Blending Eastern Mysticism with Western practicality, involution is a word that represents the inner evolution of the heart, mind, and soul.
In essence, involution is not a dogma, creed or doctrine, but an experiential practice of life.ย You can observe it everywhere.ย
It is a philosophy of life.
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Contrary to evolution which is externally focused (yet still necessary), involution is the transformation of the internal world through the inner work processes of self-awareness, self-discovery, self-understanding, self-love, self-transformation, and self-mastery.
Ultimately, it is involution that helps to transform and liberates us from suffering through the process of internal growth and spiritual awakening.
What is the Purpose of Involution?
Involution can help us overcome our pain, lessen our suffering, and live authentically again.ย It can help us to stop fragmenting our lives, providing us with passion, direction, and wholeness.ย Involution can also help us to transcend our repetitive routines, blinding beliefs, and stagnating ways of life.
All we need to do is to adopt the philosophy that transforming internally is just as important as progressing externally. (By the way, there are seven crucial facets of involution which I’ll explore a little later.)
For too long many of us have been stranded fighting, striving, and struggling to better our external lives.ย Better jobs, better clothes, better cars, better relationships, better social statuses, better financial situations โฆ some part of us tends to believe that to nurture our external lives is to become better, smarter, and more whole people.
But it doesnโt.
Most of us feel wary, bitter, alone, and disillusioned at the end of the day. This is why involution, the evolution of our inner selves, is desperately needed.
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Why Do We Need Involution (the New Approach to Life)?
Involution is needed because we are undergoing an unprecedented level of psychological, emotional, and spiritual suffering as a species โ and it’s only getting worse.
We need an internal evolution because we are slaves to our bodies, slaves to our minds, and slaves to our emotions. We are also slaves to other people and slaves of the very society that conditions our minds with false, misleading, oppressive, and repressive beliefs and values.
Evolution has brought us to the necessary point of personal freedom and innovation in history where we can progress in new and exciting ways. However, this is a path that focuses solely on the external world: that of materialism.
But what about the soul? What about the heart? What about the transformation of our own consciousness?
These are the missing keys to the endless issues we face today of environmental destruction, social collapse, worldwide mental health crises, mass extinctions, famine, disease, and the slow decline of our planet into inner chaos.
Involution is the way forward because all true, deep, and long-lasting changes happen within. When our energy is focused exclusively on the external world, we are like ghosts, alienated from our inner wellspring of truth, living a shallow existence driven by futile, materialistic pursuits. And look where that has got us as a species.
Involution and Spiritual Awakening
Here’s an analogy that describes the painful process of ‘waking up’:
There is a large machine situated on a space of land. You were born as a cog in that machine, and since birth, you were taught that you were part of this machine. You had a few slim choices of what roles in the machine you wished to function as, but this was as far as your freedom reached.
There are some cogs which are more important than others for their functions in this machine. They are highly respected by the other cogs who aspire to be respected like them someday. However, in their free time, these cogs do all kinds of superfluous things to distract themselves from the truth of their situation: that they are trapped in a machine-prison. But one day, you eventually stop and re-evaluate how meaningless you feel in your functioning and begin to awaken to the desire that you want to be free from the machine. You suggest this idea to the other cogs, but they respond: โFree from what? We ARE this machine!โ
All of those who have undergone a spiritual awakening process, a shift to involution, can relate to this above comparison.
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The first two questions that come to you after realizing youโre not the machine and can be liberated from it are: โWho am I?” and “What is my true purpose?โ This is the beginning of the immensely fulfilling process of involution โ the beginning of the inner path of transformation, the journey of walking your authentic path.
However, this spiritual awakening process does not arise without some form of inner suffering; some degree of despair, anger, and loneliness. We’ll explore this next.
โฆ a day will come when loneliness shall weary you, when your pride shall writhe and your courage gnash its teeth. In that day you shall cry: I am alone. A day will come when you shall see your high things no more, and your low things all too near; you shall fear your exaltation as if it were a phantom. In that day you will cry: All is false.
โ Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Seeing Too Deep and Too Much
There is a type of loneliness that transcends all others.
It isnโt born from lack of company and doesnโt share the joys of an inner rich world that comes with solitary introversion. Nor has it anything to do with depression, but rather, this kind of loneliness is a spiritual affliction.
This loneliness brings feelings of emptiness, of having nothing, and having an extraordinary uncertainty in everything. This feeling is a rare experience that comes to a person who has seen too deep and too much. Yet it is the beginning of the revolutionary process of involution.
The person who has seen too deep and too much has become aware of the unreality of their lives. To them, the ordinary structure of society loses its values as they realize the fictitious nature of this matrix, this same illusional matrix where they had been projecting all their hopes and desires. If what they thought was real in this life turns out to be false, then all the ambitions and aspirations they wanted to accomplish in it are lost immediately, leaving them with the questions: Who am I and what am I doing here?
These questions are the unconscious cause of that spiritual void we all carry and the deepest origin of the existential crisis.
