Blending Eastern Mysticism with Western practicality, involution is a word that represents the inner evolution of the heart, mind, and soul.
In essence, involution is not a dogma, creed or doctrine, but an experiential practice of life.ย You can observe it everywhere.ย
It is a philosophy of life.
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Contrary to evolution which is externally focused (yet still necessary), involution is the transformation of the internal world through the inner work processes of self-awareness, self-discovery, self-understanding, self-love, self-transformation, and self-mastery.
Ultimately, it is involution that helps to transform and liberates us from suffering through the process of internal growth and spiritual awakening.
What is the Purpose of Involution?
Involution can help us overcome our pain, lessen our suffering, and live authentically again.ย It can help us to stop fragmenting our lives, providing us with passion, direction, and wholeness.ย Involution can also help us to transcend our repetitive routines, blinding beliefs, and stagnating ways of life.
All we need to do is to adopt the philosophy that transforming internally is just as important as progressing externally. (By the way, there are seven crucial facets of involution which I’ll explore a little later.)
For too long many of us have been stranded fighting, striving, and struggling to better our external lives.ย Better jobs, better clothes, better cars, better relationships, better social statuses, better financial situations โฆ some part of us tends to believe that to nurture our external lives is to become better, smarter, and more whole people.
But it doesnโt.
Most of us feel wary, bitter, alone, and disillusioned at the end of the day. This is why involution, the evolution of our inner selves, is desperately needed.
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Why Do We Need Involution (the New Approach to Life)?
Involution is needed because we are undergoing an unprecedented level of psychological, emotional, and spiritual suffering as a species โ and it’s only getting worse.
We need an internal evolution because we are slaves to our bodies, slaves to our minds, and slaves to our emotions. We are also slaves to other people and slaves of the very society that conditions our minds with false, misleading, oppressive, and repressive beliefs and values.
Evolution has brought us to the necessary point of personal freedom and innovation in history where we can progress in new and exciting ways. However, this is a path that focuses solely on the external world: that of materialism.
But what about the soul? What about the heart? What about the transformation of our own consciousness?
These are the missing keys to the endless issues we face today of environmental destruction, social collapse, worldwide mental health crises, mass extinctions, famine, disease, and the slow decline of our planet into inner chaos.
Involution is the way forward because all true, deep, and long-lasting changes happen within. When our energy is focused exclusively on the external world, we are like ghosts, alienated from our inner wellspring of truth, living a shallow existence driven by futile, materialistic pursuits. And look where that has got us as a species.
Involution and Spiritual Awakening
Here’s an analogy that describes the painful process of ‘waking up’:
There is a large machine situated on a space of land. You were born as a cog in that machine, and since birth, you were taught that you were part of this machine. You had a few slim choices of what roles in the machine you wished to function as, but this was as far as your freedom reached.
There are some cogs which are more important than others for their functions in this machine. They are highly respected by the other cogs who aspire to be respected like them someday. However, in their free time, these cogs do all kinds of superfluous things to distract themselves from the truth of their situation: that they are trapped in a machine-prison. But one day, you eventually stop and re-evaluate how meaningless you feel in your functioning and begin to awaken to the desire that you want to be free from the machine. You suggest this idea to the other cogs, but they respond: โFree from what? We ARE this machine!โ
All of those who have undergone a spiritual awakening process, a shift to involution, can relate to this above comparison.
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The first two questions that come to you after realizing youโre not the machine and can be liberated from it are: โWho am I?” and “What is my true purpose?โ This is the beginning of the immensely fulfilling process of involution โ the beginning of the inner path of transformation, the journey of walking your authentic path.
However, this spiritual awakening process does not arise without some form of inner suffering; some degree of despair, anger, and loneliness. We’ll explore this next.
โฆ a day will come when loneliness shall weary you, when your pride shall writhe and your courage gnash its teeth. In that day you shall cry: I am alone. A day will come when you shall see your high things no more, and your low things all too near; you shall fear your exaltation as if it were a phantom. In that day you will cry: All is false.
โ Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Seeing Too Deep and Too Much
There is a type of loneliness that transcends all others.
It isnโt born from lack of company and doesnโt share the joys of an inner rich world that comes with solitary introversion. Nor has it anything to do with depression, but rather, this kind of loneliness is a spiritual affliction.
This loneliness brings feelings of emptiness, of having nothing, and having an extraordinary uncertainty in everything. This feeling is a rare experience that comes to a person who has seen too deep and too much. Yet it is the beginning of the revolutionary process of involution.
The person who has seen too deep and too much has become aware of the unreality of their lives. To them, the ordinary structure of society loses its values as they realize the fictitious nature of this matrix, this same illusional matrix where they had been projecting all their hopes and desires. If what they thought was real in this life turns out to be false, then all the ambitions and aspirations they wanted to accomplish in it are lost immediately, leaving them with the questions: Who am I and what am I doing here?
These questions are the unconscious cause of that spiritual void we all carry and the deepest origin of the existential crisis.
As humans, we constantly escape such deep questions with all types of distractions: with movies, books, careers, social trivialities, sex, and recreational, religious or patriotic fanaticism. We’ll do anything but choose to be alone with ourselves and face these questions.
Asking the Deep Questions
Involution is something we grow into rather than inherit from our society. And it starts by asking the deep questions.
Questions such as “Where did this come from?” “Why does this happen?” “What is real vs. false here?” “What is my true path?” tend to awaken something deep within us.
