The Dark Night of the Soul is one of the most painful, isolating, and destabilizing experiences in life. Yet it is also a tremendous blessing in disguise.
As a primordial process of death and rebirth, the Dark Night of the Soul is a period in life where we are stripped of everything that is false.
The veils of illusion are torn from our eyes. We suddenly see the fragility of ourselves, other people, and existence itself.
Out of nowhere, we start asking big questions such as “What is the meaning of life?” “What happens after death?” and “Why was I born?”
The more we start to question our lives, the more deception we come across. We see the lies perpetuated by society.
We see the ways we have become wounded and behave dysfunctionally. And we may even notice a sense of emptiness inherent in our lives. Something feels missing. But what?
For many people, the Dark Night of the Soul heralds big life shifts. We may quit our jobs, leave our marriage, and seek out something more meaningful and aligned with who we truly are.
For some, the Dark Night is a call to begin the spiritual wanderer’s journey toward self-actualization, spiritual illumination (or enlightenment), and reconnecting with the Soul.
Dark Night of the Soul Questions
When people first enter this dark period of life, they often have many questions.
It can feel scary to lose interest in what you once valued and have your life turned upside down. Due to its destabilizing effect on our lives, the Dark Night is synonymous with what is known as the spiritual emergency.
Here are some commonly asked questions which might help to relax your mind a bit:
Most people who go through the Dark Night feel a sense of loneliness, isolation, anxiety, and depression. It’s common to crave solitude and quiet, comforting environments. While some describe the experience as a death and rebirth, others describe it as the feeling of disintegrating or falling through a void.
The Dark Night of the Soul is an experience that is unique to everyone (although it does share many common characteristics). For one person it may last a few months, for others, it may last a year or many years. Most importantly, please understand that this is a temporary experience, and many people can relate to what you’re experiencing. You’re not alone, although it might feel that way.
There are many ways to answer this question, but it’s crucial to understand first and foremost that the Dark Night is a natural and organic process. Just as trees go through a period of losing their leaves in Autumn/Winter, so too do we as humans (metaphorically speaking). We all go through cycles of death and rebirth – periods where we are full of life and energy and then periods where we need to slow down and go within. The Dark Night helps us to stop and tune into our inner selves. It is a process that goes hand-in-hand with the spiritual awakening process and finding our true life purpose.
Good question! Think of the Dark Night of the Soul as entering a prolonged Winter period. What comes after Winter? Spring! After the Dark Night, we emerge refreshed, renewed, and ready to walk our true life paths. This is known as the ‘Illumination‘ stage on the spiritual wanderer’s journey. In this period, we have gained clarity, wisdom, tenderness, and the ability to tune into ourselves thanks to the Dark Night period. These qualities we then bring into our lives. It’s quite common to start big projects, make powerful life changes, and explore our newly found gifts after the Dark Night of the Soul. It’s a blessing in disguise.
Dark Night of the Soul Test
Are you experiencing symptoms of loneliness, isolation, depression, and soul loss? Does it feel as though you’re cut off or totally disconnected from the Divine?
If so, you may be experiencing a Dark Night of the Soul. Take our free Dark Night of the Soul Test to confirm (or challenge) your suspicions below:
What result did you get? Feel free to share your results in the comments as well as any reflections.
If you need more in-depth guidance, see our Dark Night of the Soul Journal for more help.
What has your experience during the Dark Night been like so far? I’d love to hear from you below. Your words might inspire or support someone else on this difficult journey.
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I had been struggling for several years (since about 2015). I believe I’m on the other side of my Dark Night (now that I know what to call it). How I feel, how I communicate, how I express love, how I believe in myself, and HOW I VIEW MYSELF has transformed. I realized that I had ignored the greatness, the God within me my entire life. That realization alone has affected me the most; mainly in how quickly that realization has manifested things I’d tried for years. Push through this. You are enough. You will be better for it. You don’t know me, but I promise.
