Here’s my point. I only squatted about 840. They said the only reason you didn’t squat more is you broke all the squat racks. That’s true. We couldn’t build squat racks strong enough. We had to get those big Olympic bars because I kept warping bars. I’d squeeze all the big weights I could on it.
They said how much did you bench. I said only about 650. They said you only stopped because you kept breaking all the benches. That’s true. We tried to weld stronger benches; but I broke the floor when I tried to bench more. We had Tiredworndown@gmail.com replace half the living room floor. But there are stronger people than me.
Their argument is that I wax like a super hero. Yes; a few people in the world could sprint a little faster; but I could run 30 miles 2-3 times a week. A few people could run farther but I could run faster & run them down. A few people were stronger but I was a better fighter. They said at 270 lbs you could stand & turn over 100 back flips in a row. That’s true. I could go on & on.
But here’s my opinion. Yes; I could do a 360 degree two handed slam. I could slam from the free throw line. But MJ was better. I could throw a football 100 yards & hit a trash can. But Elway was better. I could throw a 100 mph fastball; but so can other people. I could hit long home rubs; but McGuire & Conseco hit balls that went a little farther.
My family is full of college athletes. I’m just the best in my family. It’s just good genetics. I’m not an alien hybrid. They claim I am. To me that’s stupid. I’m not delusional. Sure; I could have played college football; baseball; or basketball if I wanted. There are a lot of college athletes that could do that. They chose not to play all 3. Yes; I could have ran; jumped; & threw the shot put & stuff in college. A lot of athletes could; they don’t because it doesn’t lead to money. Maybe I could have reached the NFL or MLB. Yes; I had the athletics for it. But to be in the MLB you have to have great bat control or great control of your pitching. In the NFL you have to stay “healthy”. Very rarely do the best high school athletes reach the NFL. It’s the people whose body can withstand punishment thru high school & college. I never proved anything.
Being able to beat a few ex college athletes that never went pro just proves I could have been a good college athlete. I already knew that. My cousins played college sports. So did their college friends. I whipped their butts in the backyard or on fields. Or on basketball courts. That doesn’t prove I could play pro.
See to me I think my family is delusional. They were college athletes. I was a better fighter than the one who fought professionally in mixed martial arts. He got his name in papers. I could easily whip his butt. But he never got rich. He never won a title. All we proved is I could whip his butt; & he proved he could fight pro. Cool. That doesn’t mean I could win a title now does it. They say well we tried to talk you into it. There was no money in it back then. I wasn’t going to risk killing somebody for a few thousand dollars. I had to be really careful sparring or in a fight; because I learned as a boy I could possible kill someone. In first grade I got mad at a big fourth grader who hit me. So I hit him back & they couldn’t wake him up. He lay on a table for a long time. He was breathing but the couldn’t wake him. That scared me. So I never hit anyone as hard as I could again. Yet I still knocked people out sometimes. I was afraid to box & stuff. Same with football. I tried to play. But I’d run down the field & hurt people if I ran over them. On defense I hit people so hard they’d pass out; lose teeth; go flipping in the air; get their arm or leg broke. One time when I was running the football I hit a big guy low with one arm. I flipped him in the air. He went flipping thru the air; & hit the ground unconscious. I was afraid to play sports because I might accidentally kill someone.
In baseball they made you use wood bats. Every at bat I’d break a bat. They’d yell at me. They gave me an aluminum bat to practice. I kept tearing up the balks every time I hit one. They’d complain balls cost money. A pitcher tried to hit me with the ball. So I kept trying to hit him when I batted. Then it did & I knocked him out with the ball. Another at bat the ball hit a pitcher & broke his wrist.
They wanted me to pitch. I accidentally hit a boy crowding the plate; but he leaned in as I was releasing. The ball knocked him out. I was afraid to play sports because I always hurt people. Sports are supposed to be fun. I don’t like hurting people. But every town or city has one great athlete better than everyone else. Had I stuck with sports I’d been a local legend for 3-5 years. Then the next one would come along. That does not mean I’d dominate college sports.
Every player on Duke basketball or USC football uses to be the best thing since Swiss cheese in his little pond. Now he’s in a big pond. The best of them go pro; & find out everyone there is a pro. Then the best of them learn about age & attrition. Remember MJ’s last come back? That was sad.
Just because I can bear my cousin who played college basketball or football; doesn’t mean I can beat MJ or Brady. Just because I can our sprint some DII sprinters doesn’t mean I can win Olympic gold.