These questions help us to realize that the society we live in is nothing more than a contrived illusion where we blindly create our own sufferings. That the notion of โcountriesโ is merely a creation of the mind. That there are no imaginary lines that separate the borders. That egotism/respect are false and relative identities. That your name, nationality, and beliefs arenโt you โ you were simply taught them. That what we call love is less like unconditional love than it is a conditional neurotic dependency. And that money is nothing but a colorful symbolic piece of paper to motivate the social herds into labor, with the delusions of freedom. Most of us are driven by ambitions of achievement, and when all this is taken away upon realizing thereโs nothing to achieve, weโre left with the Ecclesiastical dilemma: “Vanitatum Vanitas,” or, “Nothing is worth doing.”
In fact, a normal part of shifting our energy from the outside to inside is undergoing a Dark Night of the Soul where we feel totally lost and abandoned by life/God.
Thankfully, this experience doesn’t last forever, and eventually, we start to adapt to our new role: that of the outsider.
Being an Outsider
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
โ J Krishnamurti (Think on These Things)
Those experiencing and living by the philosophy of involution will understand how important it is to focus our attention inside ourselves rather than externally onto the sickness of society. All true changes, after all, start deep inside each of us as individuals.
Naturally, the result of asking deep questions, having a total life-shattering perspective shift, or trying to seek truth means that we’ll become outsiders. We will become strange, off-beat, and “abnormal” to those in society very quickly.
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However, if the people in our culture were truly normal, they would find the state of society untruthful, distasteful, and impossible to adjust to. If they were truly “normal” they would reject the toxic, sick, and backward beliefs and behaviors propagated to keep us enslaved, and rebel, becoming outsiders.
Rebelling Against the Typical
Perhaps the hardest thing about rebelling as an outsider is that we innately struggle to belong. We cannot find a home within typical “normal” society because it contradicts our very nature; our deepest discoveries, epiphanies, feelings, and values.
For instance, your typical job is a draining 50 years of work unrelated to your true passions. Your belief system isnโt fulfilling either, especially when deep down you know it creates a world replete with inequality. Furthermore, your typical health and eating habits are fundamentally unhealthy, not to mention the thousands of dollars of typical debt you have in your bank account. Even your typical marriage is statistically bound for failure, while your typical lack of self-exploration leads to a personally unfulfilled and emotionally reactive life.
Outsiders who walk the involution path have learned that societyโs standards have nothing to do with their own. Does having higher standards mean they think theyโre better than everyone else? No. It means everyone else is running below their capacity, and outsiders want to make up for the distance.
Many will argue that if weโre all so typical, how did we create such brilliant innovations in science, spirituality, technology, literature, and so forth? In fact, it was not our human species as a whole who delivered these incredible feats, but fierce outsider individuals who deviated from the comfortable โtypicalโ (such as Socrates, Jesus, Galileo, Jung, Picasso), who were often received harshly by the โtypicalsโ of the time.
The reality is that to be an outsider takes courage, to be typical takes conformity. The fear of sticking out and screwing up is too great for the typical person. The safest way is the old way, the proven way, the boring way, the typical way. This is why shifting from the external to the internal โ the way of involution โ is so revolutionary and takes so much heroism.
I shall be telling this with a sigh somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference.
โ Robert Frost (The Road Not Taken)
The 7 Paths of Involution
Involution is the evolution of the heart, mind, and soul, and it exists as a variety of distinct, yet interconnected paths.
This is a process that we intentionally choose to go through to live wise, authentic, and whole lives. It consists of seven different facets:
- Self-awareness
- Self-exploration
- Self-discovery
- Self-understanding
- Self-love
- Self-transformation
- Self-mastery
All of us exist in each of these facets in differing degrees. The key is to discover which elements you exist in the most, and which elements you exist in the least. Discovering this will help you see what you need to work on the most.
Below, I’ll explore each involution path in a bit of detail:
1. Self-Awareness
Also called Self-Consciousness, Self-Awareness is the ability to observe the array of thoughts, feelings, and actions you carry out every day. A Self-Aware person is able to identify what they are feeling, but not necessarily why they are feeling that way. A lack of Self-Awareness is defined by animal-like behavior, or behaving without thinking โ usually called reacting.
If you are a Self-Aware person, you have:
- The ability to introspect.
- The ability to be aware of your thoughts, feelings, personality, and behavior.
See our Self-Awareness article for more guidance on developing this quality.
2. Self-Exploration
How little do we know that which we are! How less what we may be!
โ Lord Byron
Self-exploration, or the study of oneself, is the process of investigating and analyzing our inner thoughts, emotions, beliefs, and ideals. Once we become aware of our internal processes (thinking, feeling, reacting, and decision making), it is then beneficial to ask why we function the way we do. Self-exploration is often a complex process that involves a lot of introspection, observation, patient consideration, and research. It is important to realize that in order to discover who we are, we first need to study who we are.
If you are a Self-Exploring person, you:
- Explore how you feel, think, and behave
- Gain knowledge and understanding of yourself through a variety of means (books, workshops, films, tests, meditation, etc.)
In the process of Self-Exploration, we are developing the ability to divide our attention; to simultaneously be aware of both our inner selves and what we are outwardly considering.