As humans, we constantly escape such deep questions with all types of distractions: with movies, books, careers, social trivialities, sex, and recreational, religious or patriotic fanaticism. We’ll do anything but choose to be alone with ourselves and face these questions.
Asking the Deep Questions
Involution is something we grow into rather than inherit from our society. And it starts by asking the deep questions.
Questions such as “Where did this come from?” “Why does this happen?” “What is real vs. false here?” “What is my true path?” tend to awaken something deep within us.
These questions help us to realize that the society we live in is nothing more than a contrived illusion where we blindly create our own sufferings. That the notion of โcountriesโ is merely a creation of the mind. That there are no imaginary lines that separate the borders. That egotism/respect are false and relative identities. That your name, nationality, and beliefs arenโt you โ you were simply taught them. That what we call love is less like unconditional love than it is a conditional neurotic dependency. And that money is nothing but a colorful symbolic piece of paper to motivate the social herds into labor, with the delusions of freedom. Most of us are driven by ambitions of achievement, and when all this is taken away upon realizing thereโs nothing to achieve, weโre left with the Ecclesiastical dilemma: “Vanitatum Vanitas,” or, “Nothing is worth doing.”
In fact, a normal part of shifting our energy from the outside to inside is undergoing a Dark Night of the Soul where we feel totally lost and abandoned by life/God.
Thankfully, this experience doesn’t last forever, and eventually, we start to adapt to our new role: that of the outsider.
Being an Outsider
It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.
โ J Krishnamurti (Think on These Things)
Those experiencing and living by the philosophy of involution will understand how important it is to focus our attention inside ourselves rather than externally onto the sickness of society. All true changes, after all, start deep inside each of us as individuals.
Naturally, the result of asking deep questions, having a total life-shattering perspective shift, or trying to seek truth means that we’ll become outsiders. We will become strange, off-beat, and “abnormal” to those in society very quickly.
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However, if the people in our culture were truly normal, they would find the state of society untruthful, distasteful, and impossible to adjust to. If they were truly “normal” they would reject the toxic, sick, and backward beliefs and behaviors propagated to keep us enslaved, and rebel, becoming outsiders.
Rebelling Against the Typical
Perhaps the hardest thing about rebelling as an outsider is that we innately struggle to belong. We cannot find a home within typical “normal” society because it contradicts our very nature; our deepest discoveries, epiphanies, feelings, and values.
For instance, your typical job is a draining 50 years of work unrelated to your true passions. Your belief system isnโt fulfilling either, especially when deep down you know it creates a world replete with inequality. Furthermore, your typical health and eating habits are fundamentally unhealthy, not to mention the thousands of dollars of typical debt you have in your bank account. Even your typical marriage is statistically bound for failure, while your typical lack of self-exploration leads to a personally unfulfilled and emotionally reactive life.
Outsiders who walk the involution path have learned that societyโs standards have nothing to do with their own. Does having higher standards mean they think theyโre better than everyone else? No. It means everyone else is running below their capacity, and outsiders want to make up for the distance.
Many will argue that if weโre all so typical, how did we create such brilliant innovations in science, spirituality, technology, literature, and so forth? In fact, it was not our human species as a whole who delivered these incredible feats, but fierce outsider individuals who deviated from the comfortable โtypicalโ (such as Socrates, Jesus, Galileo, Jung, Picasso), who were often received harshly by the โtypicalsโ of the time.
The reality is that to be an outsider takes courage, to be typical takes conformity. The fear of sticking out and screwing up is too great for the typical person. The safest way is the old way, the proven way, the boring way, the typical way. This is why shifting from the external to the internal โ the way of involution โ is so revolutionary and takes so much heroism.
I shall be telling this with a sigh somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference.
โ Robert Frost (The Road Not Taken)
The 7 Paths of Involution
Involution is the evolution of the heart, mind, and soul, and it exists as a variety of distinct, yet interconnected paths.
This is a process that we intentionally choose to go through to live wise, authentic, and whole lives. It consists of seven different facets:
- Self-awareness
- Self-exploration
- Self-discovery
- Self-understanding
- Self-love
- Self-transformation
- Self-mastery
All of us exist in each of these facets in differing degrees. The key is to discover which elements you exist in the most, and which elements you exist in the least. Discovering this will help you see what you need to work on the most.
Below, I’ll explore each involution path in a bit of detail:
1. Self-Awareness
Also called Self-Consciousness, Self-Awareness is the ability to observe the array of thoughts, feelings, and actions you carry out every day. A Self-Aware person is able to identify what they are feeling, but not necessarily why they are feeling that way. A lack of Self-Awareness is defined by animal-like behavior, or behaving without thinking โ usually called reacting.
If you are a Self-Aware person, you have:
- The ability to introspect.
- The ability to be aware of your thoughts, feelings, personality, and behavior.
See our Self-Awareness article for more guidance on developing this quality.
2. Self-Exploration
How little do we know that which we are! How less what we may be!
โ Lord Byron
Self-exploration, or the study of oneself, is the process of investigating and analyzing our inner thoughts, emotions, beliefs, and ideals. Once we become aware of our internal processes (thinking, feeling, reacting, and decision making), it is then beneficial to ask why we function the way we do. Self-exploration is often a complex process that involves a lot of introspection, observation, patient consideration, and research. It is important to realize that in order to discover who we are, we first need to study who we are.