I think my family is delusional. There are a lot of family’s that churn out a truck load of college athletes in different sports. But only a few of us made it pro; & non of them got rich or famous. They were low end. The backups. The role players. There briefly & gone in a hurry. Just because I was better than all of them doesn’t mean I would dominate or even reach the pros. Yes; I had the skills; but one injury in high school or college & that’s gone. They didn’t have modern sports med way back then. I saw my older cousins limping around with busted knees; shoulders, & backs. I didn’t want to be that messed up at age 26-30. They weren’t rich. They’d say well you can date cheerleaders. I had sleepovers with multiple cheerleaders in high school & college. I married a cheerleader. I didn’t have to play sports. I looked good & had a giant penis that stayed erect. I was sweet; kind; polite; & funny. Women liked that I was a good artist; made straight A’s, & was a great dancer. . .
My family thinks we are alien altered & they were abducted. They feel I’m so advanced the aliens couldn’t abduct me. I feel those failed abductions were just my weird dreams.
Well they showed me the books. I haven’t lost a game in over a year. These are smart people. A doctor; an engineer who used to win chess tournaments. They showed me where I’ve never been set in cards this year; but set them often. Basically I set them half the time they win a bid.
Until aneurisms I won everything. I often goofed off on the winning sports team; but added just enough to win; sometimes that meant I scored every point in a football or basketball game if that’s what it took.
Health caused memory issues made it harder; but even online I mostly won. Considering I was one of a few not using mods & I couldn’t control my teams; I still had amazing positive ratio. Some of these opponents were basically invincible. Couldn’t kill them; they couldn’t miss; & yet with no mods I mostly won. If my mind & body still worked right I’d been way better.
They showed me how over a year I bid exactly my pull about 70% of the time; only one over about 20% of the time; & two or more over the other 10%. Yet in over a year I was never set. Those were solo stats. But on teams I was still really close. If my team mate let me win the bid my numbers stayed nearly identical.
With heartfelt thanks, what I have been feeling all my life has just now been confirmed by your post, I guess I felt there was a reason for this but due to this I now have a much clearer aspect as to who and what I actually am. You will never know how much this means to me, thank you once again
My mind seems to move at a much faster speed. To interact with this world I have to slow down. If there is danger I seem to be able to slow down things around me. It lets me do what seems incredible to others because I can study things & later them. I also sometimes seem to see into the future a few mins; a day; even a week. I sometimes alter things so they turn out better. Can all of you do that too? I’m old & sick. I’ve always allowed God to heal myself before; but no one seems to want me now, so I’m letting myself die. I seem to fade away a little more each day. It’s possible I could still save myself, but I can’t find a reason to yet.
It may not seem like it, but your worth is there. You have someone that has been waiting for you to initiate the first conversation. Someone that misses you and Fonds for you. Who do you have your eyes closed too?
I nearly died. Anerism damage. Should be dead. I don’t believe in what you do. But ive had so many people ask me if I’m a star child I’m trying to vaguely answer just in case you people are correct. I have a soul & go to Heaven for certain. The rest i can explain in science but you will see as alien. So I’ll let you decide. Some i have no answer for. I’m not sure if order & stuff is correct cause of anerism.
1) i hear the name Jesus & you ask him in heart. All i knew. So i do & its like my body was left but my soul was pulled to another dimension. Meet Jesus. He explains why I’m here. I chose a role. I must tell all i know. Not suppossed tell this; but if aliens are real they are just a race; not gods. No more than Vikings & then Columbus landing here.
2)had advanced understanding of space before anyone ever tell when first look at it. Science is just catching up with some things i believed when age 3-4.
3)try share very advanced science ideas. Most don’t listen.
4)witness within one foot what Navy name Tic Tac. Study it for 30 mins. Advanced version of captured German tech i thought. Adults are cry; shocked; hysterical & claim are aliens.
5) had very odd dreams. Very vivid. But just fade away as force to wake up. If this is how abductions really happen. And they are real(which i don’t believe); then i guess it could be real. But i don’t believe most abductions are real. I think are vivid dreams; hallucinations caused by stress; & faked. But; some could be real. There has to be other advanced life. But i need proof. Giant squid & lobe fish were real. Bigfoot has been silver back gorilla so far. Swamp ape is descended from escaped circus. Nessie was wood; & dolphins. Weird dog has been found. So need proof. Ive heard want to talk. Well then; why crop circles? Feed seseme street into computer; take over air waves; & say hi.