How to Self-Explore:
- Practice Self-Observation โ powerful techniques of self-observation include meditation, mindfulness exercises, and entering altered states of consciousness (e.g., through plant medicine like marijuana, self-hypnosis, and various other trance states)
- Practice Self-Analysis โ two amazing ways of doing this include introspection (tip: combine this with journaling!) and psychoanalysis (or seeing a therapist who can help you gain an objective POV). Learn more about how to journal.
3. Self-Discovery
โWho am I?โ This is the question you venture to answer when you begin your journey of Self-Exploration, or your search to know thyself.
Self-Discovery can be understood as the act or process of gaining knowledge or understanding of yourself. Self-Discovery is closely linked with Self-Exploration because without studying oneself, attaining a degree of Self-Discovery is impossible. People who live in this level tend to discover the underlying mechanisms and truths upholding many of their beliefs, attitudes, and behaviors towards themselves and the people around them.
If you are a Self-Discovering person, you have:
- Attained insight into what, how and why you feel, think and behave the way you do
How to Self-Discover
So where do we begin? Books, workshops, meditation, online articles, tests, and spiritual documentaries all offer ways to discover yourself more deeply. A lot of the content on this website, for example, is dedicated to helping you learn more about your inner dynamics.
Here are some resources to help get you started:
- Take some psychological tests
- Learn about your core beliefs
- Delve into your inner archetypes
4. Self-Understanding
If most of us remain ignorant of ourselves, it is because self-knowledge is painful and we prefer the pleasures of illusion.
โ Aldous Huxley
Also called Self-Knowledge, Self-Understanding is the ability to know what, how, and why you do what you do. For this reason, Self-Understanding is closely linked to, and often overlaps with, Self-Discovery.
People who live in this level tend to have a well-rounded understanding of the origins and reasons behind many of their feelings, thoughts, and behaviors.
If you are a Self-Understanding person, you have:
- A thorough understanding of your strengths, weaknesses, attitudes, beliefs, motives, defenses, and reactions
Self-Understanding is what happens when we learn so much about ourselves to such a deep extent (which began in the last stage), that it becomes assimilated knowledge. Assimilated knowledge becomes โknowingโ when it is actively experienced through applied use.
How to Practice Self-Understanding
Self-Understanding is the result of integrating and actively applying all that we’ve dug up about ourselves through inner work. Therefore, it’s not a question of how to practice it, but rather how to continue living it.
Ways to continue living what you’ve learned might include:
- Reflection โ examining and contemplating your thoughts, beliefs, goals, and motivations.
- Asking questions โ the beauty of asking questions is that they are simple yet piercing and they often get to the root of the matter. Keep asking “why?” “what?” and “how?” on your involution journey and you will develop deeper and deeper self-understanding.
- Mindfully being around others โ other people are our mirrors, and anything hidden or unresolved within us will be brought up in our relationships with those we are surrounded by. Value your connections as ideal places to develop more self-understanding: there could be no better place to develop Self-Understanding.
5. Self-Love
Self-Love comes as a result of achieving Self-Understanding and is defined by a compassionate acceptance of your strengths and weaknesses.
Individuals who practice self-love realize that they are imperfect in different ways, but cease to criticize and punish themselves for these imperfections. If you are a Self-Loving person, you:
- Accept yourself, โwarts and allโ
- Stop punishing yourself for your imperfections
- Develop self-esteem and self-forgiveness
- Show self-nurturing behaviors
- Respect your needs and desires
See our articles on self-love and how to love yourself more for additional guidance.
6. Self-Transformation
When we become Self-Aware, undertake Self-Exploration, and obtain Self-Discovery, Understanding and Love, it is then that we come to experience true inner transformation. Self-Transformation can be understood as the gradual transcendence of our previous limiting and destructive identities: our ego selves.
The Self-Transforming person:
- Experiences changes in the way they live life, as well as perceive themselves and other people
- Experiences increased harmony with the world, other people, and themselves
- Experiences a death of the old and a birth of the new within themselves
- May undergo numerous mystical experiences and major life shifts
The main transformative change we begin to experience as we become more aware of ourselves is the belief that salvation of any form comes from the external world. To commit to our Self-Transformation is, in a sense, to lose our life โ not our real life, but the false life of dreams and illusions, the life that we have been conditioned with, and taught to believe in, by the world.
The moment you grow and release yourself from the enslavement of cultural values, along with unconscious desires of stimulation, possessions, and socially acceptable lifestyles; you begin to feel an enveloping sense of isolation, you begin to experience your own apocalypse. Gradually we find that our friends and family find us less interesting, more out-of-this-world, more humorless. Gradually we find that we donโt care much for what we use to.
It is at this point that we start undergoing our own process of spiritual alchemy: a time of Self-Transformation that involves the death of the old and the birth of the new.
As this Self-Transformation grows within us, we may undergo mystical experiences, profound ego deaths, and other major internal shifts that cause us to grow in true wisdom, compassion, and internal freedom.
How to Achieve Self-Transformation
Self-Transformation is the result of an accumulation of all previous involution stages (awareness, exploration, discovery, understanding, self-love). It cannot necessarily be ‘achieved’ as a static goal, but it is something active that is ongoing and spontaneous.
However, Self-Transformation is often initiated when we are willing to face the truth about ourselves. And perhaps the best method for this is shadow work.