If you are a Self-Exploring person, you:
- Explore how you feel, think, and behave
- Gain knowledge and understanding of yourself through a variety of means (books, workshops, films, tests, meditation, etc.)
In the process of Self-Exploration, we are developing the ability to divide our attention; to simultaneously be aware of both our inner selves and what we are outwardly considering.
How to Self-Explore:
- Practice Self-Observation โ powerful techniques of self-observation include meditation, mindfulness exercises, and entering altered states of consciousness (e.g., through plant medicine like marijuana, self-hypnosis, and various other trance states)
- Practice Self-Analysis โ two amazing ways of doing this include introspection (tip: combine this with journaling!) and psychoanalysis (or seeing a therapist who can help you gain an objective POV). Learn more about how to journal.
3. Self-Discovery
โWho am I?โ This is the question you venture to answer when you begin your journey of Self-Exploration, or your search to know thyself.
Self-Discovery can be understood as the act or process of gaining knowledge or understanding of yourself. Self-Discovery is closely linked with Self-Exploration because without studying oneself, attaining a degree of Self-Discovery is impossible. People who live in this level tend to discover the underlying mechanisms and truths upholding many of their beliefs, attitudes, and behaviors towards themselves and the people around them.
If you are a Self-Discovering person, you have:
- Attained insight into what, how and why you feel, think and behave the way you do
How to Self-Discover
So where do we begin? Books, workshops, meditation, online articles, tests, and spiritual documentaries all offer ways to discover yourself more deeply. A lot of the content on this website, for example, is dedicated to helping you learn more about your inner dynamics.
Here are some resources to help get you started:
- Take some psychological tests
- Learn about your core beliefs
- Delve into your inner archetypes
4. Self-Understanding
If most of us remain ignorant of ourselves, it is because self-knowledge is painful and we prefer the pleasures of illusion.
โ Aldous Huxley
Also called Self-Knowledge, Self-Understanding is the ability to know what, how, and why you do what you do. For this reason, Self-Understanding is closely linked to, and often overlaps with, Self-Discovery.
People who live in this level tend to have a well-rounded understanding of the origins and reasons behind many of their feelings, thoughts, and behaviors.
If you are a Self-Understanding person, you have:
- A thorough understanding of your strengths, weaknesses, attitudes, beliefs, motives, defenses, and reactions
Self-Understanding is what happens when we learn so much about ourselves to such a deep extent (which began in the last stage), that it becomes assimilated knowledge. Assimilated knowledge becomes โknowingโ when it is actively experienced through applied use.
How to Practice Self-Understanding
Self-Understanding is the result of integrating and actively applying all that we’ve dug up about ourselves through inner work. Therefore, it’s not a question of how to practice it, but rather how to continue living it.
Ways to continue living what you’ve learned might include:
- Reflection โ examining and contemplating your thoughts, beliefs, goals, and motivations.
- Asking questions โ the beauty of asking questions is that they are simple yet piercing and they often get to the root of the matter. Keep asking “why?” “what?” and “how?” on your involution journey and you will develop deeper and deeper self-understanding.
- Mindfully being around others โ other people are our mirrors, and anything hidden or unresolved within us will be brought up in our relationships with those we are surrounded by. Value your connections as ideal places to develop more self-understanding: there could be no better place to develop Self-Understanding.
5. Self-Love
Self-Love comes as a result of achieving Self-Understanding and is defined by a compassionate acceptance of your strengths and weaknesses.
Individuals who practice self-love realize that they are imperfect in different ways, but cease to criticize and punish themselves for these imperfections. If you are a Self-Loving person, you:
- Accept yourself, โwarts and allโ
- Stop punishing yourself for your imperfections
- Develop self-esteem and self-forgiveness
- Show self-nurturing behaviors
- Respect your needs and desires
See our articles on self-love and how to love yourself more for additional guidance.
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6. Self-Transformation
When we become Self-Aware, undertake Self-Exploration, and obtain Self-Discovery, Understanding and Love, it is then that we come to experience true inner transformation. Self-Transformation can be understood as the gradual transcendence of our previous limiting and destructive identities: our ego selves.
The Self-Transforming person:
- Experiences changes in the way they live life, as well as perceive themselves and other people
- Experiences increased harmony with the world, other people, and themselves
- Experiences a death of the old and a birth of the new within themselves
- May undergo numerous mystical experiences and major life shifts
The main transformative change we begin to experience as we become more aware of ourselves is the belief that salvation of any form comes from the external world. To commit to our Self-Transformation is, in a sense, to lose our life โ not our real life, but the false life of dreams and illusions, the life that we have been conditioned with, and taught to believe in, by the world.
The moment you grow and release yourself from the enslavement of cultural values, along with unconscious desires of stimulation, possessions, and socially acceptable lifestyles; you begin to feel an enveloping sense of isolation, you begin to experience your own apocalypse. Gradually we find that our friends and family find us less interesting, more out-of-this-world, more humorless. Gradually we find that we donโt care much for what we use to.