6) an attractive man tried to befriend me. Then tried abduct me. I hurt him. He came back & tried kill me. But was a gap there. It never occur to me may be related. He was dressed in black. Ha. Sounds so stupid. But ive taken ancient aliens as serious as possible; which means you can’t believ much of that at best. So they claim men in black show up. But; was alone; & not like ones on TV. So i fully believe unrelated, since was time gap; & my dreams were just dreams.
7)almost died. Seemed goto Heaven; but since nearly die that time was possible i just imagine that.
8) Lots people tell me I’m a star child for many years; & some have always claimed my eyes glow. Yet i don’t see them glow.
9) Pentagon confirms Navy Tic Tac video, & hers i am looking into it.
If there are others out there like me hiding amongst the humans. You are also a human. They have the same souls as us. They are just not exactly like us. We will all live together with He who made us whom Christians call God. To get there follow the teachings of Jesus. He is the perfect form of us. Angels are there too. And arch angels. Other faiths may have a way. I don’t know. I do know if you think doing evil is what God wants then they are teaching wrong or you need to change faiths.
If all this alien nonsense id real then beware. After i saw that Tic Tac i had weird dreams. I thought they were just dreams. I was very young. But in my dreams what they call greys tried to say they were my friends. I ran. Then i thought i stayed awake. I thought the adults were wrong. They say i fell asleep while trying to stay awake; which is probably true. Either way. Let’s say it was a dream. But i thought i was awake. In the “dream” they now tried to move fast & take me by force. I had to kick their butts. They tried to use mind attacks & grab me. They didnt want to hurt me. They needed me intact. I was very scared & armed myself. I still keep weapons by my bed to gut them. I will not go by force.
Ive always assumed it was just stupid dreams. The adult said it was. I did seem to be in a dream till i snapped out of it. Then they faded away just like in a dream. Except one faded slower. I had kicked his butt. I almost decided to finish him. But i let him go.
I still think it was just weird dreams caused by the stress of seeing a secret US craft by a military base; & having my adult neighbors in terror around me when i saw it. Then my local TV saying other adults saw it & running a special that it could be real.
So i still think it was dreams. But if these abductees are not lying then the aliens may be looking for us.
So I’ll admit something i just connected. Right after that a man showed up. Dressed all in black. Pretty man. Wanted to be my friend. I wouldnt go. So he tried to take me. Claimed he was there to help me.
He kept trying. So i gave him something ajax wont take off. Then he tried to kill me. Then he ended up running from me.
If all these crazy people are not crazy. If what i saw was not just a secret USA craft from the base. And if all these loons who think they got abducted are not in fact crazy. That means my weird dreams may have been real. I could explain the science but if you are one of me you don’t need me too. You’ll figure it out yourself.
Then this means they are working together. Do not go with them. Fight them. If they kill you it does not matter. Your soul goes to Heaven.
Please note: most of you are dilusional. You are not a star child. Just a person who needs therapy. If aliens try to grab you you do not need weapons. Just push them away and wake up. Run till you wake up. Scream. Don’t jump out a window or run in a road because you are probably either sleep walking; dilusional; or in a dream. But if you are moving while dreaming & jump out a window then you die. So don’t do that. Better to be abducted. If the aliens are real & trying to steal secrets they already have.
Wow. This is complicated. How to reach a real Heavenly person without telling crazy people to do crazy stuff.
Let’s just say i got away the first time by running & screaming which i thought woke me up & they dissapeared because it was a dream. But if that was real then running thru ths house screaming seems to work.
In my next dream they turned out to have been faking. They were not nice. And could move faster. But they picked the wrong kid. I whipped that butt. Start screaming as you fight. They will either dissapear because you are in fact just dreaming or they will beam out. This still seems so stupid.
All this time i never believed in this UFO alien mess. Then the US pentagon goes & tells me the videos are real. I know i saw a real Tic Tac. I even talked to one of those adults when i grew up. She also had an experience apparently. She was the crazy UFO lady. I asked her. She seemed normal. We talked. I then described the details. She realized i was the kid beside her back then & that she really saw it. She screamed the aiens are coming. They want to get us. She ran off screaming like a crazy person. Every time she saw me after that she ran off & hid in her house. I avoided her. I thought wow; she saw a secret US craft; thought it was aliens, & is still flipped out over it.