7. Self-Mastery
The final goal of the involution process is Self-Mastery. Self-Mastery occurs when a person shifts from the false and limited ego-self to the expansive and unlimited True Self. This experience is often referred to as moksha, self-realization, atman, enlightenment, nirvana, kingdom of heaven, promised land, Allah, cosmic unity, unio mystica, mysterium tremendum, cosmic consciousness, union with God, oneness, divinity, non-duality, no-mind, samadhi, satori, harmony of the spheres and so on.
In this new shift in awareness, the person moves beyond the limited ego, and in this sense, becomes a ‘master’ of it as the ego is no longer in the main driving seat.
Self-Mastery is rare and includes:
- The ability to see and experience the illusion of the ego
- The ability to simply observe feelings and emotions without identifying with them
- The ability to realize that we are not our thoughts and emotions
- The ability to stop reacting out of hatred, anger, embarrassment, jealousy, and other harmful emotions
- The ability to live life with peace and wisdom
Examples of Self-Masters: Gautama Buddha, Zoroaster, George Gurdjieff, Lao Tzu, Gangaji, Socrates, Diogenes, Mahavira, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Unmani, Sri Ramakrishna, Jesus of Nazareth.
“But why not just start off with striving for Self-Mastery?” you might wonder.
In order for Self-Mastery to occur, there often first needs to be a thorough exploration of the individual sense of self. This exploration involves loosening old limiting beliefs, undoing dense core wounds, and generally relaxing the ego structure. Think of this as preparing a garden: in order to plant a seed, you must first have clean, fertile soil. But when that soil is full of weeds and rocks, it’s very difficult for that seed to sow.
The same can be said for us: the heavier and more contracted we are, the less likely the light of Consciousness will shine through us. We need to clear away the blockages and barriers in order to experience illumination and Self-Mastery.
This is a curious paradox, but a separation must occur before you can create wholeness within. In other words; in order to become a master of yourself, there must first be a false self to master. Or spoken in another way, in order to transcend the ego, you must first have an ego.
To achieve freedom from your thoughts and erroneous perceptions that taint reality is the ultimate liberation. This is awakening, and this is true Mastery. True Mastery is not based on active control, as eventually we see that there is no โMasterโ that is in control. True Mastery is, in fact, a passive awareness, a freedom from the false self we carry and a merging back into Oneness: our true home.
If you would like more guidance surrounding the topic of Self-Mastery, see the following resources:
- What is Spiritual Oneness?
- The 9 Stages of Spiritual Self-Realization (this article approaches the involution paths from a new angle)
- 6 of the Most Powerful Questions to Ask for the Awakening Soul
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To summarize the involution journey:
Self-Awareness is the moment where we build up enough courage to start facing the truth by shining awareness on that which we have been trying to escape (within ourselves and society). Soon, we begin to Self-Explore and Self-Discover, and with enough intensity of awareness, we finally begin to Self-Understand and grow in Self-Love. During this whole process, Self-Transformation begins to occur, and with enough awareness and grace, this results in the loosening of the false self and the experience of Self-Mastery.
Now that youโve reached the end, take a moment to reflect. What path are you most eager to explore? Where are you on this involution journey? Itโs good to remember that involution is composed of distinct, yet interconnected paths โ in other words, each is dependent on the other to achieve the rest. Share with me below your thoughts and experiences!
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Wonderful, wonderful article!
I’ve started thinking of labels as good starting points to self awareness.
After I comfortably identified myself as an introvert, I realized that it sometimes put me in a box. So I guess, for me, putting a name on “what you are” helps you get started on discovering “what more you can be.”
Thank you Glori!
Exactly, leaving the whole labels way of thinking cold turkey is very unappealing, very scary as well.
Who would want to leave somewhere they feel like they belong and replace that with an empty blank slate, a road to discover that is dark and unexplored?
They are necessary to provide some roots, to know where you are going first find out where you are. But they must be dropped at some stage of your journey, though it’s easy to fall for the trap of clinging to them as part of your identity.
Great comment :) Always love reading your thoughts!
One example of this is that we “feel” our emotions before our brain tells us to have the emotion. Our muscular movements are much the same way. These things are automatic, they form the framework of our experience. How we identify with the world and others is shaped by these emotions which automatically shape who we are. Part of self-awareness is not fooling ourselves with idealism and getting carried away with thoughts of free-will. Not only do we inherit diseases, we inherit fears and paranoia’s, and even things like visible signs our grandparents or great aunts faced starvation. Ghost in the Genes discusses this, for an easy to understand documentary.
We need to understand this existence through a logical lens as well, and that includes the wonderful amounts of information that are available to us. Some of these things may contradict what our ancestors thoughts, great minds from hundreds of years ago, yet they simply did not have the information we have today. Our awareness of life is simply greater than it was even a few decades ago, thanks to the advancements of Science. An existence of awareness requires intellectual introspection, we are cheating ourselves if we do not do otherwise.
I recognize the amount of time and energy this takes, and only do so for you are a voice people read. As a voice which persuades how others see the world, I have to encourage you for the benefit of the true Human to gain knowledge in these fields, as it will surely shape any future writings. Our emotions are not separate from us, this us is only a concept, and that concept is understood through this experience.
Hello Patrick,
I appreciate the comment, and you are not the first, certainly you won’t be the last, to raise your point of view that science is the answer to measuring and quantifying every experience. What knowledge I do or do not have, is an erroneous assumption by you. Just because I don’t write in the dissecting way that I was taught in my education does not mean I am not aware of these points of view. I am well aware of the scientific perspective, but when speaking of spiritual matters, the world cannot be empirically dissected, nor will I presume to.