It is at this point that we start undergoing our own process of spiritual alchemy: a time of Self-Transformation that involves the death of the old and the birth of the new.
As this Self-Transformation grows within us, we may undergo mystical experiences, profound ego deaths, and other major internal shifts that cause us to grow in true wisdom, compassion, and internal freedom.
How to Achieve Self-Transformation
Self-Transformation is the result of an accumulation of all previous involution stages (awareness, exploration, discovery, understanding, self-love). It cannot necessarily be ‘achieved’ as a static goal, but it is something active that is ongoing and spontaneous.
However, Self-Transformation is often initiated when we are willing to face the truth about ourselves. And perhaps the best method for this is shadow work.
7. Self-Mastery
The final goal of the involution process is Self-Mastery. Self-Mastery occurs when a person shifts from the false and limited ego-self to the expansive and unlimited True Self. This experience is often referred to as moksha, self-realization, atman, enlightenment, nirvana, kingdom of heaven, promised land, Allah, cosmic unity, unio mystica, mysterium tremendum, cosmic consciousness, union with God, oneness, divinity, non-duality, no-mind, samadhi, satori, harmony of the spheres and so on.
In this new shift in awareness, the person moves beyond the limited ego, and in this sense, becomes a ‘master’ of it as the ego is no longer in the main driving seat.
Self-Mastery is rare and includes:
- The ability to see and experience the illusion of the ego
- The ability to simply observe feelings and emotions without identifying with them
- The ability to realize that we are not our thoughts and emotions
- The ability to stop reacting out of hatred, anger, embarrassment, jealousy, and other harmful emotions
- The ability to live life with peace and wisdom
Examples of Self-Masters: Gautama Buddha, Zoroaster, George Gurdjieff, Lao Tzu, Gangaji, Socrates, Diogenes, Mahavira, Jiddu Krishnamurti, Unmani, Sri Ramakrishna, Jesus of Nazareth.
“But why not just start off with striving for Self-Mastery?” you might wonder.
In order for Self-Mastery to occur, there often first needs to be a thorough exploration of the individual sense of self. This exploration involves loosening old limiting beliefs, undoing dense core wounds, and generally relaxing the ego structure. Think of this as preparing a garden: in order to plant a seed, you must first have clean, fertile soil. But when that soil is full of weeds and rocks, it’s very difficult for that seed to sow.
The same can be said for us: the heavier and more contracted we are, the less likely the light of Consciousness will shine through us. We need to clear away the blockages and barriers in order to experience illumination and Self-Mastery.
This is a curious paradox, but a separation must occur before you can create wholeness within. In other words; in order to become a master of yourself, there must first be a false self to master. Or spoken in another way, in order to transcend the ego, you must first have an ego.
To achieve freedom from your thoughts and erroneous perceptions that taint reality is the ultimate liberation. This is awakening, and this is true Mastery. True Mastery is not based on active control, as eventually we see that there is no โMasterโ that is in control. True Mastery is, in fact, a passive awareness, a freedom from the false self we carry and a merging back into Oneness: our true home.
If you would like more guidance surrounding the topic of Self-Mastery, see the following resources:
- What is Spiritual Oneness?
- The 9 Stages of Spiritual Self-Realization (this article approaches the involution paths from a new angle)
- 6 of the Most Powerful Questions to Ask for the Awakening Soul
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To summarize the involution journey:
Self-Awareness is the moment where we build up enough courage to start facing the truth by shining awareness on that which we have been trying to escape (within ourselves and society). Soon, we begin to Self-Explore and Self-Discover, and with enough intensity of awareness, we finally begin to Self-Understand and grow in Self-Love. During this whole process, Self-Transformation begins to occur, and with enough awareness and grace, this results in the loosening of the false self and the experience of Self-Mastery.
Now that youโve reached the end, take a moment to reflect. What path are you most eager to explore? Where are you on this involution journey? Itโs good to remember that involution is composed of distinct, yet interconnected paths โ in other words, each is dependent on the other to achieve the rest. Share with me below your thoughts and experiences!
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mateo, when I woke up in 2013 I experienced detach and the higher self it was like I was being observed by a “Greater Me.”
loved this mateo!!! awareness is the key….and learn to detach and the mind become silent. loved this article!!
Thank you for this article, it has allowed me to ease my mind of certain questions.
All I have to say is as an 18 year-old Old Soul, Eccentric/Outsider, and Empath, I have never truly understood myself. I have never conformed to our present society and have realized now that I couldn’t. I’ve always known that I was eccentric but never thought of it until 10th grade when I began my minor drug abuse. I have never done anything hard but I have gone through money with the simple drugs. I have always felt that these experiences would allow me to understand myself and although they influenced my personality and perspectives in life, they have never done anything fulfilling enough to mature me. Even on drugs I was always nonsocial if I was even awake. But drugs is not my main point.