See i don’t believe in ghosts; big foot; any of that crazy stuff. I have laughed at people like you my whole life. Not outloud. I’m a nice person. I just felt sorry for you. I thought you were mentally I’ll.
But in the middle of the pandemic I’m like what? Pentagon sayes UFOs are real? Why do that? I assumed it was hoax videos. I went with it to mess with people. So i watched again. Yep. If real thats the heat sig of the secret craft i saw. So i assumed is just the gov deploying them secretly to protect our carriers in case China acts up. Then i assume the gov intentionally release the videos to scare China into act right.
But i have to now watch ancient aliens & wonder if some of that stupidity is real. I always laughed at most of it. But are abductions real? Did i really fight aliens? How can that be? I thought i dreamed that cause adults were so scared.
Then that leads me to wondering why so many crazy people in last 20 yrs tell me I’m a star child; nordic alien; & all that crap. I know I’m not crazy cause my family still talks about these crazy people asking me that in front of them.
So i look that up & end up places like this. I remember i was exactly like much of whats on this page. Still am to a degree.
So then i day wait a minute. When i was saved i changed. How did a little boy know so much about Heaven without being taught? How did i know things about space scientists are just fuguring out?
Why did animals; babies; & pretty women act so odd around me? Why have random people always told me my eyes glow when they don’t? Say I’m beautiful when I’m not?
When i nearly died & thought i went back to Heaven did i really? Ive lived my whole life serving God because I’m convinced i went to Heaven as a little boy. Plus ever since then their is the Holy Spirit in there with me. He’s very annoying. You can’t have any fun without him making you feel bad about it.
So I’ll admit i might be dilusional. However; my dad & mom never spent time with me. I was in a house with no TV. My mom would just leave me in a crib all day. I got fed & that was it. She left the house. I spent all day alone as a baby.
Then i was given to people. But they died soon after. So i barely knew them. Then i was locked in a dark room in a house with no electricity for about 1 1/2 yrs. Then people came for me. I could barely walk when i left. The sun scared me. I went to a house where i stayed alone all day on the woods.
At night i slept in a dark room alone. There was no TV yet. Right afted i got there i go outside with the man. I see the sky. I ask what he calls things. He tells me. I start telling him whats out there & how it works. Im maybe 3 1/2-4. How did i know things about space that scientists are only figuring out currently? There were no hubble telescopes then.
How did i know so much about Heaven; Jesus; creation; God; angels; & all that after asking Jesus into my heart when i had never seen a TV working; or anything? No one talked to me. No radio. No Church. No kids to play with yet. That all came later.
You know i wish the pentagon had never confirmed those videos. I wish i had never saw that stupid secret US oval drone hovering near my home.
I wish I’d never had those stupid alien dreams. I wish people had never thought my eyes glowed. I sure as crap wish you prople had never started asking me if i was a star child.
My kids have real life issues. My wife is sick. I’m literally fighting off death time & again some how. Its like I’m made out of teflon. I can not explain how I’m walking around alive right now. Theres a caronavirus pandemic. Crazy people rioting in the streets. And i can’t sleep because you are correct. All this weird stuff has happened my whole life. Ive had to run off when too many animals or toddlers tried to approach me because its crazy.
My wife would say wow; kids like you. Why do birds land on you. Why do birds sing to you. All of that. I do not know.
Now i just connected that a man dressed all in black tried to abduct me after i saw that stupid thing.
All you crazy people have me thinking crazy stuff. How can all of this be real?
F it. I’m going to eat & watch TV.
There really was a pretty man who showed up that yr. Tried to be my friend. Tried to abduct me. Came to my house & tried to get me. I messed him up. So he tried to kill me. Then i moved. That really hapoened. He didnt look like the ones on TV though. But was a pretty man in black clothes.
He picked the wrong kid to mess with. But that did not happen right after it. Or did it? I never connected those things.
I’ll tell you this. I need to stop watching ancient aliens. Now i have to wonder if my childhood stalker was part of all this crazy stuff.
Whew. I really need to get out of the house; get some sleep. All these crazy people on the Secret of Skinwalker ranch have almost convinced me. But they have to be making that stuff up right?
I did just see a secret gov craft right? I did just have weird vivid dreams because adults were scared correct?
But i can’t explain how i thought i went to Heaven as a little boy. I didnt almost die. The second one i did technically die briefly.
I can explain why crazy people keep calling me a star child. Cause they read this stuff & watch ancient aliens.