Wow, I’m at a loss for words right now, that was probably the most profound truth I’ve heard about what I’ve been going through. I didn’t think anyone would understand because it’s been such an intense experience
The way you word things – you have such a gift! You point at things (that I’ve found to be) inexplicable and you just ‘name’ them! It’s as though naming them takes away their power and ability to be too overwhelming. And that’s kind of comforting. But no, I wasn’t really surprised by the results; it’s just that this is such a horribly long ‘dark night of the soul’ – twenty years and counting. Perhaps I’m just a very slow learner. I do cringe internally when people start talking ‘God’ though – for a couple of reasons: 1) was raised (brainwashed) in a ‘Christian cult’ that loved using ‘fear-as-a-motivator’ to ensure the obedience of children, teens and adults alike, and 2) because (I thought) I’d had a major revelation recently that God isn’t an external being on a throne in the clouds waiting to ambush us and make us suffer for all eternity for not being perfect, but that ‘God’ is a living energy inside all of us that we just aren’t aware of and certainly not tuned in to. You’ve helped boost my confidence a little in knowing that I haven’t spent all this time breaking away from the… Read more »
My wife and I have experienced ghosts, apparitions, and unexplained energies for three years before finding something that eased the situation. Since then we have been doing a lot of spiritual work quantum hypnosis, reiki, getting reiki abutments for level 1, soon to be level 2, change of diet, meditation daily to raise vibration, and along with everything listed we are living much better. There still comes time when things are going well it seems like a change comes and drops a rock on me and I am back working to find the way out from underneath. Once out from underneath the rock feeling very spiritually high and Yeah I MADE IT THROUGH WITH gubilation, containing more gifts and abilities for another rock to come falling back down and the process to continue over and over again. The spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical strength continues to grow thanks to the what I would call spiritual downloads from my guides. Wow what a ride. Would love to hear what you think.
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Stephen
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How do I get through my dark night while at the same time struggling with addiction??
I was a happy child until I had a mystical experience at the age of eight, the euphoria of which ended about a month afterwards, following which has been an enduring inner torment that comes and goes with bouts of liberating illumination. There wasn’t anything particularly bad that happened externally, but internally it was another matter. This inner pain created bad things externally which fed back into the inner pain, compounding it. There were periods of illumination that alleviated the pain for awhile until new pain came in and then the struggle ensued once again culminating in another illumination that alleviated the pain again. This cycle has gone on for forty years, wreaking havoc on my life but illuminating me beyond anyone’s wildest imagination. I cannot say it has been worth it but the process is still going on and that point of view could change. It seems as if it is unlikely to ever end but that is just “seemingness” which has nothing to do with reality.
Since I was 21, I’ve been spiraling out of control with my life. Was a 3.0 gpa student and was sexually assaulted during my senior year and was in emotionally draining relationship. Ended up in the hospital with PTSD depression anexity. The next 3/4. Years I’ve battled it horrible , jumping form job to job not really having a purpose. Chasing woman, drinking, partying not having any future. Basically wasting away my time on money and things that I didn’t value prior. I was a good person with a very strict moral code before my trauma but I lost my way and became what I hated the most. About a year ago, I met this woman. She lived right down the street from me and we got really close really fast. It felt like I was meeting my soul mate. I wasn’t really ready for a relationship at the time because I wasn’t fully healed with my trauma. I didn’t want to mess it up though and she ended up saying you either date me or I’m bouncing. We had similar values and similar dreams but we rushed into love and our relationship because I didn’t want to lose her… Read more »
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Hi after a medical operation going drastically wrong my life changed forever with everyday chronic nerve pain loss of bladder bowel hale numb right leg so my life changed drastically I would like to believe there is a purpose in my pain for someone somewhere I don’t want to be I. My body or world but I want to connect with my soul to make this life that I’m living which is painful depressing and suicidal worthwhile for someone else suffering I’ve had those thoughts why me questioning God etc I just sit in a corner of my house everyday wishing questions about being useless now to my hubby kids grandkids that I cannot even babysit enjoy life with I loved life especially outdoors Really I want to die really right now (just had 3 days of severe chronic pain) but yet someone is telling me to connect with my soul. Which voice do I follow I know the right one is to connect with my soul and the easy one is just die Geraldine
I don’t feel like myself lately and I feel lost, even sick to my stomach with unusual headaches every day. The things I was once engaged and I have absolutely no interest for. I feel self-absorbed lately like I’m letting everyone around me down too. Normally I am the positive energy and light in the room that picks everyone else around them up. Now I feel so down in the dumps of sorrow and depressed. For no real obvious reason at all. Sometimes I wonder why my soul chose this path and the pain it wanted to experience. I even burst out crying yesterday for no particular reason. I’ve become extremely tired, even when I get enough sleep. I keep questioning life and I have this deep urge that my soul wants to go home. I’ve become obsessed with what happens to us after our physical body dies. I’m not like suicidal or anything but I have an urge to go back to source energy. But I know I haven’t finished my souls contract here yet and I’ll just just be re-introduced to the same issues. How do I get through this time in my life as I am deeply… Read more »