When I began my drug use it did allow me to understand myself enough for my personal journey of insight to begin. This brought me through both negative and positive experiences. Now me being an Empath I tend to be very sensitive and this sensitivity combined with negative experiences means I have a lot of negativity to transmute emotionally haha. In recent years I have delved into metaphysics and have learned a great deal about who I am and my general purpose. This has allowed me to balance my Chi somewhat and to begin transmuting my negative emotions (jealousy was a big part of my childhood).
I thank you again for your article as it has helped me ease my mind. And I will say I am trying to find inner solitude as an eccentric who had been socially rejected.
Hola Shane,
You’d be surprised how similar your story is with many others Outsiders, thank you for sharing it as I feel it will benefit many who share your path.
Drugs provides the escape that relieves that sensation of “seeing too deep and too much” and feeling paralyzed by it, it’s easy to allow yourself to be absorbed in a pessimistic “existentialist” mentality where nothing matters except ones own selfish pleasure. But if you are sensitive enough, as you point out being an empath, you soon realize how unfulfilling and empty that feels.
I’m happy to hear you’re journey is on a fulfilling track and you’re allowing the space and time for solitude to build up in your life.
Warmly,
Sol
SIMPLY THANK YOU.
Since i discovered you couple of weeks back i don’t know who am i anymore. i cant stop reading, i cant stop thinking
Hola Assan,
Thank you for being receptive and open to our message and sharing your journey with us.
We only provide perspectives and realizations from our own experiences; everyone is free to explore them deeper or reject them all together but it’s wonderful to stumble upon so many who wish to explore them for themselves.
Warmly,
Sol
Ahh wonderful article! It’s a brilliant read thank you :)
Thank you Jen, it’s always great to read your thoughtful comments.
full of shit….i would consider my self a self master… but the list of other self masters is offensive…you missed charlie sheen.
This article is very helpful to reflect back on the last several years of my life and my own ‘awakening.’ The key moment when I really saw my thoughts come to life was walking through a shopping center. I had a job close by and spent my lunch break walking for exercise (at first) This gave me the opportunity to walk around a shopping center for the first time to be in such a place without any intention to participate .
After doing this regularly I began to observe and pay close attention to all of the people, which led me to become very disturbed. Mindless drones, cogs, consumed by being a consumer. I then began a long thought process (still ongoing) into my own actions and contributions to this ‘machine’, this way of existence. I realised the impacts of my own profession and finally I felt it, ‘nothing is worth doing’.
This is the real world they tell us. My answer is that if this is what you perceive to be ‘the real world’, then nothing is worth doing, for ‘this world’ isn’t real whatsoever.
Hola John,
Shopping centers are almost like a zoo of the modern human being. Aimless browsing and purchasing of products most people don’t really need, which furthers their debt and forces them to continue working a full time job often in a field they don’t really like preventing them from finding their meaning and happiness.
The real world might be just a perception, or a hologram if we understand physics. Since nothing is true nor false, we should dedicate our time to pursuing our bliss, finding our path with a heart which will fill us with joy and overflow onto others.
For that however, we must first begin our jouneys of self-exploration to find out what gives us meaning in life, and also, what is preventing us from pursuing that meaning to our fullest extent (eg: materialistic or egotistical ambitions).
I like your analogy of the ‘human zoo’. What you have said about debt cycles is also an extremely important mechanism of our current systems, to lure us back into temptation over and over, through false promises of happiness and success.
I have felt strongly for a while now about my true purpose and what the meaning of everything is. I concluded that the meaning of life is simply to find meaning. If we are able to find meaning in everything we do we can achieve fulfillment from everything and pass this onto others. I will continue to search for the meaning and not give in to mediocrity.
You should look into a new economical philosophy known as “Degrowth” which shares similar views; that we should spend less and live more. The only objection I have with this philosophy as well as every other movement (Zeitgeist a few years back) is that they have the flawed understanding that an external change will bring about internal growth and freedom. We need to apply both.
There’s a lovely quote of William Shakespeare where he mentions the purpose of our life should be to find what fills us with joy and happiness and the meaning of life, to share that purpose with others.
Thoroughly enjoyed the article Sol. Your point about having to have a separation between your thoughts and self really got me thinking. I find doing this really makes life far easier to live,as it reduces most of life’s stressors to minor annoyances (at least in my eyes),as you are only living in the moment and find that most of the crap that happens is of minuscule importance down the line,so it’s easier to let things go,let bygones be bygones. I’ll admit that occasionally I do experience things through my “peripheral goggles” such as when someone has wronged me or when I’m particularly biased against or towards someone. I guess we are all human after all,even as we try to better ourselves,we will still stumble along the way!
Hola Lupe,
It is an immensely powerful experience to create and expand the distancing between ‘you’ and what you previously held as an extension of yourself, your thoughts and emotions. Psychoanalysis does exactly this to some degree (dissecting your psyche in order to understand it), but they call it dissociation. In this case however, it is not a reactive harmful type but rather one born out of wholeness and awareness.
It is easy to forget to be mindful and allow our ‘peripheral goggles’ (nice term!) to fool us but it’s a matter of applying it once more and accept we made a mistake with no self-judgment or guilt. With practice and time this gap of awareness grows into a habitual state of being :).