We are not our emotions simply because no matter what science says, if I were my emotions I would fluctuate every second of every day. One moment I’m happy, another I’m frustrated, another I’m sad. The ability to feel these emotions, but not react to them, not identify with them, is what I am referring to when I say we are not our emotions. Science cannot for the life of it figure out where Consciousness arises. Scientists think it might be in this Lobe or in another, but the truth is, they can’t explain where the one thing that we know for certain we all are (Conscious beings) begins.
You speak of science and “intellectual” knowledge very highly when in fact science itself is still growing, for every question they answer another 10 arise. Only now are scientists catching up with ‘occult’ mystical teachings and proving scientifically the benefits of meditation and applying it to places like the traumatized soldiers in the army. Meditation is in essence the ability to become aware of your emotions and thoughts without allowing them to drag away your conscious attention.
Things like the entanglement theory – that all matter is interconnected – is a high field of research in science today. It is something that was already discovered and mention in ancient mystical teachings; Dharmakaya, Tao, Brahman, the desire to seek the interconnectedness, the at-one-ment, or as Christians called it, “Atonement” with reality. Regarding Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle you’ll find that Heisenberg (and Schrรถdinger) got their inspiration from the Hindu Vendantic scriptures known as the Upanishads.
I am not saying that we do not feel. Science says that we have evolved from primates, so of course many of our instinctive “reactions” will be based on a primal survival system built within us. But the difference lies in those people who have cultivated conscious growth. These people have strengthened their ability to remain focused in the present and consequently (scientifically this has been proven) can calm down their heart beats, their mental and physical tension and so forth with techniques like meditation.
Here’s an experimental test for you. Look at a clock, now concentrate on that clock for a whole minute without allowing your mind to digress or be distracted and carried away into your thoughts. If you are in control of your mind, how is it that you cannot control your own thoughts, and when they arise?
I am not against, science, I believe it is a very strong tool. It can prolong life, cure illnesses and explain many aspects of why our genetic bodies are a certain way. But when talking about our perception and connection to existence, to divine feelings that some people call “Religious experiences”, science cannot succeed. Science cannot give you a “religious experience” simply by allowing you to understand something intellectually.
I do hope however that you read with an open mind what we write on this website without holding the presumptions that science possesses every answer possible, and that their might be something else.
It’s just like the social presumption that Western medicine is the only correct medicine there is, and anything else is labelled as “alternative”. Alternative to what? As if there was only one type of valid way of doing things.
Thank you for commenting and I hope I could shed some light into my perspective of what it is I am trying to achieve with Involution.
Warmly,
Sol
Perhaps it is due to a lack of neurological and Scientific studies, but it seems that individuals such as yourself who write things like “not identifying with emotions”, do not actually have the Scientific knowledge to make such comments.
If you did, you would be aware that we ARE our emotions. They are not merely a ephemeral thought, they impact our very biology. This concept of the brain and body (and spirit for that matter) being separate lacks any recognition of how the human body/mind actually functions.
I appreciate your intentions, and a few things certainly hit home with me. My only wish is for you to have the intellectual knowledge to back up some of your statements. Please do not view this as an attack, my intention is to inform you of errors based off a lack of knowledge; we all have to grow in particular ways. Many make similar mistakes, for they simply have not studies these subjects. Please study neurology and emotions before making further comments, The Emotional life of your Brain is just one.
I am sadness and confusion and joy. Who are you? A word, which is essentially a symbol?
You are a being, and that being FEELS. Let us stop being afraid of this, and accept and recognize our sorrows and joys, triumphs and tragedies.
Sorry for missing your comment, I just saw it now.
I appreciate the trust you have in science, but unfortunately science is constantly showing how little they truly understand the deeper they investigate things. For one thing, science does not even know where consciousness arises, what part of the brain, how then can we be so stern and trusting in their discoveries?
What Involution refers to when we mention that you are not your thoughts or your emotions is that these two elements arise within you, the arise somewhere inside of you…but you are not that, you are experiencing those feelings and thoughts. If you were your feelings and you were your thoughts, who exactly is the one watching these thoughts happen within you? Who is the experiencer of them?
At the core, at the center of your essence, you are a conscious being who experiences thoughts and emotions. Everyday scientists are discovering more by researching the brains of monks and yogis who have meditate for decades and what they’ve found is amazing. Their brains connectors operate quite differently from ours, areas of their brains that in most people light up with connections (emotions and thoughts they are constantly experiencing) for these individuals, they remain completely in-active. Their brains fail to have as many thoughts and emotions, they have in essence, reduced themselves to pure conscious experiencing of the present.
I hope you investigate further into this, don’t just take my work for it, but look through the countless metaphysical science websites and news journals available our there.
Thank you for sharing your concerns though.
Dearest Sol,
I have thought and pondered the wonders of what you wrote, so very happy, as usual, you see the things I see – and you’re spreading the word. I’d usually be ** feel that I am, judged heavily as a “hippy” in our crazy world, but it’s just a perception. Your words sing so true, it only brings confidence and confirmation that there are others who think the same way – hard to find, but exist all the same. YaY.
In having repeated myself like a broken record, it is in the medievil times that the body was deemed separate from the soul (in Western, Christian civilisation) and this is the downfall. Our Souls are a part of us on this journey in our bodies, but when we get sick, it’s our soul talking and our body responding. This is not a present “scientifically proven” (or even considered) in Western medicine, because that would imply you can be cured and don’t need to go to a Doctor and pay again. Oops!