I’m not sure why so many of them pick me out of the bunch to say thaf too.
As for the babies & animals. Thats easy. I must emit a pharamone in the air that makes babies & some animals happy when they smell it; & thats why hot women want me.
As for the glowing eyes. I just have weird eyes. I can’t see them glow. Not everyone does.
As for knowing which people are good or bad. I’m only right about 99% of time. Sometimes I’m wrong. So I’m just very perceptive.
Whew. I almost went down the rabbit hole. This pandemic is too much.
It appears I am a Star Child. I do not understand this. I never believed in all this crazy stuff. I found all you people insane. How can this be true?
OK. How did i get here & finally think you people may be right? I lived by military base. Thought i saw secret US craft. Was very cool. I looked at it and understood it because from about 2 i seemed to know how things worked but not what you people called it. I tried to tell yall what was in space & you needed to spend all your efforts moving there ASAP. These planets don’t last. You can’t worship the planet. You must live in harmony with it long enough to go live there. Take your planet with you. I could tell you how. But it seems useless. You seem intent on foolishness. You treated me like an alien. I viewed you as monkeys. I loved you & wanted to help. But you just hurt me.
So how i got here to your site. Saw Tic Tac by military base. Thought very cool US craft. The adults were so afraid. I laughed. i just realized something. The alien greys are here looking for us. They are just another race of beings. They are trying to understand how to get to Heaven. Do not tell them. I kicked ther butts when they came for me. Then a man in blacks clothes came for me. I also kicked his ass.
They waste their time. God created me. But he created all of this. They can try to cheat. But he can change the very fabric of everything & they will cease to exist.
You could destroy my body but not my soul. Its owned by God.
All of you. I don’t know if Jesus is your only way back. I do know he is “a” way back. Follow the teachings of Jesus & tell God you know he created you. Honor Him. Then i know you will make it back. I am from there. I remember coming here. I have been there once. But Jesus asked me to come back so i did. Too many of you are mean. You need to love. I am also very flawed. I’m not an angel. Nor an arch angel. Some of you think that. I am not an alien. Some of you think that.
Aliens are just other evolved races. Your body did evolve. God caused that. Your soul is the real you.
I am telling you secrets you are not suppossed to know.
Find smart people. Encourage them to have children. Encourage them to goto college. All of it must lead to moving to space. You can not make this planet last forever.
This is a crib. You must leave the crib.
Quit spending all your $ paying people to dribble balls; sing; & act. That is important. Emotions make life worthiving. But you need to direct that $ towards space.
Your most valuable asset is smart people. Help autistics so they can help you.
They are also humans. But wired differently. Together you will get there faster. Use machines but do not let them think for themselves. They can destroy you.
Instead put your minds in the machines.
I’m dulling this down because none of you can understand me.
Do not force smart people to reproduce or help you. Instead offer them the same kind of money you pay NBA players to get them to reproduce & invent things.
You are racing against clocks. Asteroids. Super volcanoes. Other things. Some will set you back. Some will extinct you. So move into space.
But. Your soul is you. I will go back soon. I am using the teachings of Jesus to do so. That works. Other ways may work.
If you must do wrong; then that way does not work. Killing people doesn’t work. God does not want you to kill your own kids. That is devilish. That only gets you to hell. Hell does exist in a sense. Its much worse than you think. I only saw it from a distance. Those who chose that really wish they had not. But once you choose that you are stuck with it it seems.
If you think God wants you to mistreat gay people you are wrong. You are not Jesus. Yes. It is a sin. You are suppossed to marry & reproduce. But guess what. So is eating too much. Chasing after your neighbors wife. Divorcing. We all sin. Only Jesus was perfect. So quit trying to take his job. You can’t.
That was for the Christians. You shouldnt push people away from Jesus because you are insecure.
I think all good people go to Heaven. Maybe they are reborn till they find Jesus. I have no idea. I know i am from Heaven. I came back from Heaven twice. I did it to save some of you. I must leave soon. These human bodies do not last.
Once i leave i will not be reincarnated if thats possible. I wouldnt need it. I’m pure. I just go back & stay.
So if you want to go there the path Jesus showed you will work. So take that path. Maybe other paths also work. I don’t know. I do know that if you think God wants you to kill or isolate gays; your own kids; disabled people; other races; whatever; then you are wrong.
Gay people can go to Heaven. So long as they are good people. God is good. Jesus is love.
I must sleep. Human bodies tire.