Hi, Sol
Thanks for your sailent and poignant perspective. The ego certainly is a most dubious and incideous influence; born out of our fear and the most adept defensive mechanism we possess. Like you mentioned so much so that we are coersed into the illusion that our individual essence is synonymous with it! (Likely one of the greatest sources of self inflicted misery) Ironically tjis fervent desire to control the ego can actually be fuelled by its presence!! Hopefully with a little instrospection we can apply your wisedom and dissassociate ourselves from our emotions, egos and expectations.
As we’ve disscusses before the commonalities in all prevelant traditions are most likely born out of our desire to understand all the estachological aspects of our reality. Each possesing the comforting notion that our soul will continue on in some form.
Hola Claire,
Indeed our sense of self was a necessary element in the evolution of ourselves; as a means of self-preservation we needed to create a sense of possession, ownership and mortality. But it has come at a very high cost, as can be seen on any news report.
It is quite the paradox and also quite the hindrances; our search to get rid of our ego’s can make us more egotistical. How often have I come across many ‘spiritual seekers’ who brag about how spiritual they are and everything they’ve given up to be more spiritual. It reminds me of the parable of a prince who gave up his kingdom to join the disciples of a Master and would tell all the other disciples that they had nothing to begin with, so they hadn’t lost anyhing, but he had to give up his whole kingdom to be there.
All the commonalities of religions have been to teach us to be better people and cause less harm. As written previously, sin is defined simply as a ‘mistake’, a mistake that takes us away from the only virtue that exists; Awareness, Mindfulness.
Although there are many ideas behind souls and reincarnation (mostly feel good fluff), my experience and understanding of it is simply as a vessel of energy that returns into this world and manifests with a certain intensity. We have lifetimes to make it more ‘pure’ and conscious, once we achieve Self-Mastery; it is the last reincarnation (as there is no work, expectations, desires, left unfilfilled) and we return to the mother of all wombs, heaven, the universe or whatever we wish to call it.
Warmly,
Sol
Hi, Sol
Totally concurr religion is an effective grounds for moral basis and every stage in our spiritual journey is to be respected equally. How could a tree flourish with shallow and poorly developed roots? Every component of the mind has its purpose as you’ve mentioned before, and unable to function if a single element were absent. The spiritual gurus who profess their susperceeding power over the ego are indeed paradoxically nourishing it in the fallacious belief that they have unsollicited control. As you’ve recently written an approach which is unfruitful, yet alluring.
The application of universal prinicple of balance and detachted awareness of our minds is perhaps the most effective approach. It seems that nothing is ever as incideous or powerfully positive as it first determined. Perhaps the mind’s instinctual black and white approach has not only been programmed by the environment but maybe also our of instrinsic instinct to avoid deadly phenomenon.
Its difficult to coherently express it, but within a balanced perspective anything that was previously considered as an extreme of one another somehow becomes one or at least closer to the centre of the continum.
Strange as it sounds but it loosely equates to the ancient anglo-celtic’s animistic/pagan perspective that death and life are infact one. (As illustrated by their cycilical monuments, the intentionally constrution of residential structures over gaveyards and even in early irish crucifixs which encorporated a circle still evident today)
Thanks for taking the time to respond to these comments. It’s so rewarding to grow and broaden your horizions a little each day.
Kind regards
Claire xx
Hola Claire,
It is the unfortunate case with many gurus that claim to have rid themselves of their egos; when in fact the simple truth is that they have simply become completely aware of them. Our ego’s, like our thoughts and emotions, are ever present in the mind and can never disappear. The difference lyes in our capacity to free ourselves from the influence they have over us. Gurus, to some extent, live in a perpetual moment of Kenosis, only calling upon the services of their thoughts and ego as tools or instruments to use, but never allowing themselves to be used by them as they’ve perfected the ability to keep their minds at bay (supposing they are truly what they claim).
Modern gurus like Eckhart Tolle, for instance, apply this balance very well in their life. Unfortunately, as wonderful as he is at describing the experience, he is like a man who has won the lottery and is trying to give you financial advice. Some people, due to soul age development from past lives, attain this state of Self-Mastery without any systematic effort like Buddhist monks spend lifetimes practising. But they are necessary ‘sign posts’, they will always come into existence to to remind the collective there’s something more to life than what you think there is.
To attain this balance, this ‘wholeness’, we have to learn to return to our ‘source’. Mystics called this process “Self-Remembering”, to not only look ourward but while you’re looking outward to remember at the same time who is the one looking. To live life one step backward from where we think it begins (our ego’s). Nothing ever disappears, all it does is change its shape and influence on you.
Shamanic cultures (which pagan ones developed from) are the closest ones to living ‘religiously’. The moment we are born, by the very nature of the event, we have already died. Yin and Yang, birth and death, all polarities arise mutually and to live life accepting one but afraid of the other is at the root of most neuroticism that exist within us all destroying our wholeness.
We live in an exciting time that will see much growth on a collective scale, it’s wonderful that we can add our little grain of contribution to it all.