I, in no way, am an expert, but I know people who have been cured by going inward. I mean full blown change, of life style, diet, change your brain atoms and their flow.. It’s also linked with your life path, your sign, your personality dispositions, environment, family base, everything.
This example is a family friend, I met him, little as I was. I need to meet more like him, and then do something about it, like you and Luna are, Sol. Really. He was given three months. Terminal cancer. http://selfhealing.net He did involution. He lives.
Anyway, thanks again and know, you two really are something!!
Sending much love and light
Alicia
Dear Alicia,
I’m so joyful to see that you found such solace and reflection in this article. The more I have self explored, the more I have helped others explore and the more I have heard of personal explorations…the more I realize these words, these thoughts and feelings aren’t mine at all. These desires, these “hippy” feelings have been around way before any contemporary religion. The association with the ‘new age’ hippy thing does affect the validity of the experience which is why I try to refrain from using new age language and trying to keep ‘grounded’. Unfortunately it seems the ‘hippy’ language already attracts hippy inclined people, but to speak to those who need it the most, the ones that can benefit from all this, you must try to keep it in scientific terms…hence “involution” as a spin on the scientific word ‘evolution.
I believe the separation of body and soul began around the time of scientific and technological progression, the dissecting of external alchemy affected also the way we separate our internal selves, it enhanced the disunion. Don’t get me wrong, science is an amazing tool…but it’s just that, a tool, yet we embrace it almost as a perception of life. The materialness of it has made us believe that which can’t be quantified does not exist. Hence it took ‘material’ substances like psychedelics in the 60’s to make ‘hippys’ aware there is more to be experienced from life than what we think.
There is much richness to learn from cultures who never adopted the ‘scientific’ approach. The West has developed science and now that they live longer, better and richer lives they’ve become aware of all that they lack within, so they turn to Eastern i.e Indian, South American. In contrast, the East have immense inner wealth yet are externally poor and so they imitate the West.
I to have observed amazing changes in those who have searched inward paths, the changes in them are inexplicable at first but science slowly is realizing that there is much to learn from the Awakening of Consciousness.
That’s an amazing story! I am happy Chalko is spreading awareness also. From my point of view, it doesn’t matter how they are doing it… each teaching aims towards the same destination, greater awareness of ourselves and consequentially, the world. Every person is different, each will find a different approach attractive to their own culturally upbringing or interests. The important thing is to follow one of those paths.
I have found systematizing “Involution” into words to explain it in theories goes against everything I was taught by my teachers who treat “kawsay” ( universal living energy) as a spirit who must caress you. My journey was an experiential one, Involution is made to be experienced, writing it down appeals to the mind, to our egos, but it is very hard give a taste otherwise.
In modern times, one cannot take you hand and walk you through a journey of self-exploration. One can only use technology and point towards the moon, but many will fall in love with the finger that is pointing and miss out on the moon. Spread Involution, spread awareness, spread love, that is all we can do :)
We Q’ero have a word for this in Quechua, ‘Taripay Pacha’ which means “The age of meeting ourselves again”, it is a time like now where slowly humans are building up the energy to create ore opportunities to consciously evolve into new ways of being.
Love and Rays to you!
Sol
Hi Luna! I posted before saying how I was a sixth level old soul. That was based off of another website, but now reading your post, I’m not so sure… I find myself struggling with self-love and acceptance of my faults. If anything, those are the exact lessons I’m dealing with now. Could that mean that I’m a fifth level old soul or fourth? I had thought sixth because of my understanding that at the sixth level is where you deal with all of your past karma. And I know that that is precisely what I’m doing now! What are your thoughts? Thank you so much!!!
Hello Chaya,
Based on the information you’ve given me, I would say that you most likely in a transitional stage from Mature Soul to Old Soul if you are still struggling with yourself. The 5th level Old Soul tends to feel more of a psychological and spiritual separation from the world rather than from him/herself. The 1st level Old Soul/7th level Mature Soul on the other hand is still feeling an inner sense of turmoil as their consciousness begins to change and shift.
I hope this analysis is accurate, however online it’s difficult to tell.
All the best, L :)
Thank you Luna! That does make a lot of sense. I do feel like I’m a newbie, coming into another state of consciousness in so many ways. So, yeah, first level old soul/seventh level mature really resonate more with me. I appreciate it!
Hey Chaya,
That’s excellent to hear :). I too feel as though I’m going through a shift in consciousness, and if I was to pinpoint a stage, I would also identify with 1st level old soul/7th level mature soul.
Nice to meet a fellow person so similar to me in this regard!
I look forward to hearing more from you, and your thoughts on future articles!
-L
I should know by now that anytime I’m being plagued by existential questions, there’s nothing like reading an article on this website to provide some consolation! I can’t say how many times I’ve read things here that mirrored my mind exactly. How I love those ‘It’s not just me!’ moments.
