Tasha from the USA recently asked us:
Could you share some tips for letting go of your fears? Even the really scary ones.
The first thing to understand is that fear is a natural and necessary quality. It’s an instinctive intelligence that contributes to our physical preservation. We all have precious lives to protect and if we aren’t afraid of falling off bridges, being hit by cars, or being eaten by hungry lions, we wouldn’t have been able to evolve and survive in the first place.
We all know that a courageous person is someone who still feels fear but chooses to act anyway. But fear can work in two way: it can be physically life-threatening or mentally constructed. When our fears are mentally constructed then they become abnormal.
Fear is a tool that can be harnessed skillfully only by those who have found mastery within themselves. It’s very easy for fear to become abnormal and mentally constructed in our society, so let’s have a closer look at how to deal with it.
How Fear Works
I like to think of fear as a blockage within us; a heavy energy that we create which prevents us from experiencing a harmonious state of being.
For example, if you are in a conversation and someone begins shouting at you, criticizing you, or talking about a topic you find uncomfortable, you immediately feel a flush of blood run to your face, an increased heart rate and a desire to retreat from the situation. Because social etiquette dictates that you can’t physically run away from it (although you could if you wanted to), you instead decide to mentally and emotionally withdraw from such uncomfortable experiences.
We get the exact same response when we are physically threatened, except when we are confronted with another’s hostility or intimidating behavior we protect our mental sense of identity; our self-worth, instead of our bodies. To differing extents we are all hyper-sensitive to others judgments of us, bad memories and traumatic past experiences, so our tendency is to lock away these painful parts of ourselves from being hurt again.
It is through this “locking away” process that we end up with a severely fragmented self. When we lock away enough painful memories and sensations, we quickly become so out of balance that even the slightest fear can tip us over the edge; a pimple on our face, a stutter in our voice, a bad joke made in front of our co-workers.
Most of our daily energy is consumed in the constant attempt to keep up our inner barriers. In the process we continue to lock away our illnesses deep inside without trying to cure them. It’s amazing the lengths we’ll go to protect these barriers. We will attempt to avoid the unknown, any type of change, and we will try to control everything around us to avoid dealing with our deeper issues. Finally, if someone else comes and criticizes us, we immediately become defensive and try to desperately protect or defend ourselves, trying to destroy and/or escape anyone and everything that reminds us of our deep-seated unresolved biggest fears.
This is because fear is its own enemy; it doesn’t want to feel itself because it is afraid of itself. Therefore, to truly liberate ourselves, break down the barriers within us that keep us fragmented, and truly grow as people, we must first be willing to feel and deal with these fears.
Becoming Aware of Your Fear
Our natural instinct is to want to create a life that doesn’t trigger any of our fears. Because of this, many of us live bland, predictable lives where we continue to avoid any change that might bring about these feelings.
The more afraid you are, the greater you tend to dislike change of any kind. But change is necessary in order for us to release our fears. Change is immensely useful as it provides the space for our fears to surface. For that reason, it is extremely important that we welcome it into our lives.
Would you like to know how to do this?
The first step is to stop closing yourself off. This means that it is important for you to stop protecting yourself from what you fear, allowing it to surface instead so that you can become aware of it. For example, you might fear experiencing moments of awkwardness, pain, shame, guilt, horror, angst, but whatever the issue is, a fear is basically a sensitive part within you that you don’t want to expose — and yet exposure is what hardens you and liberates you.
Yes, at first it can be shocking, even terrifying to feel our fear arise because we are directing all of our conscious attention towards it. At first allowing your fears to arise might give rise to a notably altered state of consciousness where life doesn’t look beautiful anymore, the world is hazy, people are blurry and there is an underlying sensation of panic.
But by allowing this heavy energy within us to come out, we are also creating the freedom to let it go. Fear is a powerful thing. But by developing the courage and intent to face our fears, we now have the power to choose what to do with them.
Letting Go of Fear
A person who has fears and makes the choice of avoiding them is someone who lives life constantly resisting.
When we constantly resist and fight against life, our pasts become constant replays and recollections of disturbing moments, our presents are filled with dread and the tension of always being on guard, and our thoughts of the future are filled with anxiety.
In truth, the more we avoid our fears, the more they grow in magnitude so that eventually they become so large that we feel hopeless to ever be “free” of them.
Perhaps you have tried reasoning yourself out of fear — but this, as you have most likely found, is almost always futile. Perhaps you might have adopted a variety of avoidance tactics that keep the fear just at bay — but this is only another short-term solution. Eventually after going over and under your fears with no avail, you soon discover that the only way to truly overcome them is to walk right into them.
The secret to letting go of any fear is doing the opposite of what you instinctively desire to do. Instead of running away from the tornado, you must stop, see the tornado coming towards you, and simply stand there. Yes, you might be sucked up by the tornado and tossed around a bit, but eventually you will make it to the eye of the tornado, and stand freely in the core of your being.
This core of your being is also known as your “center,” “awareness” or “conscious space.” This is a place of limitless silence and peace. So the moment you feel any fear – let go – let yourself experience the tornado without running, repressing, hiding or smothering. By choosing to let go, by choosing “non-resistance” you still continue to experience the fear, but you will watch it from a distance. It is happening, but it is not “you.”
The important thing here is to refrain from any form of resistance – even the judgment of how well you’re doing at letting go can become a form of resistance. Thoughts like, “I shouldn’t be feeling fear anymore” are still forms of resistance. Don’t fight with it, don’t try to change it, and don’t judge it. You might feel the suction of the tornado pulling at you, but continue treating it with the same willingness to let go:
Take a depth breath, release, relax, exhale and observe what is happening inside of you.