Hi, Sol
It seems the soul age of an individual has a great deal of influence on their focus and destiny. This external yet, past like state is ironically what we seem naturally endowed as childern. Hopefully with time like these gurus a perpetual state of kenosis can be maintained. (Minus the self proclaimation as the next messiah and bragging ha ha)
In correlation to spiritual gurus do you believe it possible that like the diaost masters of china one can sustain themselves on a tea leaf and ‘the energy of the universe’? Logically the answer would be a resolute no, but do you believe there are practices in which the individual is able to sustain themselves on the universe’s energy, or is it all legend? Could staying in a meditative state for lengths of time place the body in a natural statsis?
Hope the summer’s not to blistering hot in perth :)
Hola Claire,
As children we still seem to carry remnants of our previous lives as they’re so immediate our experience. Freud, Jung and William James all believed in a collective unconscious which we use to retrive ‘past life’ memories from. I plan on writing more about reincarnation (to my experience and understanding) in the next article.
I’ve often considered guru’s claims as ‘Messiahs’ was their attempt to create a transition in people who they consider ‘asleep’ with beliefs about reality. If an awakened person comes and talks to you about identity, reality, thoughts, no-mind, meditation etc… you will think of him as mad. But if he comes and talks about God, divinity and in a language you already are familiar with due to your indoctrination (as with the Jews when Jesus came) then you’ll much more successfully be able to communicate what you want to say.
I do think it’s possible to slow down your body and master it consciously through an intense practice of exercises such as Yoga. Meditation is an approach to Self-Mastery through the mind, but Yoga is an approach through the body. In one you pay attention to your thoughts and in the other to parts of your body. Some people can develop the ability to control it at will (before stages of ‘Enlightenment’ there are preceding stages where all of our focused Soulful Intensity can go into awareness of aspects of our body or mind). Such is a case with people like Prahlad Jani who claims to have been 70 years without drinking or eating and has been kept under observation and analysis for days by scientists in order to prove it.
I’ve come in contact with meditators who’ve kept in the same position for weeks under intense trance so I can bare witness it is possible to lower your physical demands to an almost hybernating state. The problem with this is that it can easily become one of the last hindrances in your journey; they are precending states to a perpetual Kenosis, and they are so peaceful (almost like being in a womb) that you stop there and fail to continue to push yourself beyond physical mastery (like the Indian yogi’s who spend 40 years with a hand raised in the air till it dries out from lack of blood circulation in order to prove mental/physical disicipline).
The heat of Perth is my only challenge here; but it’s a great incentive to explore down South like Albany or Denmark. Hope your side of Aus and holidays are going well :).
Warmly,
Sol
Dear, Sol
Sorry for the delay thought it would be best to wait for your awakened article to respond.
Instilled religious conventions and fundimentalist beliefs like an omniencent saviour would be a hook upon which their doctrine could be constructed upon. Occultist leaders frequently convience their congregations with similar would-be God claims.
Thats so intruging, suppose it would attest that all energy and matter is the same and that we segregate into the physical and metaphysical, yet it is just matter in a different state.
A similar case was documented with a young boy in india. Seemed exeptionally rare in a boy his age. (14) Perhaps like you mentioned before some people also win the spiritual lottery ha ha.
The wonders of synchronicity never cease. This arvo the pockets of kenosis or pure awareness that has been intermittently interspering my mediation congenialed into one after studying the gentle ebb of pool water. Such a profoundly unifying and pure experience!!
Its a relief to realise this superceeding intensity is just over sensitivity and ‘over-thinking’ as my mum ironically phrases it.
In reference to the collective unconcious, my grandmother was driving at a relatively fast pace when a voice of indiscernable origin uttered “Stop or you’ll hit them”. Unaware of why or how she instinctively slowed and noted two twin boys running from their parents into the centre of the road directly infront of her care. Did this inutive voice perhaps eminate from her collective unconcious; is this maybe where psychics gain their abilities from?
Always look forward to reading your next article!
Awesome, travelling is never a waste of time. Have a great evening
Sincerely Claire xx
Hola Claire,
I’m in no rush and have no where to be, take your time.
The prophesying and fundamentalism that many messiahs is open to much discussion. When the mind of man is a sleep, the only way it can be awakened is by using much showmanship or fear.
In the times of Jesus, for instance, there was many other prophets who claimed to be the Messiah the Jews were waiting for, the warrior to save them from their conquerors and feelings of oppression after the Assyrian invasion, the Seleucids (descendants of Alexander the Great), the Babylonians, the Egyptians, the Romans. The reason they listened to Jesus (even though they disliked him as he talked about an afterlife, new non old-fashioned ideas and using love to defeat the Roman enemy) was that he announced that the end of the world was about to take place, and that this would happen within the lifetime of people then alive. This is why he told them to take no thought for the morrow, and that God would provide. The world would soon be ending.
But then when his disciple Peter told him: โThey call you the Christ, the Messiah,โ Jesus advised him to be silent as it seem to embarrass him or he disagreed. This type of preaching is a double edged sword as it can be used to draw attention from the asleep toward a wise direction or an unwise one (like cultist fanaticism).