‘Nothing is worth doing’ – is there anything truer or more horrifying to realise? My current studies have led me to some Buddhist and Nihilist philosophy exactly along these lines. As humans we would rather suffer and die for an idea than spend just a few minutes in absolute silence and solitude and become aware of the terrifying void which underlies all things. We fear Nothing above all else – and yet our very planet, our universe, is suspended in Nothingness; we came from Nothing and we will all someday return to Nothing. And yet the Buddhists identify this void as the way to Enlightenment, the end of all suffering! How can our limited little minds possibly deal with this truth? How do we occupy ourselves in the meantime? If all of existence is an illusion, and nothing we do essentially matters, how do we decide what is worth doing at all? Is it even possible to ‘waste’ one’s life doing something meaningless? When one person criticises another for having ‘no life’ or not doing something ‘worthwhile’, perhaps it is more out of subconscious fear of nothing being ‘worthwhile’ after all than any concern for what anyone else is doing.
Yet I believe that anything that gives pleasure without causing harm to another must be at least a little worthwhile. There is nothing inherently wrong with watching a movie or eating chocolate, even if it is essentially ‘pointless’, and keeping a job to support oneself must be worthwhile at least as far as it keeps one relatively safe and comfortable in the physical world. To realise the illusion and impermanence of existence, yet continue to thrive in the world, must be one of the greatest challenges any person can face in a lifetime.
Thanks again for the reading. Even loners appreciate not feeling alone sometimes.
It’s a beautiful feeling isn’t it? Throughout history there has been countless of eras, of times where people seem to be united and in search of the same thing. It’s almost like a build up, a momentum of energy that works its way through time till finally it climaxes at a certain moment and brings all those seeking towards the same path.
The void, that longing for existence to fill us up, to make us feel spiritually whole again is what has driven so many people towards so many different paths. Unfortunately, the destination cannot be talked about, we can only work as signposts trying to make people aware of methods of liberating themselves from the enslavement of their minds or emotions.
Our minds can never deal with this truth, the truth is all encompassing, and our minds are limited. Not only that, but their innate nature is to dissect, to separate everything in order to understand it, and if it is “oneness” we seek, only our essence, our beings (call it soul, or consciousness) is what can experience this truth. When people say “Never give up your dreams, never quit”, I ask myself, Why not? The greatest peace in my life has come through my decisions of removing myself from the frictions of pursuits of meanings, of social ambitions and everything else. This “worthwhile” business is basically saying…”life is not enough, the beauty, the vastness, the magnitude of existence is boring. Look, for a dangling carrot!”.
I don’t think there is anything wrong or right in this world. There are wiser actions than others that we can take, as we are the ones that will have to deal with the consequences of those actions afterwards. The philosophy I live by is to find whatever fulfils you and do it! Just as long as your happiness doesn’t come at the expense of others. But while you are doing this, constantly keep cultivating yourself, growing as much as possible because the only way you’ll know if you’re happiness is coming at the cost of another’s is by your Involutionary self-understanding, which will teach us to understand others and consequently further our compassion .
Thank you Alexandra for a beautiful comment, I love reading the insights of fellow spiritual seekers :)
Hi Alexandra,
I can’t even tell you what your reply to this article meant to me. Something I have realized since I was a kid but could never really put words to it until you wrote this. Thank you!
I think I started philosophizing at a very early stage. I can remember thoughts from when I was 4 years old. Sounds crazy right? Now I’m a 40 year old sailor with a wife and a 2 1/2 year old son.
I long been looking for someone to actually talk to as my thoughts and “inner thinking” some days almost drives me crazy. Some day I actually think I’m crazy, cause who goes around all day questioning everything about life and death. Some days almost obsessively.
I see that you wrote this reply almost 3 years ago, but I’m gonna take the chance an leave you my email address anyway. Maybe I found someone to share ideas and thought with.
djemel7@gmail.com
Best regards
Eddie
@Eddie Djemel; I see that your comments are from a few years ago, but I hope you see this comment somehow. I have all these same things. I have never been able to tell anyone. I feel like if I do, Iโll sound crazy, or that Iโll be portraying myself as someone whoโs arrogant. Thatโs because I feel so strongly about my situation and what Iโve seen and gone through, that to put it bluntly, I feel not only severely lonely even though Iโm married, 4 kids, have a few friends, etc. but that people are mindless and drone-like in their ways and their lives and itโs driving me mad. The loneliness I can never describe, itโs dark and itโs a mystery, and I feel like who am I to be speaking of loneliness with all the people in my life? I donโt understand it, but the most bizarre thing is that since I was a child, as far back as my earliest memories, I knew things. Understood people and things that as a 5 year old girl couldnโt express and also didnโt understand why nobody else was like me. My mother who knows a bit about me, she hushed me as a child. It โfreaked her outโ that I knew who was going to call our house (before caller ID), or that Iโd tell anyone I could that โI had THE power.โ People thought I was a freak. My Grandma always called me an old soul. At the age of 8, I basically just acted like that part of me died to fit in and also had to become a mother to my siblings because my mom was a drug addict. I wasnโt supposed to know how to care for children, but it was like something I was born with. I even became the parent to my parents. My whole life everyone has come to me about their problems and situations. Iโve gone through hell and back. Name it and itโs probably happened to me. This lonely feeling has never left me, and I can know someone better than they know themselves. Iโm able to walk in their shoes. People from all walks of life. I donโt understand why I feel the way I do. Itโs like I am me, but what am I, what am I here for, why have I never met anyone who gets me, and I get chills sometimes because a weird, familiar feeling will course through me like love and peace. Then it leaves me. Iโve had multiple dreams that werenโt exactly dreams, and every detail would later come true whether it was a year from the โdreamโ or a week. Thereโs also this weird conflict of the fact that I love being by myself and alone, but the deep loneliness feels like fear and dread sometimes. Iโd love to be able to talk to someone. Anyone who relates and wants to talk to me please do so! novembersierra3@outlook.com
You can call me Niki.
