How Old is Your Soul? {Free Test}

Quite a few years ago now, my mother got a tape that guided us through our birth and into the life before. I wasn’t keen and in fact I was somewhat anxious but I agreed to do it with her. In hindsight, I would have felt better if there were someone else present that stayed in the present. It was called “Journey into Past Lives ” by Denise Linn. I still have a copy of it. Anyway, we lay down and listened to the tape.I remember thinking “hey, this is going to work” as I faded into a deep trance.
From what I remember, I felt the pressure of being born into this lifetime but I can’t really remember much about that bit. But I still distinctly remember the feelings of first curiosity. I sort of still remembered to take note of everything I could for later. So I realised that I was a young girl, dressed in a cheap, whitish dress with a faded pattern or dirt stains; no shoes and bare legs. I knew I was in Wales in the country, on a grassy hill and I’d finished my chores. I think I was a milk maid or some such thing. I could only see the immediate surroundings and the lower parts of me and the ground around me. I suddenly was frighten and I saw the legs of several horses carrying soldiers with armour. They were laughing and yelling in a language I couldn’t understand. The horses were jostling me and I looked up and the soldiers had swords. I came back to reality without reliving my death because I only sensed I had been killed by a sword.

I was really frightened and don’t want to do it again but I truly believe that what I saw and felt had happened and that I probably cut it short. If so I’m glad I did but I also believe that I could have seen more had I wanted to but was able to choose not to.

I’ve had several people who have stated I’m an old soul. Told I’m the oldest young man ever met. This has been a predominate aspect throughout my life. I’m told I am the hardest person to give anything to including gifts from loved ones. I hear this on a regular basis. I have a definitive guiding ingrained idea of what people should be and never vary from these ideas. I love unconditionally I not only understand right from wrong and I practice what I believe. If I’m offered anything from money sex free tickets and even companionship I often dismiss this as someone wanting something for what they offer. Since childhood I have spent most of my time alone in the woods and in nature. I’m very much an empath. Even as a child when I’ve upset a teacher or anyone who matterd to me I spend weeks if not more not concerned with how I would pay but more concerned about how I affected the person I angered and how I may have hurt them. When “friends made plans and invited me I choose to spend my time in nature climbing trees fossil hunting and simply reveling in the beauty of the natural world. Yhirty plus years of loyal marriage and being a part of my five now adult children I find myself alone without any contact with my family. I coached their teams I stayed involved in all they did. Color gaurd football baseball basketball debate teens the list is endless. I always considered myself as gregarious in nature but never a follower. When a situation presents itself I can see the inevitable outcome and typically walk away as long as I know it doesn’t hurt those I care about. I’m the first to help yet find it difficult to garner help when I need it. Possibly because I don’t like to ask for help. Obviously we are social creatures and need other people yet my past experience have shown the only person I can depend on is me. I took your 9 question quiz and was informed I have a baby soul. I don’t understand how as every aspect of the signs of an old soul pertains to me. I will continue to read more on the subject. I’m not a follower I’m not a leader I simply offer what I want to do as opposed to what my people offer. When saying what I am going to do I always offer for anyone to join me. Some do most do not. I don’t fear time alone although I often feel alone and always have even when surrounded by people. I do enjoy people but I must add that every time I’ve trusted anyone they have intentionally hurt me. I always forgive but I never forget. It’s created a scenario in which I refuse to let anyone get too close because I know invariably they will hurt me. There are exceptions though rare. At 56 years of age I’ve reserved myself to spending my life alone. I just never thought the children I gave my all to can’t even find the time to call or at least find time for me to see my grandkids. In the end it’s nothing new to me and I will manage to carry on without anyone. I see the bigger picture and hold no resentment as they now have their turn to raise their families. I called and spent years helping my parents before they passed and of course throughout their lives. Just trying to find meaning in my continuing existence knowing nothing I do matters to anyone. If I have any fear it has become my standard. That fear is being absolutely unnecessary and irrelevant