That’s a beautiful way you described the ripples within the ebb of water. It’s remarkable isn’t it? To experience the unity within the water, to get lost in its ripples is almost ecstatic which is a word that perfectly embodies Kenosis. From mystics to shamans, these moments of ecstasy are the indescribable truth.
The attraction toward adventure sports, adrenaline rushes and driving ‘fast’ is that when we are aware of the intensity of the moment such as when we’re driving fast; we’re all to aware of our morality and the necessity to be completely alert. It is in these moments that our thoughts, our mind, ceases to manifest itself. We are one with the moment. In your grandmothers case, being in a state of complete presence most likely allowed her to tap into that ‘psychic’ space, which we more commonly refer to as our mysterious Intuitions.
It’s always lovely to read your input :),
Warmly,
Sol
Hi, Sol
Glad to hear that you still have time for yourself and other contrubtor’s comments :)
Ha ha once again humanity loves the instant quick spiritual fix. In having a multi-purpose saviour it removes our accountability for our state in life somewhat if a diety determines the outcome of our lives.
Jesus’s preaching methodology was extremely effective, especially by personifying God into a tangible form (himself) and his heavy employment of metaphors to appeal to concrete minds of the people. In the allure of salvation we fixate on our spiritual termination point to an uncontrollable incident of the future ie the second coming rather than focus on those innate divine intutions or connections we can experience in this life. If he we walking the earth today it seems he would encourage to reach for his spiritual presence rather than fixating on our on destiny.
Atheists would argue that the big bang was the instigation for the universe’s existence, but within that construct lies an eternal descrepensy. Its difficult to articlate consisely but the force that created the elements and matter for the big bang to perpetuate a growing universe into would have to rely upon another force outside its dimesion to have formed that layer of reality and so the perenial cycle goes on.
The concept is sort of analogous to a babusca doll, in that there always has to be an outer layer to lie outside of that dimesion’s exsistence in order to have created the components within. Therefore do you believe that some omnipotent energy has to be at the root of creation?
If you’ve been down south at all hope you’ve had a relaxing and enjoyable experience with their sights and cooler weather.
Warm regards,
Claire xx :)
Hola Claire,
That’s the eternal struggle science, which symbolize the nature of our logic, will have. The answer to one question will raise ten more. To believe in a religion you need to believe in many miracles, to believe in science you need to just accept one; that the big bang occurred randomly and came out of no where.
The creator idea implies there’s a beginning, the creator, and an end. Life is much more of a circular representation, no beginning, no end, just an infinite cycle. I remember in school when we were learning science alongside religion, the question arose to be; who created the time-space matter necessary for God to come into existence in order to create the world?
There is a conscious energy, a divine feeling all around and within us, but it’s not shaped like a bearded man in the sky. To fall in love with the mystery, that is one of the most divine feelings there is. Words, facts, they don’t arouse any feelings, but the mystery, the awe-ness of everything, does.
Take care,
Warmly,
Sol
Dear, Sol
Only saw this comment now after all this time! Sorry, your responses are always mich appreciated. So true, definatley have to practice that, considering I’m doing a science degree. Seems that once we cease attepting to validate the phenomenon empirically there is more focus on as you mentioned appreciating the mystery of our exsisyence rather than trying to quantify it.
Have a great arvo;all the best!
Claire xx
Wow. You have very clearly articulated something that I have been up most of this night thinking about. I was thinking about how I used to like the children’s song “this little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine”. It’s such a simple innocent memory and I cannot remember all the words now. It makes me remember what it was like to be a child so full of hope and confidence to shine, unburdened and free. I am just coming to the realisation that just about all the struggles I’ve had in life have come about when I have not let my light shine (or used it in the wrong places); when I have lost touch or denied that part of myself. The moments when I have felt most alive and happy, have been when I am letting my light shine without worrying about what anyone else thinks or expects. For too long, I put other people first and let them treat me poorly because I was more concerned about other people seeing me as a ‘nice person’ than being true to myself. I know first-hand how unacknowledged emotions can lead to break-down, followed by depths of despair and depression. I have only just begun to learn how to listen to and value myself – and thinking of the light inside as ‘god’ really helps give it a sense of importance!
After lying awake most of the night considering this, it was such a great moment to see your article. Your insights have expanded on what I was thinking, and affirmed my feelings. Thank you for sharing, as always.
My new mantra:
Be present and be the light!
Hola,
That’s beautiful to hear, that you’ve come to the realization of the immense importance that living in your authenticity has :).
Those moments where you are entirely free from the thoughts, opinions and worries about others and simply become a presence of experiencing or doing are fill part of everything around you are almost like moments of prayer (which was the original intention behind them).
It seems like something so ridiculously simple to just be present as intensely as we can, and that will get rid of most of the problems we experience from living so far away from our centers and in beautiful illusionary temples of the mind.
I’m always mesmerized by the power of synchronicity but it happens so often with our work and readers that it’s our version of ‘marketing’ hehe.
I look forward to reading more about your journey unfold.