A beautiful bridge making my involution an invitation to tea with other aimless spirits……thank you…I could use a tea party now and again.
I experienced this as my Dark Night of the Soul…and it was the most painful out of this world experience I’ve had.
It has been giving many names over the centuries, in psychology Jung referred to it as a Shadow self that we become aware of.
This dark night is part of the process of growth, of self discovery. It is when the feeling of contentment, the lukewarm insipid air becomes intolerable. Our souls grave from depth, a wild longing for strong emotions and sensations seethes in me, a rage against this toneless, flat, normal and sterile life. And so we fill with passion, with all kinds of emotions…from rage (the active force) to depression (the passive one).
We want to find something, we want something beyond the in between feelings of mediocrity we have felt so far, and so we seek, we seek till the end of the world until we find something that fulfils us. It is the fire that burns within and fuels our Involutionary search for self understanding.
Thank you Vanessa for a great comment! :)
Looking at this, I’m at stage of Self-Acceptance. And since I discovered your site under a week ago, I’ve realized that I’ve been doing many of the things that you mention in self awareness, self discovery, and self awareness. I think my, advancement in this “involution” as you call it, stems from being an Old-Soul, only, as I was doing this, I viewed it as attaining a form of inner enlightenment, or wholeness, as uniting my mind, body, and soul.
I’m an INTJ, an Old-Soul, but I am also a pisces, and a monkey.
Welcome Nicholas!
It is great to meet a fellow INTJ Old Soul! The Pisces element adds a mystical function to your personality but thats for another article.
The way I have envisioned the Involutionary teachings is more surrounding the perpetual growth in these different stages (and a couple of more we will add soon). In other words, your personal growth doesn’t occur exclusively from one stage to the next, but rather, each stage grows independently from the other, and the completion of al stage occurs gradually as you gain Self Mastery leading to its totality only when you complete the the Involutionary Eclipse, when all complete stages overlap each other it reflects self mastery.
This self growth system isn’t new as it has been around for centuries. Every generation has felt the same longings, the same desires for spiritual wholeness, and they have pursued it in different ways, through different schools and beliefs. That is the beautiful thing we have found with Involution, many people began their journeys along time ago, and they discover Involution as a system that reflects what they have already been doing. The purpose of Involution is more to do with gaining awareness of this spiritual awakening, to help people find others like them and join their energies along the same spiritual path.
Thank you for your beautiful comment and sharing of your experience :)
Breaking down the process into levels is helpful as one can track his/her progress. I just began my journey along the path to Involution and right now I am in the self-discovery level. Also Spirituality has been an integral part in my journey. I’m really glad to have found this site. :)
Hello Vanessa, welcome to LonerWolf! It brings me great joy to hear that you have begun your own personal journey of Involution, a journey that often lasts a life time, and one that has the potential to revolutionize the way in which you live your life. Along your path you will also find that spirituality is an inextricable part of Involution, as it helps develop and deepen self-awarness and self-understanding, along with self-acceptance and self-mastery.
I look forward to writing more about Involution soon, so stay tuned! With love, Luna
Love love love this. :)
It can be tricky to balance enough conformity to society so that you can exploit the benefits and get the things you need to best function in society, and yet not submit totally and carve out your own path and have the inner strength and will to travel that path regardless of what other conforming people might think and say (even if they’re your closest friends and relatives…).
I remember an English teacher told me to not read ahead and keep at the same pace as the other kids in the reading group. … I didn’t listen and found my own compromise. :P I read ahead and yet only talked about what the other kids had read up to so I wouldn’t spoil them. :P
Anyone else get the utter fallacy that mathematics can be for its so much a man-made subject that “claims” its the language of the universe? x_x For some reason the more I LEARN and debate and investigate, the oddness comes about of the utter dependency and worshipping of “pure mathematics” as well as money the “golden empty idol/god”. E^e
My engineering parents don’t understand why their artist son thinks math as a basis can be somewhat good tool but overreaches when trying to explain the complicated and convoluted and MESSY reality and nature. xP Anyways that’s just my thought on the matter. :)
But yeah…Yeesh happily being myself as much as I can be without being too obvious about it and being shot down for that. Tricky balance but hey if there is a way to be oneself and yet live without beating, threats, prosecution, execution, being killed, etc, then I’ll do my best to find that narrow line. :) Be oneself and yet live a whole life and long life too. xD
Thanks for the comment Indigo!
Does the nickname come from Indigo Children by any chance? It’s kind of funny how this society works. At the beginning as you’re growing up, they teach us to be similar to other kids. Uniforms in school, everyone learns the exam same information in school (our education basically is teaching everyone introduction courses to becoming a teacher…not cultivate our own intellectual strengths), obey your teachers, obey your parents. But then once you grow up, the society starts rewarding and valuing people who’ve come up with innovative ideas, who are different (from Lady Gaga to Einstein, Steve Jobs or Nikola Tesla). What kind of backwards thinking is this? Imagine the amount of talent that is crippled over the years by teaching children to be automatons instead of encouraging and supporting their unique skills, their strengths and what makes them different
Share this video with your math loving parents: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbNymweHW4E :)
Awesome stuff man :)