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Hi, my name is Chloe. I always fell in love with boys until I was 14, that’s when I first fell in love with a girl, and with time, other girls AND BOYS. I knew that I was Bi. And it was totally normal. I knew that.
But then, when I was 17 I started a bad relationship, I could even say traumatic. Since then, I don’t date, I still feel attracted to some people (I would say that in 20 people, 1 makes me feel attracted) but I always push them away soon or later. And in all times, I imagined to kiss them but never do sexual relations – I only feel like I could actually do it (sexual relations) in 2 days of the month (First 2 days of my period). The rest of the month I feel kind of repulsed about it.
And it’s been very confusing because I feel that I don’t want to date with anyone but I keep daydreaming about a celebrity in special, that I know that I will NEVER date him. That makes me feel safe at some point because, in that way, nobody will hurt me and I won’t imagine with someone around me that I could possibly fall in love, I don’t know.. AND I would like some advice, I’m not sure what’s my sexual orientation, if I’m asexual or if it was because of my past relationship (Although it happened about 3 years ago). And if you know what I should do, my daydreaming is almost impossible to control, I feel distracted, my days are not very productive because I’m always losing myself in thoughts. Thank you for reading this and Thank you if you help me.